Hearing Jihara's name, he looks at Jihara standing in front of him ,And he whispers "damn... fucking beauty... why is it so intoxicating!
No one could hear Kakeru's whisper but he was looking at Jihara with such hungry eyes that everyone was surprised. Jihara was wearing a white shirt, his long black hair made him look even more beautiful, Kakeru could not take his eyes off Jihara. And there was a moment when Kakeru realized that he wanted to have physical relations with Jihara. Kakeru knows that he is not gay, but he still has a hunger for physical relations with Jihara.
Kakeru's meditation was broken when Jihara told him """""" "Leave it, I alone will prepare breakfast for everyone."
Kakeru doesn't answer and starts helping Jihara with the work, they don't have much time because after half an hour the bus will be ready to go to another place.That's why Jihara is preparing breakfast quickly.
And within twenty minutes Jihara prepares breakfast for everyone, and all the time Kakeru keeps his eyes on Jihara. After everyone has breakfast suya SIR says """"It's time to start, everyone go and sit on their seats.
All the students take their bags and sit on their seats.Jihara is also going towards the bus with Kakeru and then Jihara asks """""You seem lost for a long time?"
I want to have sex with you, I want to spread your legs, I want to fuck you.
Hearing Kakeru's words, Jihara's feet automatically stopped, Jihara could not understand what had happened to kakeru suddenly, why is he talking like this? ... Before Jihara could answer anything, Kaito appears in front of Jihara and says... You will sit with me.
Kakeru replies """He will sit with me."
And then suya teacher calls everyone to board the bus. ...but Kakeru was confident that Jihara would sit with him only Kakeru already goes and sits on his seat, and looks out the window to see Jihara and Kaito arguing about something. Kakeru says to himself """It seems as if both of them are arguing about something.
Kakeru feels victorious when Jihara comes to sit in his seat. But before Jihara sits on Kakeru's seat,And then chishiya comes and sits,And Kakeru was surprised why Chishiya suddenly sat on his seat.
When Jihara sees that Kakeru's seat is not vacant, he himself goes and sits next to Kaito in the other bus. It's ten in the morning and the bus has picked up speed Kakeru knows that chishiya is angry with him.
To improve CHISHIYA's mood he says """Why are you mad?"
He replied ""I am not
Kakeru said ""yes you are.....I think you wanna fuck from me...
He replied """oh shut your mouth basterd..
Hahahahaa ,,,oh really
He replied ""You should fuck Jihara.
Kakeru said """"yes I want
What....he was socked...what are you saying?
Kakeru said """I really want to fuck Jihara..
He replied"""are you kidding me? You are not gay right?
Kakeru said ""I am not kidding, and I am not gay,,but I really want to seprate his legs, I am sure.....yes I am 100% sure ,,,,
He replied ""about what?
Kakeru said """I am 100% sure that I have feelings for him....
He replied""wh...what... feeling? What kind of feelings?
Kakeru said """sexual feeling....he is damn cute...oh really want fuck him.
Chishiya was surprised to hear his words, what happened in two days that Kakeru is so excited to have sex with him? Chishiya unrequitedly likes Kakeru from high school , Till date, Kakeru has never felt anything more than a friend for Chishiya.Chishiya was feeling pain because he always shared his feelings because Kakeru did not like boys. But today chishiya had gone wrong because some feelings are arising inside KAKERU even if those feelings are sexual.,
But Chishiya once again wanted to make sure whether Kakeru really had only sexual feelings or something else...He says """"What do you mean sexual feeling ?
Kakeru said """sexual feeling means.....I want fuck his ass..
He asked""are you sure..this is only sexual attraction?
Kakeru smiled and said"""attraction....? This is not attraction...this is only sex desires, nothing else, I don't like him, I don't love him, I don't want him anymore, I just want to fuck him and this is only sexual desire.
Chishiya says """I guess you haven't had sex for a long time, that's why you feel like if you have sex with a girl, everything will be fine."
Hhahaahah I don't want with girl,I want with him only.
He asked"" now what?
Kakeru replied "I will do what I want.
He replied""You are going to use him for your sex.
Yes I will
Chishiya says angrily "You are very cruel and mean.
Kakeru replied """Yes, I am a mean person, I am even jealous of Little Bird Moon that he had such a loving lover.
Hearing Kakeru's answer, CHISHIYA says, "And Jihara will agree to get physical with you?"
he whispers ""sure
After this, Kakeru looks from the bus window in the direction from where the wet wind was coming.And Kakeru thinks """I'm probably mean cause I know I don't love im but I still want to fuck him, I know I don't like himnBut still I want to fuck him,I know I only want to have sex with him now but I'm still jealous of Moon .
I know that I will leave after having sex with him but still I want to hear his love story.I am really mean but one question is bothering me. How he is so comfortable with me, he hugs me, he tries to touch me when I sleep. When I sleep he doesn't bother me so that I can sleep completely , he even cries in front of me .... How come he is so comfortable with me? I think he likes me but he only loves Moon,,,,,, After this Kakeru gets up from the seat and suddenly says... I want to change my sir,,,, I want to sit with Jihara , And all the students look at Kakeru in surprise.
"What the fuck…," Why is everyone staring at me?he whispered.