You know how good it feels when you open your eyes and the first thing you see is your boyfriend's face? asleep and calm. Like a dream.
I woke up earlier than Edwin. Last night was so good that I woke up with full energy. He was holding my hand on his chest and was sleeping.
I slowly got up from the cup, put on one of Edwin's black shirts. It was wide and long so that it reached my thighs.
Today I woke up not as a girl, but as a woman. Leaving the bedroom. Making coffee and opening the curtains. Tying my hair, calmly drinking coffee and watching the outside. Everything seemed more beautiful. The sun hit my body gently and my skin became fresh.
I opened the fridge. It was full of food. How does Edwin buy all these things with his salary?! Can he have another job?
I took some oranges, patiently made juice and put them on the table. I wanna make a delicious breakfast for Edwin.
Edwin had put the plates in the upper cabinet. No matter how much I stretched myself, I couldn't reach them. I was standing on the clean tip and was trying to reach them when Edwin raised his hand from behind head and took them.
I immediately turned towards him. He had imprisoned me in his arms. He looked at me with a smile and kissed my lips.
"Good morning"
"Mo… morning"
He ran his hand through my hair, gently. It felt good. I bent my neck towards his hand and looked into his eyes. He came closer to me and held my back.
"What you doing?"
"Making breakfast"
Edwin kissed my neck,"Don't worry about breakfast, let's do something more interesting"
He picked me up and put me on the table, ran his finger on my thigh. Happiness spread through out my body.
"I'm making breakfast for you"
"Don't be bad, PLEASE!"
Despite his attempts to take me to bed, I didn't accept. want to bother him. It's fun to tease your boyfriend.
I freed myself from his arms, went to take some fruits from the fridge and washed them. He was standing next to me and watching me happily. Sometimes hugging me from behind.
"I can help you if you want" Edwin said.
"I would like that,"
"After our morning sex of course,"
Although I liked it very much, I still didn't accept it. He was looking at me so innocently that I couldn't to not paying attention. I was getting horny by his works.
"Alright detective Listin to me carefully," I stood in front of him,"If you help me…,"Whisper close to his ear,"I will anything that you want,"
"Anything?!"
"Anything!"
Edwin was so excited that he tried his best to come to breakfast early. I admit that he was better at cooking than me. It's normal. He has been living alone for several years and probably does not have much salary to buy food from outside.I was washing the fruits. There was a strand of hair on my face and it kept itching my nose. I couldn't use my hands. It has probably happened to you that your nose itches when you can't use your hands. It happened to me with great intensity.
I tried to remove the hair by blowing it, but it was useless. Suddenly, Edwin gently pushed the hair away from my face and put it behind my ear. It's attractive to me that he is so kind.
Breakfast got prepared, we sat together and started eating. First, I ate the food prepared by Edwin. A classic wordless song romanticized the atmosphere. Edwin knew I liked these songs.We talked a little. about our dreams. Edwin's biggest dream was a world without crime and my biggest dream… was a world without rapists. I didn't say that of course.
After breakfast, I took the dishes into the kitchen and Edwin washed them. I was standing next to him and watching at him with love.
When all the dishes were washed, I saw Edwin slowly coming towards me. Or a longing look. He rolls up his sleeves.
He took my waist and stuck me to himself. Kissing my cheeks and lips,"It's time to keep your word, dear lady,"
He lifted me up. Like when a groom picks up his bride and takes her inside the house. I got stressed. When I said I will do anything for him, I didn't specify any limits. What if he wants to do it hard or painful?! I promised him, so I can't say No. I hope he don't fuck hard. I lost my virginity last night, I'm not ready for those things yet.
Edwin threw me on the bed, took off his shirt and laid on top of me.
"Please… Not painful," I said, because of fear.
He smiled,"don't worry darling. It's too soon to fuck you painful,"