The woman on the couch, sleeping uneasily, not long after, a fine line of sweat beads on her forehead.
Dreams
One moment was the scene of her life in the old Jian family mansion when she was a child, and her grandfather was still alive, one moment was the scene of her sensational pursuit of Shen Xiu Jin, and the other moment was the scene of the moment when she was eighteen years old, when she was at her peak, and she was in a moment of great splendor.
The scene changed, she went to jail in a tragic situation.
A moment later, it was the picture of A Deer, that silly girl, when she was dying, and the picture changed again, the one who still couldn't escape from all the hard work she had done to get out of prison and live a hard life.
There were still her parents in the dream, but it was almost all a blur.
"Tong Tong, Ah Xiu is going to stay with Tong Tong for the rest of her life, for the rest of her life, she wants Tong Tong to be happy."
An innocent and pure voice rang out.
Her eyes snapped open and she looked at the snow-white ceiling for a long moment before she finally shook herself out of it, figuring out that all that had just happened was nothing more than a dream.
The woman sat up from the couch, the sliding door to the balcony was left open, the wind passed through the gap, a chill hit her skin, and she shivered violently before realizing that, unbeknownst to her, she had broken out in a cold sweat.
Raising her hand to wipe the beads of sweat on her forehead, she was like an old monk in meditation, sitting on the sofa, like a statue, motionless and dumbfounded.
This dream, real not like a dream, but seems to replay her whole life once.
From boom to bust.
From proud and fearless, to shivering and not daring to face people.
Thanks to this dream, she remembered many, many things.
When she was a child, her grandfather was alive at that time, she didn't know that much, she only knew that her grandfather was very strict with her, but he was also really good, better than her parents were to her.
In the blink of an eye, it was time for her to start school, and she went to his brother's elementary school.
Her grandfather didn't ask anyone to send her to school without much fanfare, and her brother had always had more parental care, so she and her brother were not the same from day to day.
Her brother had a chauffeur to take him to and from school, whereas she would not ride with him to school.
When she first started school, she didn't look particularly impressive, and within a few days of starting school, she was being pestered by the school bullies, who were blocking the toilets and playing all sorts of pranks in between classes.
Her grandfather's request to her was that she should not use her family background to bully others, and if she was capable, she should take care of the bullies herself.
But at that time, she was small and not very strong, and the senior schoolmates liked to pile on, and often bullied several people together.
She returned home every day with some bruises on her body, and those bullies, although they were bullies, were not brainless; they picked the places covered by their clothes to hit them hard.
As a result, neither her grandfather nor the servants at home noticed.
Until one day, she ate dinner, routinely go upstairs to do homework, her brother noiselessly blocked the stairway, dragged her to run to his bedroom, her brother a moment to pull her school uniform collar under the shoulders, she remembered that she was so angry that the whole person is dizzy, to her brother is a burst of irritation and anger of the mouth.
She still remembers that time when her brother secretly took out the medical kit from under the bed and gave her medicine without saying a word, and she lost her temper then, because of her shame, because she didn't want others to see her miserable state of being bullied, so she sneered at her brother, telling him to mind his own business and not to tattle to her grandfather.
What was said at that time?
Jane Mo Bai, don't think you've caught me in the act, I'm capable of dealing with those girls myself, don't think you can use this to complain to Grandfather."
Her brother, who was particularly disdainful of her at the time, said, "Che ~ it's just that you lost a fight? What's the big deal? I've been in a lot of fights too, otherwise why do you think I'd be hiding a medicine chest under my bed?" After saying that, he took her by the collar and threw her out the door without saying a word, and closed the door with a bang.
At that time in fact, as the girl in the family, a girl who lacked parental care, the heart of her brother is very jealous, looking at the closed doorway in front of her, she also stomped her feet and screamed: "Jane Mo Bai, I will win, is not just a fight? I'm sure I can win against those too girls!"
Then every day she would fight back even more against those bullying schoolmates too, and also always got a bruise, her brother carried her to his room for a week in a row to get her medicated, and threw her out afterward.
When she finally subdued those bullying senior sister, sister but called the outside of the punks, then the punks, in fact, is the junior high school students high school students, when the popularity of the kooks.
She was blocked in the back of the school building on campus, thought she was dead this time, but her brother fell from the sky, she first saw her brother fight so hard, the result is, her brother himself got a wound, face swollen with a pig head, but still in front of her to play handsome: "Look, this is the fight, you that is flower fist fist."
On the sofa, the woman is a little trance, those have been lost in time, those small things, as if all of a sudden clear up.
She also remembered, her brother and a few senior punks fight, mouth ruthless shouting words: "My sister only I can bully, who dares to bully my sister, I get him dead!"
She also remembered the fierce look in her brother's eyes when he said this, like a wolf, as if he was going to take a bite out of the person he saw the next moment.
The woman sat upright on the couch for another full three hours.
Her eyes are very virtual, can not see the real place, but as if through the empty air, looking far, far away, she seems to be in memory, the corner of her lips sometimes gently pulled out a smile, sometimes there are tightly pursed, she seems to be caught in her own world, memories are not all good, but, in the memories, there is good.
Silence in the living room, the cell phone ringing sharply, she was startled, awake, her eyes became cold, and deep.
Glancing at the screen, it was Shen Xiujin.
She didn't hang up the phone, nor did she answer the man's call.
Quietly standing up from the sofa, she picked up her backpack and walked to the entrance hall.
But she suddenly stopped. At the entrance hall, two pairs of indoor slippers were placed side by side.
She stood straight like this, staring straight at the two pairs of couple slippers with her eyes downcast for a while.
Like a wooden stake, pensive and silent.
Time seemed to pass for a long, long time, the woman finally made a move, slowly, squatted down, reached for the two pairs of slippers, walked back to the living room, and threw them into the trash can.
She turned to the bar again, and the couple mugs were tossed into the trash.
In the bathroom, toothbrushes, toothbrush cups, towels, but anything in pairs, one by one, thrown into the trash.
Looking at the full soon to be full out of the trash can, the woman stood in front of the trash can, light colored lips, sarcastically smiled ... No wonder, no wonder he wants to play dumb.
Look, this is not a step by step to occupy her life?
I don't know when, the home in pairs, more and more things, and she, but did not realize it in the slightest.
If she hadn't sorted it out today, perhaps, she would have gone her whole life without realizing it.
Turning around, without any more lingering, she went out and left.