It was better for the guard to leave .jihara was still crying holding Kakeru, very lovingly and in a low voice Kakeru says,,...stop crying...I am here
After taking care of Jihara for some time, Kakeru took Jihara to his camp and asked him to lie down comfortably. Jihara just lay down quietly and Kakeru lay down next to him.
Now tell me why you were crying ,?
i'm scared
Kakeru asks """Yes but when what were you afraid of?"
I'm afraid of losing again ,
Again Kakeru says """"Yes but what did you lose, and what are you going to lose again?
I had lost the moon, he replied crying.
Within a few minutes Kakeru's expression had changed, Kakeru was now irritated. He came upon Jihara with one blow, and it seemed like he was very angry, and then Kakeru said angrily "If you say that moon's name one more time, I swear I will fuck you."
Jihara had closed his lips after listening to Kakeru, but within a few minutes everything had changed, Kakeru was still on top of JIHARA ...kakeru was looking at Jihara with lustful eyes and then said in a sensual tone """You know, I have never fucked any boy. , and I've never been attracted to any boy It never occurred to me that I could be attracted to a boy. I don't have any other friend except chishiya. But in the last two days I have heard you so much that I have never heard so much from anyone in my life.
I know... Jihara whispered.
So you also know what I want from you now
Looking away, Jihara replies, "Yes, I know."
Don't you want to stop me?
Jahar replies """No"
Why...,.?..you know what I want from you and you don't even want to stop me for it, so should I understand that...Kakeru further says in Jihara's ear """" So should I understand that you have started liking me?
Jihara makes eye contact with Kakeru and says """Do you like me?"
I don't know..... but I want to fuck you
Before Jihara could say anything else, Kakeru had placed his lips on Jihara's lips. Kakeru's whole body started burning,For the first time, Kakeru felt someone's lips so delicious, he held Jihara's face more tightly and inserted his tongue into his mouth. , and started pouring his saliva into his mouth , Kakeru didn't even want to give him a chance to breathe, he was just drinking the juices from his lips. But Kakeru was surprised that Jihara had not pushed Kakeru away even once, which meant that Jihara was enjoying his kiss.Kakeru went crazy when Jihara grabbed Kakeru with both his hands ,while he was lying on him,and pressed Kakeru's head hard towards his lips.Kakeru had never been so mad as he was today, once again Kakeru started sucking his lips, even biting the corner of Jihara's lips... Jihara let out a sigh of pain. Jihara didn't even realize when Kakeru started kissing his neck... Jihara had closed his eyes in trance... and then Jihara screamed loudly in pain,,, Because Kakeru had bitten his shoulders, Kakeru said angrily """** That bastard kissed you on this solder that night?.
Jihara remained silent ...
He said angrily, "Will you tell me or will I bite your entire body like this?"
Jihara said in a complaining tone, ""You had forbidden to take the name of the moon.
Kakeru said while lying down next to Jihara, """" Yes... but I want to know what happened between you two that night. ,
Jihara looked at him and said, "But why do you want to know?"
"I will fuck you as hard as he had sex with you...That's why I want to know.
** That night Moon had stopped me from going out of the library, he had asked me to stay with him in that library for the whole night,... I had agreed... He first kissed my shoulder and then hugged me hard .....I was very scared because whatever was happening to me was beyond my imagination. I wanted to get lost in the hug, and there were so many questions I wanted to ask Moon. ..... Still I could not say anything... and perhaps whatever happened that night happened because of my silence. Moon hugged me and whispered in my ear, "What a pity that you are still a small child.
I said in fear, "You are not an adult either."
Moon laughed loudly after listening to me, and with one jerk he picked me up in his lap and took me to the second floor of the library and said, """""Who told you that I am not an adult, I am already nineteen years old.He was looking at me in such a way that he was an adult and I got even more scared.My heart was beating, everything was like a dream, I was trembling. ... He took me to the second floor of the library and made me sit at a corner... where there was already seating... He said smilingly """""My friends made a bet with me,So I had already made arrangements to stay here,I looked at the corner of the library where I was sitting, there was already a sheet spread and a pillow, I was surprised that he was so rich that he could make such good arrangements even in the library. He sat on the chair in front of me and started staring at me, I was biting my lips out of fear.His long white hair was covering his face, he also had an expensive watch in his hands. He was wearing a white shirt and black pants, he was only nineteen years old but he looked like a businessman... I could not understand why he was staring at me. I didn't have the courage to say anything. I sat silently in the corner looking at him, loosening his tie he said...""""You answered my question... Why are you always crying?
Moon was asking with such confidence as if he had noticed me.. I replied "I don't cry all the time."
""oh really.....? He came near me and sat shoulder to shoulder on the same sheet and once again said "oh really, don't you always cry?"..... Then he said softly """I am tired Jihara... should I keep my head in your lap??? And without waiting for my answer, he had placed his head in my lap. Moon had closed his eyes as if as he was feeling very relaxed, he was not feeling it at all. That he was talking to me for the first time... whereas the truth was that it was about to be two years, and he had never talked to me before...,,,,Then he said """""Raining... Yes, it was raining that day, when we met for the first time, just by looking at you I understood that you were crying...Again... I saw you at the school gate... Third time I saw you delivering something to my apartment,You were crying more than me over my suicidal act.For the fourth time again I saw you crying in the school changing room when I asked you for sex protection, for the fifth time I saw you crying even when I was sick.And even today I have seen you crying,Besides, I have always seen you close to me,Studying in the library, eating in the canteen, staring at me in the play ground... Hahaha... I know everything,,,, I can't tell you everything, because I don't talk much. I can do it,,,,, If you want to ask something you can ask....,,, Moon was speaking while keeping his head in my lap... but at the same time he was massaging my hand. ...When I remained silent, Moon said """Do you have anything to ask or should I start?" ,