In the summer of her junior year, she said, "Shen Xiujin, go out, you'll take care of me."
The white-shirted teenager turned his head, with those clear phoenix eyes, looked at her and said nothing. Turning around and walking away, she chased after him, holding his palm from behind, "Cheap bastard, I'm very well fed. You can't even feed?"
The teenager's answer, to this day, Jane Tong still remember.
He said, "It's not that you can't feed, but, you're not the right person." Said turned around, let her hold his palm, holding her towards the school gate.
Jane Tong remembered, she that time looked at the two intertwined palms, that time she was under that what?
Oh ... remembered.
At that time she thought: if I'm not that right person, Shen Xiu Jin, why don't you let go of my hand?
She kissed and held his arm from behind, glued it on, and smiled shamelessly, "Shen Xiu Jin, if I'm not the right person, in this world, there is no such thing as the right person."
...
"Jane Tong? Jane Tong?" Xiao Heng called twice, somewhat dissatisfied that she was distracted again ... A hint of loss in the bottom of his eyes, this woman's heart, seems to live in another person, and this person, earlier than him, appeared in her life.
But in the next second, the luster in his eyes, returned, covering her palm in the palm of both palms:
"Try, it's always okay to try. Trust me, I won't let you shed another tear."
Jane Tong's shoulders trembled for a moment, a hint of yearning in the bottom of her eyes, once she raised her head, she saw Xiao Heng's face that was full of sincerity again, she suddenly felt that her palms were burning hot with pain, and as soon as she shook off Xiao Heng's hands, she put both palms behind her back, and quickly retreated a few steps back, pulling away from Xiao Heng a bit. Opening her black eyes, she blinked and looked at Xiao Heng.
"Say something. ... Jane Tong, you can't run away."
He pressed forward and Jane Tong took a few more steps back.
The light under Xiao Heng's eyes flashed and he pressed forward again.
Jane Tong still stepped back.
Xiao Heng couldn't bear it anymore, his long arm stretched out, even people together, brought to his own body, immediately both arms together to hoop her waist, confined in front of his own: "Jane Tong, you don't want to escape, I won't give you this opportunity to escape."
She did not escape ... As Shen Xiujin said back then, not the right one, why bother to escape?
Suddenly, Jane Tong mind a glimmer of clarity ... originally, back then, the reason why that person did not shake off her palm, let her hold her hand, only because they are not the right person, so, and why care, why bother.
Thinking like this, their own so many years, the more frustrated and courageous move ... is just a joke after a joke.
Xiao Heng wrinkled his eyebrows ... This woman, today has been the third time to be dumbfounded.
Unable to say what he feels at this moment, Xiao Heng leaned down and pecked on Jane Tong's lips.
"It's Shen Xiujin, isn't it?"
He suddenly asked.
Jane Tong's body trembled.
Xiao Heng laughed, this laugh, but it was somewhat not savory: "Jane Tong, forget about him, no matter what kind of past you have with him, it's painful."
Jane Tong, as if she was nervous, raised her head and asked, "How can you be sure that it's all painful?"
Xiao Heng gazed at the tightly hooped person in his arms ... This woman about didn't even know that the expression on her face at the moment was all hostile, and the corners of his mouth shallowly hooked up ... It doesn't matter, he'll let her forget about the son of a bitch surnamed Shen.
"Is there something happy in your past? If there is, why do I see on your face, all I see is despair?"
"..." Silence, speechless.
"Jane Tong, you at least try. Even if you don't agree to become my girlfriend now, you at least give yourself a chance to accept happiness and embrace it.
You can't live forever in your memories, in the past, in your own little world.
Jane Tong, forget about him, no matter what kind of memories you have between you, what kind of past you have, I firmly believe that those unpleasant pasts and memories will be replaced and filled with happy memories between me and you."
For a moment, Jane Tong heart moved ... happiness ah, who can refuse this thing? Jane Tong was also compelled by these wonderful two words.
"Good ..." She just wanted to say "good" when she instantly came to her senses, "No."
Happiness ah, who do not want to get.
But does she deserve it?
Nowadays, does she still deserve to get the things that people in this world want?
"Jane Tong?" Xiao Heng called Jane Tong's name incredulously, "Why?"
Why does this woman not even give a chance?
"Is the surname Shen, that important in your heart?"
He looked at the woman in front of him.
The woman hung her head, staring blankly at her toes, a trace of bitterness spreading ... Xiao Heng ah, do you really know what I am?
You really understand that you stand in front of me at the moment, you confessed this person, she is the body and heart really live in the human world under the big sun of the big living person, or just have a person's shell soul but eternally sunk without seeing the light of the living dead people under the ground?
Do you really know who I am, what I have done, and what I have carried?
Do you really think that people like me ... can still hope for happiness?
"... I'm sorry."
Xiao Heng heart a burst of blockage, unconvinced to lean down, warm lips, ruthlessly covered in that pale lips, he deepened the kiss again.
Jane Tong did not avoid, letting the man in front of her kiss.
After a kiss, Xiao Heng raised his head, "Look, you didn't refuse." The seriousness and stubbornness under his eyes made Jane Tong not dare to look directly at him.
Humbly lowering her eyes to cover the emotions under her eyes, the woman said warmly:
"Mr. Xiao, have you forgotten what I do? Although I have not been in the industry for long, I know the principle of customer first. I have yet to hear of a female cousin refusing to make out with a guest, Mr. Xiao, have you heard of that?"
Xiao Heng's face went white.
Again, he retorted unconvincingly, "Then what about that look in your eyes when you came over from over there just now and saw me for the first time?
Jane Tong, would a female cousin use that kind of moving eyes to look at a john?"
Jane Tong raised her eyelids and gave Xiao Heng a serious look, a look that was focused and coalesced with a hint of something indefinable, Xiao Heng was so moved by it that even his heartbeat accelerated under this glance.
He also lowered his head, his focused gaze fell on the face of the woman in his arms, seemingly waiting for Jane Tong's answer.
A long time later, Jane Tong let out a light sigh, looked faintly at Xiao Heng, and opened her mouth:
"That year, the boy I liked, standing under the banyan tree, just happened to be wearing a white shirt, and from then on I fell in love with white shirts.
Today, you, wearing a white shirt, just happened to be standing under the banyan tree, and I became mesmerized and fell into the past."
So, everything has nothing to do with you.
Xiao Heng handsome face, flashed a trace of despondency, fleeting, blink of an eye, he smiled again with a gangly face, the bottom of his eyes with a luster, arm a force, easily will be in the arms of the woman, and brought close to his body, lowered his head on her lips, and pecked a mouthful:
"Then you take me as a john, Jane Tong."