Jane Tong's heart trembled, and at this moment, it was even more difficult to see this sometimes innocent, sometimes cynical boy in front of her.
She thought that saying that would piss people off.
Instead, she was a bit rushed up.
Also without caring, she said to Xiao Heng: "The kiss that Mr. Xiao just had, it was not gratuitous, Mr. Xiao remembered to check out and give money."
So that ... is always okay, right?
Jane Tong thought so.
Just saw the man in front of her, loosened a hand, in his pocket for a while to save, and then stretched out his hand when the palm spread in front of her, "Here, give."
Jane Tong was stunned for a moment, she had not seen Xiao Heng like this.
Staring blankly at the red bills in Xiao Heng's palm, Jane Tong instead did not know how to respond.
"He's so sharp to give money ...
Originally thought that showing his ugly side in front of him, describing himself so in front of him, would scare him away.
"Jane Tong, I told you, you can't escape. I mean it."
By the ear, Xiao Heng's voice, firm and incomparable.
Jane Tong, however, became even more flustered.
Serious!
Serious!
Serious things ... she dare not want ah!
Where else would she be worthy of "serious" things?
"Jane Tong, you are not fair to me."
Jane Tong suddenly raised her head, there was a trace of a different emotion in the bottom of her eyes: "Xiao Heng," a rough voice, slowly interrupted Xiao Heng, she seriously looked at Xiao Heng and asked, "What does Jane Tong look like in your eyes?"
Xiao Heng was stunned for a moment, how he hadn't guessed that this woman in front of him, would suddenly, ask such a question.
Is this ... important?
In the place where Xiao Heng did not see, Jane Tong's two hands, non-stop with the belly of the fingers rubbing each other, a moment did not stop ... familiar with her people, a glance will be able to be clear - she at the moment, inside, is not as calm and wave-free as on the surface.
"Xiao Heng, I have nothing." Jane Tong faintly reminded.
Xiao Heng was a bit anxious: "Who said that?"
"Xiao Heng, I really don't have anything." So why in the world are you giving me your 'seriousness' over and over again?
"You are stubborn, strong, and kind. You're bold and you don't run away from anything except my feelings. The way your ears redden up is adorable, and the way you kiss feels like first love."
Xiao Heng said eagerly, "Jane Tong, you don't have nothing, you are very good. So good that all those external things don't matter."
The corner of Jane Tong's mouth pulled out a farfetched smile ... Strong? Kind? Dare to act? Do not run away?
She looked at the man in front of her, who was still a little childish, his eyes so serious and so sure and so convinced ... Jane Tong only felt afraid to look directly at and face, only to feel that both cheeks are hot.
The eyes of that kind of conviction and certainty, that kind of serious look ... Jane Tong opened her mouth, want to say "Xiao Heng, you're wrong, you said this person, not me", she wanted to say, finally, Jane Tong eyes flashed a bit, to the edge of the mouth of the words, finally did not say out! .
Perhaps, she nowadays no longer have the strength to love a person, nor the ability to love people, perhaps she is out of the deepest selfishness of her heart ...
"Jane Tong, you don't need to come towards me, you don't need to approach me, just stand there, stand there and don't move, I'm going to go over to you and approach you. I'm going to hug you, you just stand there and don't move, don't do anything, I'll do the rest."
"Jane Tong, if you don't try, how do you know you can't have the word happiness in your world?"
"Jane Tong, try it, try it, I will never let you be sad and sad and shed a single tear."
"Jane Tong, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, give us both a chance to get happiness together."
"Jane Tong ..."
"Jane Tong ..."
"Jane Tong ..."
One by one, "Jane Tong", one by one, is about to enter her heart, how to do?
What to do?
"Jane Tong, do you think that now you still deserve to be happy?" Shen Xiujin said.
"Jane Tong, give us both a chance to be happy." Xiao Heng said.
Two voices, repeating over and over, constantly lingering in her mind, her brain was about to explode!
Happiness, how could she get happiness! She was the sinner! A Deer died because of her, and yet she got the happiness that this world wanted the most?
Ridiculous!
The one who deserved to die didn't die, the one who shouldn't have died died, and the one who deserved to die got happiness? The one who deserves happiness is Kagome! The life she had now was all robbed from Ah Lu!
If ... if Alucard hadn't died because of her, the current Alucard should be happy too, right?
Robbing Alucard of her life and then robbing Alucard of her happiness?
Struggle, pain, remorse, self-denial, self-loathing ... all these kinds of emotions, rows of mountains and seas came!
Jane Tong fell into self-rejection and self-loathing, she couldn't tell the difference between her happiness and Ah Lu's happiness. She subconsciously believes that A deer is to die for her, she is now alive, is to live for A deer, is to give A deer atonement. If A Deer is alive, she died that day, and every breath of air she breathes now should belong to A Deer.
What about ... happiness?
Xiao Heng s voice, still in the ears!
Jane Tong heavily waved Xiao Heng away: ''Shut up! Shut up! I don't need any happiness~!" Beasts generally hissed at Xiao Heng, Xiao Heng was caught off guard, did not expect her to suddenly be so strong, a careless, was pushed away, staggered two steps, just stood firm, saw the woman limping, supporting a leg, but almost trotting away.
Jane Tong desperately wanted to get away from Xiao Heng.
Xiao Heng chased after her.
"Jane Tong, what are you afraid of!"
On the forest path, a woman limping hurriedly walked, the white-shirted man behind her eagerly chased after her, questioning as she ran, forming a chase.
Or maybe it was, well, not much of a chase. After all, the one chasing the man and the one being chased were not of equal strength, one with long legs and hands and a good pace, and one limping and dragging a lame leg.
This sky, too, was the mood of the heavens, changing at the drop of a hat.
One moment there is a clear sky, high sun in the sky.
The next second ... rumbles!
In an instant, the wind and rain are heavy!
I don't know where this oppressive cloud, drifted over from, and all of a sudden it covered the sky, a heavy rain, shrouding the heaven and earth!
"Jane Tong, don't run, you can't outrun me."
Xiao Heng shouted behind Jane Tong, the distance between the two is getting closer and closer, see the distance of five or six meters, Jane Tong anxious, while running, turn his head back to look at Xiao Heng: "I said, I don't need to be lucky ..."
"Jane Tong! Be careful!"
Her words did not finish, saw Xiao Heng alarmed eyes, Jane Tong has not yet realized what, her ears, exploded a "bang" sound of impact, she was still thinking, what happened, the body fell to the ground, hit a roll.