We were the last people in the park. I think it was one o'clock in the morning when we decided to go home. The streets were deserted. In my mind I kept imagining myself with Edwin. Nude! Ah! The air in the car is very hot!
I rolled down the car window and unbuttoned the top button of my shirt. I put my head out a little and took a few deep breaths. Sitting in the chair again.
I peeked at him. Fuck! What a face! Look at his hand! Wow veins!
"Are you a bodybuilder?" I said. Shit! Why did I say?!
"Not professional. But because of my work, I have to have a good body,"looked at me His eyes were sparkling,"wanna see it?,"
See it?! He mean…Oh!! Does he mean that?!
"See what?!" I asked.
"My body. Is there anything else you want to see?"
SHIT SHIT SHIT!! Isn't he thinking like me?! I didn't say anything anymore. If I had continued a little longer, I might have fallen myself on Edwin right there.
We arrived home. I opened the door. Edwin was standing next to me. I went inside. He was still outside.
"So…I guess we have arrived," he said.
"Yes,"
We stared at each other for a few seconds. I swallowed my water. My throat was dry. my God! Edwin is so fucking sexy! Even he has a throat apple!
Lasted your eye contact.I freaked out,"Ok good night."
I said this and closed the door. Not even letting him say anything. Quickly call Atoosa and tell her everything. Atoosa almost died laughing.
"What's funny?!" I asked gleefully.
"Can't believe you closed the door! Are you stupid or something?!"
"What you mean?! I don't understand!"
"Ok, just answer my question first. Do you wanna sleep with him Tonight or not?!" She asked.
"Well I…I…,"
"No don't think Ella. Now isn't the time for logical decision! Listen to your heart. Do you want it or not?!"
"I do,"
"Good because your boyfriend wants the same," Atoosa said in sure.
"Really?!"
"Yes you crazy girl! He was waiting in front of the door for you to invite him in. If you did that, instead of talking to me, you would probably have all your clothes torn,"
I lay on the couch,"what should I do now?"
"Well…Why don't you go to him?! I'm sure he will be surprised."
Me?!! Going to his house?! Don't think so Missy! But…Now that I am thinking, it's not a bad idea. We both want the same thing, why should I be embarrassed?! Besides, he's my boyfriend not a stranger!
"I'll drink and go to his house," I said.
"No Elizabeth, wait!" Atoosa reacted quickly.
"Why?!"
"If you think you can't do it without being drunk, then don't. If you don't have the courage to go by your own, then you are definitely not ready!"
She was right. I don't know about these things, so I decided to do whatever Atoosa said.
"Alright. Just tell me what to do!"
"Okay,"Atoosa cleared her throat,"are you period?"
"No"
"Good. Shaving?!"
"Yes, today"
"Excellent. You don't have to waste your time anymore,"
Atoosa told me step by step what I had to do. First, She told me to take a shower and fix my hair. Then wear a sexy semi-open dress and apply a light perfume. My God, I'm pretty girl. Edwin, must be willing to sleep with me. I'm sure that I'm more hotter than all his Ex-girlfriends.
Let me describe my dress a bit. A large black shirt that reached my thighs. A tight and almost short black pants that reached my legs. Atoosa said that I should wear black because of my white skin color. I untangled my hair, ready to leave.
I was very stressed. Constantly hesitating between going and not going, but all my cells want to do it.
"how do I start?" I asked.
"Just let yourself go. He does everything himself,"
"I don't think so. After what I did to him, he is very cautious,"
"you mean that discussion?! I'm sure he forgot it, but if you want, I can teach you a trick,"
"Oh yes please"
Atoosa said something that made me very embarrassed,"tell him this?!! It's very embarrassing!" I said. It makes me blush even thinking about it.
"Believe me. Boys like that," she said.
I hung up the phone, ready to go. Taking a few deep breaths to lower my body temperature. My face was blush.
I rang the bell of Edwin's house and finished my leg constantly. because of stress. He opened the door. Fuck! Why is he wearing stilettos?! where is his shirt?!
"Ella, everything's ok?"
His body was sweating a little and he was panting.
"Bad time?"
"No. Just finished training. come in."
Edwin stood aside for me to enter. closed the door and dried his sweaty face with a towel.
"What happened?" He asked.
I mustered all my will. Going to my boyfriend while he was looking at me in surprise. I was shorter than him. stretching myself a little and whispering the sentence that Atoosa told me next to his ear:
"I'm ashamed of this sentence, Edwin, that's why I only say it once," I lowered my tone,"I want your big monster, now!"
His eyes shone. He smiled and suddenly grabbed my waist, pulled me towards him. He turned me and pinned me to the wall.
"Finally," He said this with a lustful smile and kissed my lips. picked me up and took me to his bed.