After taking the exams and got into university everything is just I do not know, well changed. My hair started growing, I could go in a wheelchair, then stand on my own, I even started going to the gym. It was a miracle.
Well after 4 years I even got a job, but I was still on medication. I went to become a nurse part-time. These were my golden days. It was as thrilling and fullfilling as feeling, that I am paying back. I did not do many thing, I was just an assistant, but still.
Then I got a real job, what was connected to my diploma at HR in a company.
1 year and my health worsened, I moved back to my parents and said, that I have no clue how much time do I have, but I will work from there, face the reality, maybe 70 maybe 1 year or a single day. That is fair.
Well after that I was only helping in the garden and at chores, I got a little money, so I had time, it was great to be with them. I saw geniune smiles from day to day. I thought I gave them back everything and they felt that too.
For me there were 2 more things. Since financially I gave them back everything and they were not thinking ill about me and I worked at a hospital, that nearly done my list.
But first, I should not be depressed, that helps nothing. Second, i reeaaally wanted to go to the army. That would be fair, I would give it back to my country and live a happy life.