Although I tried to relax and get some rest at night, I was unable to fall asleep… it was really troublesome to get used to an undead body, maybe I needed a coffin or something to feel comfortable laying down, even though I wasn't an vampire.
"I am pretty sure that I am not that worried about the deaths of the orcs tomorow… an effect of becoming a monster, I am sure. Still, I guess while I am not longer have the normal feelings of an human, I still have the consciousness of one. I can't just think too little of the lives of those who will follow me."
I didn't want tojust go out here make terrible decisions complain about them, cry about them out loud and then continue to make them and not change anything, I wasn't such fantastic very level-headed individual… so, it seemed that I had to try harder for the orcs too. They might become useful for me later to fight for my freedom, thinking like that felt a little less bothersome, so I decided to keep that in mind.
