I'm scared of many things,
No, I'm not talking about certain bugs or fear of heights,
I'm scared of things i cant control,
I'm scared of process,
I'm scared of the result,
I'm scared that one day i can't pull it through,
I'm scared that i can't control myself if one mishap happens,
That's what my head says,
But even with all those imaginary words, my heart comforts me more than anyone can,
It tells me that crying is okay,
Let my eyes go blurry with tears i can't hold,
Every tear i cry,
Those are all my worries,
All my wounds,
Every tear i cry from now on,
Those are my scars,
Even if I've fully healed from the lies my head has said,
It'll always leave a memory,
A memory to which i can look back again and say,
"I'm no longer afraid"