[Flashback]
Fil tossed and turned on the bed, getting more and more irritated at every minute that passed. She threw herself one more time, lying flat on her back.
"Why can't all these embarrassing thoughts fill my head now?" she grumbled, clasping the sheets tightly.
Every time she closed her eyes, her mind would pull her into an embarrassing memory. Most of them were situations with Vincent and his friends, which she made herself believe were 'normal' in the past. But now that she had a clearer head, she realized those 'normal' situations were just too embarrassing for the present Fil.
They were plain disrespect, and she let them.
"I really hate myself for thinking they're my friends," she mumbled, sitting upright in frustration. "I have a meeting tomorrow, but I can't sleep."
