Xu Wu paused and continued, "I have always felt like I was a coward to have listened to your threats and given in, but at that time I thought I was protecting him.
I did my best as a husband to you in this marriage while I continued to be the evil bastard towards him. When I heard that he has left home, I knew that it was because of me that he left.
But I had thought that with time, he'll be healed and come back home. Now considering how much time has passed, what if something bad had happened to him because of me?
Should his parents find out that I am the reason he left, how do you think that their friendship with my family is going to be like.
Now I feel like a fool, why didn't I just leave with him to the capital and just inform his parents of the reasons. They might have hated me but at least I would've been by his side now.