I walked into the school hallway after what seemed like years ,we just had the longest break ever.I really didn't want it to end .I missed my twin brothers already,they would have probably started heading back to college in London.
The hallway was packed full,that's how it always is after the holidays,everyone is catching up,well except me. I really didn't have much friends,I never really talked in school,a lot of people probably wouldn't know my name and I preferred it that way.
"Alicia,omg I'm so glad to see you"Kim said walking towards me.
"You look so pretty "she said giving me a hug
She always told me I looked pretty,I've always known she was lying,me? Pretty? I was barely 5'4 tall , I think I escaped obesity with my fluffy cheeks and thin eyes, I was nothing near pretty compared to everyone else. While Kim , Kim was gorgeous.somehow like Kim kardiasian , she was slim and curvy with burnt blonde wavy hair she had emerald eyes and a skinned pointy nose ,she was perfect and I was just there. People probably wondered why we were friends,I did too.
Let's go in Alicia , let's see who we get to sit with this semester. I do hope i don't sit with a goof-ball again. She went on about her break and I did too. I didn't even bother to know who I'd sit with cos it really didn't matter for me.
"Alright everybody go check your seat numbers for the semester and get ready , this is the first semester of the 11th grade and we will be very efficient "miss clart said sitting on her desk in front of the class
012"I read out loud beside my name,it was weird cos I was always between 30and50. I walked to my new seat right beside the windows.that was awesome.I started unpacking my books and some things I always had in my locker ,like my lipliner and lipgloss..I'm obsessed with them.
"Gurl I'm in seat 058..best evurrr😌"
Kim just texted me I turned and she was right, it was the best seat ever,with 2 fairly good-looking guys at her sides.my seat neighbor hadn't arrived yet and that was kind-of nice I had time to unpack my stuff without having to hide them or feel uncomfortable.I unpacked my pads a mirror and perfume,and just after I was done I put my head down and started using my phone.
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Stop it! don't tap me like that I hate it! I said slapping the persons hand off
"Wake...
"What the fuck is wrong with you I cursed raising my head up to see who d hell it was
"Oh God take me to hell"
Deep brown eyes stared at me smiling
"You really shouldn't be cursing so loudly in class"he said looking amused
I couldn't say a word,I felt like my tongue were tied,I tried not to look too stupid
"Don't let it too obvious you've never talked to a real guy be cool Alicia"I said in my head and after a while I managed to give a faint smile...fuck.
The biology teacher was in class for the rest of the day because she was the only one who bothered to resume school with us,it would have been fun having only biology...if I heard a word she said.I couldn't concentrate at all,who would ?when a hot strange guy is seated right next to you and with any slight body movement we'd touch.
I'd been self conscious the whole day,tried not to smile so my eyes wouldn't disappear or my cheeks look blown,tried not to sneeze to not attract attention and worst of all tried not to fall asleep
And he never even spared me glance
Bullshitter"
Just then d bell rang and I packed my things as quickly as possible I waited outside for Kim
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The next few days weren't as awkward as the first time ,I just ignored him ,acting like I was alone until this morning ... I walked to my locker deep in thought anticipating if I should eat my packed breakfast or have it for lunch...
"Hey " a voice startled me..it wasn't too deep Buh very smooth and soothing. I looked up realizing that I had closed my eyes, how much weirder could I make myself look
I finally coughed up some words out of me,trying my best not to smile
"Oh hey ,what do you want?" Fuck that was rude
"Uhm nothing really miss lipgloss "..
I laughed,I didn't realize it Buh I actually laughed in front of someone whose not my relative or Kim.then I stopped and thought of how cheeky I looked.
"Why'd you call me that?
Because I see you putting on lipgloss all the time " he said and I rubbed my lips
I laughed again and we continued our conversation.,we talked for the rest of the day,and all night.I feel as though I'm in a romance novel,he makes me giggle and smile ...I look forward to seeing him every single day****
It's almost been a month since I and Nathan started kindof dating..he'd not ask me yet but it was coming I knew. Maybe he would ask me during our Christmas party
"He didn't." Tomorrow is the party and he hasn't asked me yet ,am I just fooling myself?...I lay down ,remembering how often he says he loves me and how he kisses me I'm about to cry Buh i receive a text from him
"Send me some sexy pictures of you babe,see you tomorrow 💋xoxo" yesss he asked me I'm so happy
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It's the night of the party ,i and Kim are getting ready..I haven't received a text from Nathan since ...well maybe he was waiting to see me..,30 minutes later I'm in the party room alone,Kim's gone with her boyfriend I look around for Nathan and I can't find him..the party is shitty I'm bored and depressed. I look for the way outside to receive air and I hear muffled noises like moans,I go to see what Is happening and I find Nathan there making out with somebody...Britney walker.
I feel a lump growing in my throat...my stomach feels knotted and my breathing raspy...I hold my mouth and run to the bathroom ..I feel like I'm going to have a seizure..the tears uncontrollably pouring out..I'm there for about 5minutes and somebody opens the door,I try to hide my face,clean my tears. The person taps my back and smiles at me
"Crying aren't you?"Britney says
"Oh I'm so sorry..Alice?..you really thought Nathan liked you?,I mean look at you..you're hideous,disgusting and weird...Nathan's my boyfriend and I don't know what you think Buh you better get it into your head that you can never have someone like him...okay?..."she said turning around to leave
"Uhm one more thing you better leave before ....well you'll see"she finally leaves
And I break down in tears...
"Hello Kim "
"Alicia something's going on,meet me in the hall "
I slowly walked to the hall trying to get my self together..they were a lot of people clustered in front of the large projector used to the project Christmas stuff...I was kinda far away so i couldn't see closely..I moved closer and my heart fell to my stomach...it was a picture of me...a picture I sent to Nathan
"I was totally naked"
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Sorry y'all if the chapter was a bit rushed,we don't wanna get caught up in the flashbacks do we?...anyways hope you enjoyed the chapter
#xoxo