he was just looking at me.
When I realized that the moon was watching me, I got up quickly out of fear and hit the table behind me. , But he was still looking at me, and then I realized that he was not okay Our eyes met for the first time, although in the last six months I used to stare at him secretly. But that day he was also staring at me ,
Why are you afraid he asked
I replied that I am not afraid... I am a little nervous. ,
Who are you??
I had to answer that he started coughing very loudly.
I ran towards him and placed my hand on his chest. As I placed my hand on his chest I realized that Moon was still very feverish , And then he held my hand and said "Who are you?"
My heart started beating faster because he was looking at me, he was holding one of my hands. i can't say anything .....
And Jihara stopped while speaking.
Kakeru looks at him and says """"Why did you stop... what happened next?
Jihara starts speaking again """" I was very nervous, he was also coughing... so I scaredly said """" Are you thirsty?
He replied to me """I am hungry...I am very hungry" ,
I understood from his condition that he had not eaten much for a week, I didn't know why he hated himself so much, but I felt sorry for him. And once again I couldn't stop my tears ,
Moon looked at me with surprise and said, "Why are you crying?"
I couldn't say anything again!
He said again """Do you know me and why are you with me?
It was very difficult to listen to his questions, how unfortunate I was, the boy whom I used to see secretly in the morning and evening, that boy did not even know me. .....but after a few minutes his cough had increased """With closing eyes he said"""Stay near me, because I want to know why you are crying." And after that he fainted again, as I said he was very sick ....I kept calling him again and again but he had not regained consciousness. I understood that the matter had become very serious. i'm crying so much I can't understand anything After this, the last option left for me was to tell Moon's mom about his condition.To be honest, I didn't want to tell mom anything at first because I knew that Moon was not happy with his family. But when I had no option left, I had to tell Moon's mom through the guard. , and within half an hour the ambulance reached the apartment. But the sad thing was that Moon's mom had not come. I accompanied Moon to the hospital in the ambulance ,he was admitted to ICU, everything was arranged by Moon's mom but she herself did not come. , I was very sad that what kind of mother can leave her only son alone in this condition. I was near Moon the whole day but he did not regain consciousness. I tried asking the doctor several times but no one gave me any answer. , and after waiting the whole day, Moon's mom reached there at six in the evening.When she came, I was sitting outside Moon's ICU room. She looked at me with very strange eyes and went into the room. , and after half an hour she came out of the room, I was looking at them with hopeful eyes, I wanted to know about the condition of the moon. , She came to me and said """ Thank you so much that you took care of my son, but I want you not to mention this to anyone.
I replied """ But why would I tell anyone about this... and how is he now?
Moon's mom spoke again """I want you not to mention this to my son, as far as I know he will forget that he even met you after he recovers.I heard you were with him all night, of course he'll forget about it .
I knew that Moon forgets things because he was always under the influence of alcohol but I didn't know why his mom was telling me this.
He further said, "I had got you admitted in the most expensive school in Tokyo. I hope you will not forget that favor, and will listen to me."
It was true that I was able to go to that school because of her, but I was working a part-time job to collect money so that I could give her back. I shook my head and said to her for the last time """I will obey you,,. ,how is he now ?
Mom replied, "He is not well, it will take time for him to recover, you can go now."
I looked towards his room with sad eyes and went back crying. And whatever happened after that was very unbearable,I used to wait for him every day but he did not come to school , for a week or two I thought I would die, but then I heard that he was being treated abroad, he was slowly recovering.
After that day I did not see him for the next six months. I used to cry for him and pray for him every day,And within no time our exams were over, since he was not in Tokyo, he had failed A grade, and I had passed high school. , I had reached A grade (11th)and six months had passed like this.
I was eagerly waiting for Moon to return, and then one day the teacher noticed that all the boys and girls were making noise during class. , No one knew what was causing so much noise, then I heard the girls sitting behind me whispering """That Moon has come for class after six months. ...And when I came to know that Moon was meeting his friends outside on the ground, I jumped with joy in the middle of the class. Kaito told me to be quiet but I started crying with joy, the teacher scolded me and threw me out of the class , and to be honest, I wanted to go out of the class, As soon as I came out, I ran towards the ground. ... And then I saw him, standing among his friends and talking to them,I was left numb as soon as I saw him, he had not changed at all.He was standing twenty steps away from me, to be honest I thought that he must not have forgotten me because that night he had regained consciousness and looked at me several times. Seeing him after six months, I could not stop my tears, I wanted to hug him and cry loudly. I wanted to feel his breathing, I wanted to believe that he was okay ,,,,And then after ten minutes he moved ahead with his friends, he was slowly getting closer to me, I knew that as soon as our eyes met, he would recognize me... , and within a short time the distance between me and him was only two steps. .....my heart beat was very fast ..
KAKERU interrupts """fuck... So finally he saw you, I'm sure he recognized you... after all you stayed with him the whole night. .....