Chapter 70 - Women and their doubts.

I could feel her body responding to my touch. Her hands moved down my chest, tracing the contours of my muscles, and I groaned into her mouth when she loosened my pants. 

I wanted her, needed her, but still couldn't let go of my fears.

"Are you sure you're ready for me, Valleria?" I tried to calm down, but she was persistent.

"Don't you dare stop now." She gasped, while she tried to pull my pants down my hips "You avoided me all this time…"

I had to help her and undress on my own.

Usually, the longer I go without intimacy, the harder it gets to control my actions when we finally can touch each other. That's the sole reason I wanted to be sure she was comfortable enough to try it after she gave birth months ago.

"Why are you still clothed, Valleria?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper when she forced me on my back and straddled my thighs.

"No." I stopped her just as she tried to position herself above my dick "I want you naked."

I couldn't understand her. She flinched and got nervous, maybe even upset when I reached out to loosen her dress.

"I feel ugly. Please let me keep my dress tonight." she replied after a moment of silence. 

"Why?" I tried so hard to come up with anything she might struggle with but found nothing. I barely held back in her presence, taken aback by her grace and beauty and yet, she somehow felt ugly…

"My body changed and I don't feel as confident as before." Her chin trembled a bit as she struggled to talk about this.

"Stop thinking about it then, alright?" Maybe it's a good thing. Maybe if I'm unable to see her body, my lust will be easier to control. 

Oh God, I was so wrong.

As soon as she slowly moved lower, forcing the tip of my dick to slide further into her pussy, something in my core snapped. I got so annoyed that I could not see or touch her body.

She felt different than before. When we did it during the pregnancy, she was so wet her arousal was clear to notice.

But now, our bodies were rubbing against each other almost dry. Was it the lack of foreplay?

I grabbed her behind her nape to pull her to my lips as I sneakily started to untie her dress on her back. 

"Naked! I said I want you naked!" I growled through my teeth when she noticed what I was doing and tried to scold me. I flipped us around as soon as I got rid of her bodice.

I knelt in between her thighs to be able to undress her completely before I can shove my dick back in.

Outer skirt. The second one. Her adorned blouse. Bottom skirt. The corset tightly bound around her waist -

"Max, let me keep this one." she shook her head, all blushed and frowned.

My breath was shallow and my mind veiled when I finally got to her breasts, carefully stroking across her soft skin with my fingers.

I leaned closer without thinking and licked her full bosom, before kissing her lips. 

"Maximilian, I told you -" she gasped for breath when I eagerly returned to her breasts. 

"You are so fucking lovely. The most beautiful creature I have ever seen. Stop - I want to watch you." I raised on my knees and grabbed her legs to force her thighs apart.

My fingers caressed her only briefly. Still dry. I used my own saliva to make her a bit more ready before I couldn't stand the view and pushed my dick all the way back into her depths.

Much better.