Chapter 10 - friends

I feel like a ghost that roam amongst people for strength,

It's not that im dead but it's that i feel invisible,

What's worst is,

I feel invisible to my friends,

When we talk and chat i feel alive,

Then moments later im forgotten,

Like someones grave,

I feel the sense of neglect, but im not supposed to feel that, right?

They're my friends,

Friends dont make you feel like that,

But all of this seems so familiar,

This has happen before but i cant recall,

Maybe it has been happening from the very start,

Am i really that easy to forget?

Am i just something that comes and passes by easily to you?

Have i not change enough?

Have i even change at all.

Was i enough to you?

Was i giving to little to you?

Did i let my anger out on accident?

Anything, just say it, and I'll stop doing it

Please dont go on about your day if I've done anything wrong,

Please dont go,

Please