AN: a lot are still questioning about why our still hormonal teen hybrid is acting stupid. I actually had planned to post a separate thing explaining why. But, I decided against posting it. If you don't like the MC, it's fine. You can leave and go find another story that fits your taste more. It's my story, I share it for fun and free.
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Cullen's Home
ROBIN'S POV
Contrary to what we thought, the whole thing with dealing with the King's didn't work out as planned... I did manage to make them confess to all their crimes, and reveal the other people involved... But the thing is, those people tried everything in their power to silence the King's to save their asses, so I had to go to each of them to erase some memories, alter them, and compel them, I had Edward read their minds to hunt down all of them.
It would've been easier to just kill them, but who are the Cullen's? They'd rather choose the hard way than kill, no matter how much the perpetrators deserved it. and Oh My, they so deserved it, my brother was so furious with what he saw in their memories.
Haaah... I actually made the mistake of asking Royce about his thoughts about Rosalie while he was still under compulsion... And what he said made me strangle him, and I almost snapped his neck right there and then, my brother managed to pry my hands open enough from the bastard's neck, I was already only on the same level of strength with a normal full vampire, but I was enraged at that time, He struggled trying to stop me by himself, our parents came to his rescue.
I was feral for a while, I just wanted to pop his head off, all I could think of was I had to protect Rosalie, my Rosalie, this man must die. How dare he say all those things about her?! How dare he think of doing such things!? How dare he target MY MATE! MINE! MY MATE!
Apparently, I not only thought of that, but I also said it out loud, my family heard and felt the intensity of my feelings to the point where it amplified their bloodlust towards the offending guy, they almost gave in to their instinct and kill him, but they managed to stop themselves and me... Not without difficulty, they cried tears of venom from restraining their instinct.
One thing is for sure now tho, my vampire side was just a late bloomer because it just declared Rosalie as my actual mate.
It was all mentally and emotionally taxing for me, why did the other FF make it seem so easy? I guess the problem is with me.
But that is done, we've gotten rid, of the last person that was involved with the King's... And right now I'm currently just trying to sort out my mind and feelings... Haaaah...
I was rolling around in the carpeted part of our music room, just mindlessly moving around.
Let's sing it out I guess... I lay flat on my back, and spread my arms and legs like when one tries to make snow angels.
=Hey doctor doctor by Terminally silly(tiktok)=
🎶Hey doctor doctor
Could you tell me what's wrong?
I know you're very busy
So I won't make this too long
I got a question bout the rain
The fog that just won't go away🎶
I shouldn't even feel this affected, they deserved it and more...
🎶And something quite absurd
That I just learned the other day
I asked my friend a simple question bout the rain
But then they all went quiet
and looked at me in a funny way
They asked what I meant
So I described the time I spent
Avoiding all the puddles, though I still got wet
They said that morning had been a sunny day
I asked the folks around us
And they all said the same
I sat confused in my wet socks and shoes
I shrugged and said, "That's right!"
"The sky wasn't grey, it was blue!"
But doctor doctor, it's been so very long
Since I've last seen the sun
It seems they might just all be wrong
Unless it's me who's been confused
Then why've my blue skies been refused?
And hidden from me by my rainy day?... 🎶
Honestly, I did used to be sad and disappointed every day I woke up in my past life, I didn't want to be there... I was just existing because I was too much of a wuss to end my own life. I wasn't afraid of the pain... I was afraid of what comes after death... I was a massive weeb then, and still am, so I kinda developed the fear of being reincarnated or transmigrated and ending up in a worse situation, which was actually technically true for a while before I met my true family...
The fear was so ridiculous that I even started to be selective and thorough with the novels I read, and games I play... Because now, there's this °What if I get transferred there? Will I be able to live peacefully?°
Woo... I feel a bit better after that... I can feel Mom and Eddie listening in... Oh well, never mind them for now, let me just feel better... It's still not quite enough... Just one more.
Oh! I remember the songwriter of the one I just sang had a very fitting song... What was it again? Yes! That, it's been a while since I sang this one.
=I'm my own worst enemy by Terminally silly(tiktok)=
🎶I'm my own worst enemy, and everyone agrees
If I wasn't in my way, my life would be a breeze🎶
It really would be so easy to just not care about the consequences and other people's feelings and lives...
🎶If I could go one day without tripping on my feet
I'd have done great things by now
As it stands, I'm so unsure of where my future leads🎶
I've taken care of Rosalie's plot, so I'm not sure what to do for now, my heart wants to stay and be with her still.
🎶Thats I'd give my organs if it meant I could be free
From the pit that I dug myself and left myself to bleed
But I've spiraled too far down🎶
I'm the one putting restrictions on myself, I should go away soon...
🎶I'm my Joker, Lex Luthor, my emperor Palpatine
I'm the dagger in my chest that everyone can see🎶
Maybe my time away alone would be a good thing, I might be able to mature more if I'm not being coddled by my family.
🎶I'm a mess, I'm a martyr, I'm a narcissistic queen
High on vanity and dopamine
I burn my candles at both ends until the wick's complete
I think I give the world more value as a cut of meat
I haven't lived without guilt since I was 13🎶
I might encounter different situations that'll make me less of a wuss. If I was reading a character like myself, I'd be frustrated with MC.
🎶Cause I've always done something wrong
I wake up in the morning and it makes me wanna cry
That I live another day, when many young potentials die
But my life is for no one else to live but I
So I gotta give it one more try🎶
Right after I said the last line, I heard my mom greet someone at the front door, and Immediately recognized the scent and voice of my mate... She's my mate... It feels oddly right and good to actually be able to confirm that she was in fact, my mate... It all made more sense now.
I concentrated my senses on following her up until she came to where I was. She obviously came to visit me.
I've been quite absent from our little circle of friends get-togethers, even declining just hanging out with just the two of us.
It's not because of anything dramatic like I'm rejecting the bond between us, but more like I was busy cleaning up trash and loose ends. Ensuring her safety. I was on edge while we were doing it, and I didn't want her to see me like that.
"What was that song? It sounded good, but I'm not familiar with the woman singing..." I heard her ask my mother.
My mother was quiet, no doubt having trouble trying to come up with how to respond.
Fuck! Uuuuhm... Shit, let's see... What do I do? I limited the range of the volume to just the perimeter of our home, I didn't expect a sudden visit...
I looked around the music room to try and find anything that could help me... Then I spotted something that could work. That!
I quickly sped up to where the object smashed it to the floor near where it was, grabbed what was left of it, and then cut it in half.
The doors to the music room opened and what the two women saw was me looking down at a broken turn table while holding a piece of broken vinyl in each hand.
My brilliant mom then got the message and went with my plan.
"Robin Lieshan Cullen... Could you tell me what just happened here?" She said with a smile, but one could see that she had this motherly glint in her eyes that promised a scolding of a lifetime.
I looked up at them, wide-eyed and guilty-looking. I didn't have to pretend for that part, I was actually afraid to get scolded, mom loved that particular vinyl, I just grabbed the first thing I saw without checking... I quickly tried to hide the broken vinyl in my hands behind my back and dropped it.
*It was an accident! I swear!* I signed frantically at my mother.
I could see Rosalie having a worried look at me, but her amusement towards my situation could be seen behind those beautiful violets of hers a ghost of a smile was on her lips.
So this is amusing for you? Seeing me in trouble? Hmph! This is partly because of you!
[AN: Nah, that's all you bruh. 😂]
My mother sighed, seemingly trying to calm herself down, and looked at me pointedly.
"We'll discuss this further later. For now, you have a guest. Rosalie, dear, why don't you two move to the study room for now, since there's a mess here. I'll send snacks and refreshments soon" Mom said to us before leaving.
For now, I smiled at Rosalie and locked my arms with hers, guiding her to the study room. God, she smelt too good.
I could hear Edward laughing from his room.
The bastard heard the whole thing and didn't help at all. 'Laugh now, I'll get you at our spar later! Some brother you are! Hmph! I'm so hurt that my brother ignored my plight, that this sister of yours won't go with you to that piano concert anymore' I threatened.
"noooo! I'm sorry princess, I'll clean the mess for you! I'll even help you search for the same vinyl you broke. Please!" he begged.
I just ignored his plea, for now, suffer!
We sat next to each other at the common seat in the middle of the room, and Rosalie started to look around the room with curiosity, this was her first time entering it. it was filled with books, each of the family members having their own corner with our very own tables and chairs, their own shelves filled with books of our own interests.
"where were you this past month? I feel like I-we haven't seen you for a while" Rosalie inquired.
*Family stuff, it's nothing but I had to help with some things. Let's not talk about that. I'm more curious about how you've been, I may have been preoccupied for a bit, but I still heard about the King's situation, didn't your father try to set you up with their sole heir? Robb... Richard... Ricky or something?* I tried asking as nonchalantly as possible.
"Royce. And Yes he did, but as you may have heard, the whole family for some reason decided to confess to all their crimes, saying they did it because they could no longer bear the guilt. It's quite ludicrous... to be honest, I am just glad that the engagement did not go through..." She replied with a thoughtful look.
*Me too... I mean, he turned out to be bad news... But, before all that... Didn't you like him at all? You did go out with him a couple of times, and it seemed like you were enjoying yourself. Was he your type? The front he presented... Was he your type of partner? What even is your type of man? Have you ever fancied someone before? Do you fancy someone now? Do I know them?* I asked, inwardly bracing myself for her answer and kind of regretting asking.
What if she says yes? What if she already likes someone else? For the matter of her possibly liking another female, that's out of the question right? I haven't seen or heard her say or do anything that would indicate that she is even remotely attracted to any girl we encountered.
Her eyebrows furrowed, seemingly thinking carefully of her answer... She looks pretty even when she's just thinking and looking at nothing. Then her eyes changed, realization morphed on her face then she looked at me intently in the eyes... Her gaze now sends shivers from the base of my feet to the top of my head... And then straight to my heart... It made me hold my breath. And then she opened those soft-looking beautiful lips of hers...
"Yes... I do" she replied while looking at me with a bewildered look.
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AN: I was waiting for the collections to reach 1k before uploading this. It physically hurt to upload this without reaching the goal... It was 995 collections last time I checked... And it wasn't changing, like everyone decided to stop adding it suddenly! Waaaaaaah, fate! You're teasing me again! You Bitch!
Anyways, in case y'all missed the discord invite at the beginning AN here ya go.
https://discord.com/invite/ymGYFTrz
It is just a simple channel, I'll add things to it based on your suggestions, I don't think our number will grow anytime soon anyway, so it won't be too saturated. It'd be nice to hear from you guys.
Speaking of guys, I saw the Data, most users don't have their gender specified on the app, but to those who did, It would seem that the majority of my readers are male. 🤔 that's kinda cool tbh, I would've thought I'd have more female readers... Or Maybe I do, and they just didn't specify it.
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