Jules' pov
I couldn't believe what I was listening to. It felt like a joke, a silly, unfunny joke. I kept waiting for them to inform me that they were just messing with me, but that never came.
As I glanced from Taylor to his group of friends and back to him, shock consumed me all over again at the thought of what's supposed to be happening with me tonight.
My initiation.
A freaking initiation.
Taylor had explained that I have to do this and that I couldn't refuse or back out, and that made me feel faint and lightheaded.
"What are the options?" I finally asked after clearing my throat. It felt like hours had passed since I last spoke, but it was only a few minutes.
Taylor perked up at that once again as he began to speak.
"You could either kiss until you get an orgasm, but we know that's technically impossible, cause who can get an orgasm from just a kiss?" He giggled at that.
The initiation doesn't really have rules, you just have to get an orgasm in front of everyone then you'd be welcomed into the fraternity as a member. You see, it's like a humiliation ritual, but that's basically how all rituals are. The perk of this one is that it gets to be pleasurable instead of it hurting you or something related to that."
Taylor paused for a moment, eying my face closely before continuing after a few moments.
"So, since kissing is out of the question… you could, you know, jerk yourself off until you get an orgasm. You don't even need to reveal your dick, you can just do it in your pants, all they care about is that you get an orgasm."
As Taylor spoke, I found myself getting dizzier as each word sank into my brains.
'You don't even need to reveal your dick–'
I couldn't jerk off, to begin with. I need to have the resources for that before I can be able to do that, don't I?
How the hell was I gonna get through tonight?
I bit on my bottom lip as my mind wandered around. "What if I fake the orgasm?" I whispered, cheeks coloring when everyone's eyes around the table settled on me. I felt uneasy due to the sudden attention and I began to squirm almost immediately.
The silver haired omega was the one who responded this time, voice soft. "You can't fake one though, because they'd know."
"They will?" I asked, perplexed. I wasn't even sure of how it felt to have an orgasm or what it was like, because, well… I've never had one before.
He nodded his head along with a few of the omegas around the table.
"They will, since, you know, everyone has a particular scent for what they orgasm. The scent is gonna fill the air, so if it doesn't, it would reveal that no orgasm happened." The silver haired omega explained and once again, I felt light headed as I gave jerky nods of my head.
"Oh." I whispered dumbly.
"Your wolf is still dormant but you'd surely have a scent for whenever you orgasm, especially seeing as your scent is so thick even when your wolf isn't awake yet. What's the flavor of your scent when you orgasm?" A different omega spoke up this time and I felt myself grow tense almost immediately, not just because they were currently talking about scents, but because they were asking me about my scent for when I orgasm, something which I'm yet to experience.
I felt tongue tied, struggling for what to say, but the silver haired omega spoke up once again.
"He doesn't have to tell us, that's pretty private anyway. There's no need to make him more uncomfortable, he's already nervous as it is." As he spoke, I felt myself slowly relax and a small sigh eased out of me. I flashed him a grateful look, hoping that my gratitude was fully conveyed. He offered me a small smile in return.
Moments later, two tall omegas were stopping in front of our table and motioning for me to rise up. They were skinny and were so good looking that it hurt. Despite their heights, they paired it with platform heels which made them tower over me so much, automatically reminding me of Blaze at once.
I shoved that thought out of my head at once as I focused on what the two omegas were currently saying.
"Come with us, new kid. Your initiation is starting soon, we need to go over a few things with you first." One of them said. He had plump lips and ocean blue eyes. I swallowed emptily and nodded my head while my heart hammered against my ribs.
"O- Okay." I whispered.
Taylor got up and offered to come with me. I felt immense relief course through my veins at once, but the relief was only short lived because it got killed off moments later as the second omega spoke.
"You can't. No one can come with him." The second omega had sunglasses on despite us currently being indoors. He had high cheekbones and a very flawless skin which instantly made me feel inferior. I glanced at Taylor who slowly shook his head with a small smile.
"It's gonna be alright, okay?" He reassured me and even though I seriously doubted his words, I nodded in response before turning around and trailing after the two omegas who didn't bother to check if I was following them.
My hands were shaking and I shoved it into my pockets. I kept taking in deep breaths so I'd be able to prepare myself for what I'd be facing in a little while.
We stopped in front of a large, tall door and the first omega pulled the door open and stepped into the room, while the second omega motioned for me to get in before him. I sucked in a sharp breath, eyes struggling to adjust to the bright lights in here.
At the far end of the room, I could see someone perched on a chair and I swallowed emptily before glancing towards the first omega who gestured straight ahead.
"Go on, that's the leader." He explained and my heart raced as I forced myself to keep walking forward until I was standing in front of who was apparently the leader of the fraternity.
The first thing I registered on taking a close look at him, was that he was extremely good looking. Like, out-of-this-world gorgeous.
The leader leaned forward in his seat, a small, sinister smile playing across his lips. He crooked a finger at me and I gulped as I inched forward even more. His finger hooked into my turtleneck collar and he tugged me downwards so fast that I felt my head spin, till his lips were only a few inches away from mine.
"Hello, pretty boy."