Hello, lovely readers . It's been a while I don't know if you guys are even interested in my nonsense but it doesn't matter. A lot has had happened and today I'm not gonna be quite cheerful so hope you can deal with me for a while.
( Author: what's wrong?
Ariadne: Nothing.. just..moody I guess
Author: I know! That's why I asked what's wrong dummy
Ariadne: could you please try to be a little less toxic please?
Author: I'll try . So what's bothering you? Ariadne: I lost a friend or two
Author : * speaks in a sympathetic manner* oh goodness.. sorry for your loss.. you must be in tremendous pain . Well I hope he or she is resting in peace
Ariadne: wait-what?
Author: um did I say anything wrong. Isn't your friend like dead?
Ariadne: what?! No! not at all
Author : Then why the heck would you say you just lost a friend?
Ariadne: You misunderstood . What I meant was that .. I'm no longer friends with those people
Author: * realizes* oh..yeah that makes sense. What happened?
Ariadne: It's sort of personal
Author: Okay
Ariadne: You're not gonna ask?
Author: well you don't feel like speaking about it so why should I bother myself?
Ariadne: ....* Looks sad*
Author: * sighs* Fineee! What happened?
Ariadne: * brightens up* so um.. My friend was not living like a happy life and she met people who understood her and were in the same situation as her ..well sort of ..so I was stressed from school and everything so whenever I said something out of fear or insecurity like " I think I'm gonna fail my test" or " I think I should leave my school and just stay in a shell" she'd just look at the message and not reply so I stopped talking about my insecurities. So um she started to talk about something like a group conversation or something that happened and I was not feeling great at that time so I just told her that please talk about that later so I have problems of my own to deal with and there's a lot going on for me right now. She then misunderstood and apologized for bothering me and stopped messaging me. Like can you believe that?
Author: * looks focused* Go on..
Ariadne: So I thought she didn't want anything to do with me . So I just went along. I should've kept my mouth shut shouldn't I.. we did talk again but it felt weird and and as time went by we grew apart and stopped being friends.
Author: I see..what about the other person?
Ariadne: Well I don't know if we are friends or not friends?
Author: what do you mean?
Ariadne: I don't know it's sort of like a game we play. Sometimes we say we are no longer friends. I guess the stress just got to me.
Author: Okay. When was the last time you talked to that person?
Ariadne: Yesterday..
Author: Then what's your deal?
Ariadne: well we haven't spoken to each other today so I think she's serious about it
Author: Like seriously 😒? Whatever.. so is this unnecessary drama the reason for your gloominess?
Ariadne: No . It's something else.
Author: okay, speak up
Ariadne: *whispers* I think that's it
Author: So my lovely readers, Ariadne here just got her heart broken by her boyfriend and is shy to say it so please give her a round of applause as we listen to her sob story.
* SILENCE*
Ariadne: so um I-
Author: sorry I think we need to focus more light on you.
*Light is focused on Ariadne*
Author: Right you may go on now .
Ariadne: So as I was sayin-
Author: * interrupts* Yeah.. sorry but you don't look pitiful.. You need some sad make up-
Ariadne: * gradually getting angry* I'm good. So I'm gonna continue-
Author: *hums the song from the Asoka challenge*
Ariadne: * reaches her limit of patience* Hey! I'm trying to share my story here if you don't mind. Could you please stop interrupting and you're singing the song wrong. It's literally off tune
Author: sheesh..* starts humming Baby monster's song : sheesh*
Ariadne: Are you done ?
Author: just a minute.... Yeah I'm done. You may go on
Ariadne: So yeah we broke up.
Author: * pretends to be shocked and speaks in her mind: Yes! I knew they were gonna break up!* Goodness gracious that's shocking . I expected you two to be together for long what happened?
Ariadne: I got fed up
Author:* speaks in her mind :Here she goes again pretty sure she cried her eyes out* Really?
Ariadne: Yeah. No matter how many times I expressed to him how hurt I felt he never changed he still remained as the same old cold rude jerk he was.
Author: Mhmm.
Ariadne: Then he has the guts to tell me he loves me.. that's so frustrating. I really tried my best to be a good girlfriend. I always sit tight and I thought that if I didn't speak then we wouldn't fight but he just kept on ignoring whatever I did and pushed me at the edge of the cliff . I truly trusted and I seriously thought it would work out
Author : what actually happened?
Ariadne: He stopped talking to me and when I got the chance to speak to him he would say a word or two then go offline.
Author: Okay. So were you happy in your relationship?
Ariadne: Nobody ever asked me that...I don't..think so.
Author: why did you stay with him then?
Ariadne: I just.. wanted to make him happy that's all * tears start to fall down her cheeks* He told me...he was going through a lot and it sort of reminded me of myself and no matter how messed up I looked nobody asked if I was fine. It felt like I was dying inside but what hurts most was that I was all alone. Everyone just assumed I was sick . I wanted to be there for him and make him happy a little if not much.
Author: That's why it took you long to break up with him.
Ariadne: It felt like I'd be abandoning myself if I did so. I always stayed by his side and said " I Love You" no matter how hurt I was. He would sometimes ignore it if he was upset or not in the mood. Sometimes he'd get angry and leave all of a sudden
Author: Did he come back?
Ariadne: It was just a few times. The one that hurt me the most was when I apologized for being busy and he just got upset and left all of a sudden . When I asked why he was leaving he said it was probably my fault? When I asked if he'd come back he said he'd think about it ..
Author: Let me guess he never came back
Ariadne: * Tears up* Yeah I waited for him all day and the day after . He never spoke to me unless I initiated the conversation..
Author: Did you try speaking to him about that?
Ariadne: sort of.. I pretended to be upset about that but he didn't notice or even apologise he just asked a few times what was wrong and he left when he got fed up.
Author: Did you speak with him again?
Ariadne: No...he messaged me and said we should fix it.
Author: did you fix it?
Ariadne: sort of. I fell sick and skipped school that day . I apologized for everything that happened even for the things that I wasn't supposed to apologize for. He just said I love you and went to rest because he said he had a headache. He messaged me the next day and thanked me for staying by his side even though he hurt me a lot.
Author: Did you two argue again?
Ariadne: Yeah ..my * struggles to breathe*
Author: * pats her on the back* There,there it's alright. Calm down.
Ariadne: My dad got into an accident and was hospitalized so I informed him that I wasn't going to available for a while. When I spoke to him after some days he got upset and was angry at me. I told him I was sorry and told him what was going on so if he can't deal with meor was very upset he should just break up with me so I'll try my best to accept it. But he just ignored everything I said about my dad and started complaining about me being ungrateful, unloving and wanting to break up.
Author: That dude is a total jerk.
Ariadne: I started to change a little and when he noticed and asked what was wrong..I got upset and told him that why was he interested in something he ignored. He didn't say anything and just left . He kept on saying hurtful things without considering my feelings. He'd never know I was hurt unless I cried or told him but I'm sure he wouldn't understand anyway..
Author: That's enough. You broke up with him. That's good. Just forget about that loser you totally deserve better.
*Our main character isn't doing that well today so we'll continue this another time. Goodbye and please stay safe *