To claim that he didn't intend to impregnate her would be dishonest. Deep down, he knew it was his true desire, which is why he took every measure to ensure that every drop of his seed stayed inside her.
However, he also recognized that now was not the ideal time to conceive. He was acutely aware of the dangers that lay ahead and the lack of a secure environment for his wife and potential children. As he reflected on this, he realized that his actions were driven more by his desires than rational thought, leading him to act impulsively and repeatedly with the woman he loved.
