I was so madly in love with him that i forgot. That may be he just treated me like a friend. Or a best friend. May be he is interested in someone else but, his behaviour blurs the reality. I thought he also love me.
So i continue to behave like a lover. Like a girl who was so in love.
But when i finally decide to confess. When i was so damn sure that he was also in love with me, i got to know he already have someone else in his life.
There was someone whom he love with his whole heart and he was can't imagined his life without her.
This heartbreaking news make me complety hollow, but i pretend like it has not break my heart, i pretend like that i was happy for him but that news was tearing me apart.
He was experiancing the love with her which was i imagined with him.
The thing was we are not always got the things our heart wants us. Some times we have to let things go.
Or we have to let people go, for there best and also for our peace of mind.
Life is a cruel thing its not always gives us what we want. That is why its called experiances.
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So i tried my best to not got hurt anymore. It was my first love and it was really heart breaking.
But it gives me a leason thats its not necessary to be also got love back. It not usually be a two sided it can be one sided.
Life is unpridictable, life is uncertain.
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