"Actually... maybe I've long since realized the subtle emotions between us, it's just that these intricacies and grudges are too deep, burying those emotions. Plus, with my personality, nitpicky and vindictive, always wanting to save face, even if I know in my heart that you are good, I definitely can't express it in my actions. Moreover, rationally, I don't want anything to happen between us, so I can only be more terrible to you, and keep telling myself to keep a distance from you. Ah... now thinking about it, I was really quite foolish––I guess, starting from when I deliberately started being terrible to you, deep down in my heart... I was actually unable to resist your 'attack', and could only use indifference and sarcasm to disguise it…"
Su Chaoyang felt like he was in a dream, completely unable to believe it!
