I ran out of the hall as fast as I could
"How could he do that ,how could he do that to me?"
I ran,faster and faster till I couldn't feel my legs anymore,my phone kept buzzing ..my head started spinning I couldn't concentrate I felt as if I would throw up
Biiiiiiiii""" I heard the car horn go off right before it hit me
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"Are you okay" I heard my mums voice..it was low and dry,like she had just cried
I tried opening my eyes,but I couldn't,my head hurt,it was throbbing and painful...I couldn't quite think
"Mummy ?..mummy?"I cried
"Yes baby ..I'm here it's ok"
I started crying so hard,tears flowing out freely ,worsening my headache but I didn't care,it was all coming back to me...Nathan,Britney,my video and the accident "
"Mum how long have I been here?..I want to leave please please mum ...let's go far mum please...I yelled.
"It's okay baby calm down you'll be alright ...after you recover I'll take you far away...I promise Ali".I finally close my eyes trying to think about what happened.I possibly couldn't go back to school ...my whole life is ruined.Icheck my phone, so many missed calls from Kim.I don't even know what to say to her I don't even know what to say to anybody I wish I was dead.!
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It's been a month since I left the hospital I've been home for about five days ,we leave for London in a week. Kim has been coming to visit since I left the hospital. I don't know if my mom knows about what happened she probably does ,but she never talked to me about it
"Knock knock"
I hear right as I was about to go to bed it was my mom we haven't talked since I left the hospital I guess I don't even know what to say to her
"Hey Ali...are you awake?"
I nod.
She gets one my bed and signals for me to come closer
"I really want you to tell me what happened to you,you're my daughter,I want to help you...you haven't been eating ..please!"
It's just....it's..I..." I said trying not to burst into tears
"I'm so stupid" I said hugging my mum finally letting the tears fall out
I told her everything ,down to the last part. I wasn't so proud of what I did ...but I felt so much better
"Ali,you don't have to run away okay?,it's not your fault,you trusted a guy..all girls make that same mistake."
"But mum..."
"You'll switch schools,but we don't have to leave town because of some stupid classmates ...your family loves you Ali,no matter what..and that's all that matters"
"Was it?....