I had replied to Moon with all my heart """""Do as much bad as you can with me... but as long as I am alive, you are my last love...
Once again Moon looked at me angrily, but I don't know why I felt that his anger was fake.Just after this, suddenly the guard uncle opened the door of the library and came to the second floor, perhaps Moon had called him. Guard Uncle had talked to Moon very softly, Moon had told him that """We are going ,,, I was surprised that guard uncle already knew everything. After this, Moon told me to go back , I also came back. ,,,,, If I tell the truth, I felt very bad. In one moment Moon made me realize that I was a part of his life and in the same moment he left me. , but I was happy.. because for the first time the moon had talked to me, The kiss that I will never forget,That was my first kiss, and I'm proud that my first kiss was with the man I loved .
Don't say. Kakeru got irritated and interrupted.
Jihara asked with cute smile ""are you feeling jealous?
Kakeru was silent,he had no answer, after some minutes he said """"can I ask a question?
Jihara replied """ yes sure
Kakeru asked""I saw you crying on the very first day of the trip, you were crying a lot,You were crying because Moon didn't come on the trip ,
Jihara remained silent for a while and said """I still cry when I see him.
What do you mean ,?
Jihara replied ""nothing...
i feel sorry
Jihara said ""about what?
He replied ""Moon graduated with me, but I don't remember,I don't remember much about my college days. If I remembered everything today, I would definitely understand who was that Lucky Moon whose lover you were.
He smiled and said """Some things are better to forget ,
Kakeru replied""yes you are right, when I regained
consciousness after the accident, I had forgotten a lot of things. But the way my parents behaved with me, it seemed that my earlier life must have been like the moon..... A child rejected by his parents is always afraid of loving, afraid of getting love. afraid of losing love ,.
Jihara replied """ That's why I knew that Moon was never bad, his circumstances were bad. ,
Then Kakeru got shocked and said, "Did he make your videos viral?"
Yes..
Kakeru """what...? he was a real bastard ..
Jihara replied '""""No, it was not like that, now the matter had come to a head. He told me that he would harass me to such an extent that I would stop loving him .....and I...I could give up living but not loving him.
The vedio went viral, but only my face was visible, not Moon's, the entire school came to know that I was gay. And I had kissed a boy in the college library… all the people looked at me with evil eyes, as if I was a thief…,
Kakeru got excited and asked, "What happened next?"
Jihara replied """Who would care??? I neither had any family nor any relatives... No matter how infamous I became, would it matter? ,,,,, I took tiffin for Moon the very next day, as he had asked me in the library to keep it on his seat whenever I bring the tiffin. I did it just like that. The surprising thing was that the very next day that moon had become the same moon as before, as if we had never met, he did not even know me. But the happy thing is that he used to eat the tiffin brought by me and after lunch he used to keep the tiffin on my seat.I used to secretly keep tiffin on his seat so that no one would know about it. I didn't want other people to look at Moon the same way they looked at me. anyway i didn't have any friends except kaito ,,,,, I didn't care if that video went viral. And like this, a week had passed… we had become strangers again… and on the very first day of the next week something new had happened to me again. ,That day Moon had taken tiffin but he did not go to the canteen. Usually, when he did not have lunch, he was in the library... I secretly went to the library to see him. Only one or two students were present there.I was searching for the moon with shining eyes… but when I went to the second floor, someone held my hand and pulled me to a corner. ... I was shocked,,,, but the fragrance of the perfume was of the moon.... he had placed his hand on my mouth... so that I could not scream. There was not an inch of distance between us... his long white hair was hitting my hair. I thought he would be angry at me because I had followed him… but I was wrong, he kissed me suddenly… once again his lips were sucking mine. Were But this time I had learned to kiss... I opened my mouth exactly the way he told me last time, he smiled at my action, I was wondering if he was the same person who shouted at me.He was kissing me, biting my lips, squirting his saliva into my mouth, and I was just following the moon... I forgot that we were in the library..... And then the school clock made noise, lunch time was over, he moved away from me and gave a box in my hand and went away from there. ,,, I muttered to myself """" Did he just want a kiss? he didn't have anything to say to me .....And after this my attention was drawn to that box...in which there was a gift. I was surprised why would he give me a gift? ,... I couldn't wait till school was over, and opened the box in the LIBRARY. .....Inside the box was a mobile phone and an envelope,,,,,, I was excited and opened the envelope, it was written in it """" Happy Birthday JIHARA.....CUTE JIHARA.. Further it was written, "Only 365 days are left for you to turn 18.. ..and nothing further was written...I couldn't understand what he wanted to say... but I had tears in my eyes because I didn't remember that it was my birthday... and his gift was a mobile phone. Then I remembered that a few days ago my old phone had broken in the library and Moon had noticed it. Now I was sure that he liked me too, he just didn't want to admit it.
What the Fuck...showing off money....? Nonsense
Jihara heard Kakeru's cold voice and before Jihara could understand anything, Kakeru had placed his lips on Jihara's lips. ,