It was after the 2nd when the Mirror Event that Nana had to go to. Edith wondered if he already did or not and if he was still disappointed with her for not accompanying him, she also secretly wanted to know how it was and what he did in it. As she sat on her table and recollected memories of Nana and his mystical presence. Edith thought that he was aware of his presence in two different realities and this gave Edith the impression of a highly knowledgeable person; someone just like her.
The one thing about the Mirror Events is that nobody can repeat it or watch it on the screen.
"Nana! i thought i saw a glimpse of you. Come back! I miss you. So, what about that accomplished future?" Edith said, as she was walking and Nana found her in this moment.
'I guess i just don't want to tell her what happened that day at the Mirror Event because it could bring conflicts to her mentality. She was the main character of the antagonists subjects even when she wasn't present with me. I don't understand it, there must have been something wrong.'
What happened at the Mirror Event was an explicit exposure of a soul element, when Nana was able to shift dimensions it was significantly supposed to enchance the emotions of empathy, universal love, the nostalic presence of love and the way they would share it in little ways, the animal optical optimum that were inflicted in them would also be able to percieve from humanities eyes but it didn't work because their perceptions were shut from the values of humanities, instead, with such an animalistic power, the humans in this live event were able to see slightly through the incstincts of animals for a span of time. And instead of giving to him the sources from their true emotions which is also an attribute of love their reactions were much unexpected, and another woman had accompanied him and they were dancing together in the Pine Front while spectating the event participants, and was not with Edith.
They somehow adeptly used this up and sort of devoured the reality from its softness and the exosphere of a system threw out a void of a digitally represented existence. It was the magic of another time, an over-ride of malfunction and a down-sided world of desires, that was able to falter a much delicate magic to create in between two different earthly realms. This holographic moment was not an image from the present reality but another one in which Edith is physically finding pleasure and arousal during a quickie with a stranger, inside an ATM of some kind. Perhaps, it was a sudden and unpredictable event just like his one. Nana felt saddened now because, he did not intend to expose such a personally degradation of someone's image, and Edith was an important person to him. Even he did not understand because he could not tell if it was true or if it was something augmented about her, the way she simply just fucked somebody's brain because he passed a lewd comment at her. It angered him and also made the loins of his fire burn deeper, because he would have wanted this to happen with him. Maybe as soon as life was restored into the consciousness, he realized it could have been a glitch of some kind and that if something like that was meant to happen, he would have to avoid it from happening with her and a random stranger, because everyone in that event would be able to consciously watch from their spectral visions and it was definite.
He had to keep it from her because it would be much too awkward for how it would make her think that he had a glimpse of the sexual scenario which involved her. He spent a few days drinking excessive wine, even though he wasn't a big fan of alcohol, and wondered why somebody like her would commit such a vulgar obscenity in public, because if it wasn't love, it was a sin of lust, and at the same time he also couldn't help but see images of her and him, in his faintest fantasies of resistance. But now, he also wanted to know if this was true. It was an honest mistake that he didn't want to make and he did not know how he should confess about it to Edith. Yet, there were much important purposes that he needed to complete, like finding a way back into An to live from the much accomplished future, and guiding her way of ascension into the divine realm, according to her natural attributes. This is something that Nana truly wanted for Edith until she finally transforms into a divine angel. He loved her because he always believed in her soul, and that's how he found her. Her soul was bound to love him back for believing in her benevolent existence, because something like this was considered holy.
"I found a way to remove your soul fragments from the origins of your previous financial exploitation. There were a few green glowy lout like photes in your exoskeletal spheres, and spread out more evidently in the metaphysical spheres of this realm, like something ghastly. Im still trying to figure out why." a slightly angered tone from Nanas voice slowly appeared before Edith as she tried to express these emotions with more emphasis on the words of his sentences.
'They were soul fragments and are somehow composed of unknown source of value. I still can't figure out what, but it sure isn't from her human value either and i don't know how to tell her this.' Nana thought to himself.
"Wow Nana. I believe you're finally back from your very mysterious cat reality, one which i know nothing of. Delight me in something new you have to share to me. Like where do you go? Do your parents even live here, Where are your parents.." Edith said to him with curiosity.
"ahem! and are they like you too?" she continued jokingly. "Did you also come looking for me from An with these fragments or something, is it something adept you learn from your spectral vision?"
"More like a peripheral vision, its more animistic than human and the instincts of a feline being is much strictly oriented and more profound than other beings of the animal realm." Nana said to Edith as he tried to keep his walking pace similar to hers and found much more forward feelings of awaiting the time to be alone with her again.
"No, they're actually not from Shisa civilization, in fact it's a long story, i was born in a dimension where there were not too many evolutionary adaptations for beings that were able to transform into a human form, this was a magic that was unknown to Earth and especially, it's mortal humans with a short mortality span. During my journey to you i have countless encounters with insignificant mortals that wanted to separate the paths in which we meet as soulmates. And prayed to God many a times to give me the strength of foreseeing and not underestimating the powers of a mortal man from earthly realms." Nana said, but he felt angered inside from all the zero tolerance apprehensions from Edith's realm, which could disrupt the situation even more, the balance of temperament is something that he kept under his constant watch because now people were starting to gaze at them in unnatural mannerisms. Or with no mode of mannerisms at all.
'Is there not enough space for your well-being because i'm concerned about you. Please send response about current horizons.'
'no i'm fine, can you hear these two freaks speaking in alien english'
'didn't that lewd activity happen between them at a random conservative public space.'
It sounded like sudden conversations between two higher consciousness. And suddenly, a certain morbidity of a degradation portrayed onto the strangers on the street.
"Yeah, at least i dodge that sphere with my conscious abilities. Without being able to watch something that never happened. It's just something in this, isn't it, im so capable of skipping spherical spaces to travel without having to match with such mentality sphere." Edith responded very quickly without breathing to respond to random strangers on Ku street and continued to speak to Nana.
"I personally think that most animals that are loyal creations for human beings, are equally classified, there are not much differences between the dogs and the cats. Infact, they're both exactly just like one another." They walked towards the settlements of road vehicles and tele transports that roamed around freely, and made it to the top of a little hill. And as Edith turned around and opened her bag to check for her notepads, she said to him in a much abrupt way wanting to subliminally imply something about what she thought about him and her together.
"Well, perhaps we are different by nature, dogs are animals that acquire the ego of a human being. But, i suppose you would use that as a criticism against a sense of hypocrisy against me. I'm not really here to argue about these egotistic differences between cats and dogs but i'm sort of here to tell you since your physical statistics took the shape of the dragon animal in An, the last of a few of their kinds that were revealed to the human realms were turned into the shape of a wild beastly face shaped animals, called wolves, but there were many of them some of them, were cute like unicorns and cute furry beings but they were all of the same dragon kinds. The ones that fell onto the lands that created beautiful places. But it was only because, they were mystical beings that were killed for doing nothing wrong to anyone. And they hated the fact that noone really gave these areas attention, so they could exist in peace. I often think that a lot of my loyalty comes with this sense of trust i can build with somebody, but you, perhaps i'm intensely disappointed at you for not showing up to that Mirror Event." Nana wanted was angered yet collected by his own ability to conceal the intensity of anger that remained inside of him in order to explain to her everything much more clearly, and he wished that she trusted in him truly.
"Wow, these strangers teasing us with such obscene images of the both of us, as though it was meant to arouse me." Nanas attention suddenly drew away from the conversation and he said much more distractedly.
"Jesus. You're so beautiful! You know it's kind of strange that you seem much cute and charming when you're so honest about sensitive areas of topic. But i suppose we shouldn't get into it's element currently because there are probably druids with cameras watching and listening to everything we do. No point listening to something that isn't happening." Edith smiled and said to him as she continued to write poems on a rest-able hill top that wasn't very far from home, Nana walked towards her and lay next to her and began to speak.
"Well, there was somebody that was going to speak my mind, they would say that I've been totally attracted to you, because of how lovable you are. Like the way you place your hands on my cheeks and rub it so lovingly, you may not know it but such things you do made me erect and i would have to conceal it because we're having a much platonic emotional exchanges of divinity and it's consciousnesses together plus, you're older than me in my cat world. I don't know how much longer i'd be here in Shisa, but i would have to leave soon when my life span on earth diminishes." He stared at her while she was busy doing something on a notepad and explained to her, and Edith's eyes now switched back on Nana, she now began making a character sketch of Nana on her notebook, and this drove Nana even more content and happier than ever and made him confess.
'I have to let her know, she was a Goddess of beauty and love. An Aphrodite that was pushed over by the world of time, into the void of an unknown and below earthly dimensions. But i can't'
"I just cannot keep it to myself any longer, I'm in love with you and everything you do, the clothes you wear and the way you smell,how you look now is so outstanding you appear so bright and ponder-able, in that attire you wore today. And most of all you did not tell me about your sudden venture into the markets of Shisa like that, in you bright and resonating aura. Even i wanted to accompany you to every place you traveled to." Nana said as he knew that Edith was never one to go outside of her homely parameters too often.
"Sometimes, i do wonder if you have ever seen me naked while i was in my room. You know that would be the creepiest thing ever." Edith pondered and continued.
"I pray that you never betray me like the others because if that happens i can never be by your side again, do not give my powers and my knowledge of love, away to somebody less worthy than me." Edith closed her eyes and said to him as though a vision came to her from his own consciousness.
"I've been wanting to tell you something myself, you're the only companion i have had and i have never been this close and loving towards anyone in this realm. Perhaps, I love you because i was here to lift you with it, and as an angel, i would die for the amount of love i am capable of giving to somebody that i have affectionate exchange of compassion for. You have helped me not only during my lonely days but also by showing me the potential of my spirit and it's goodness, during the era when the term 'doom hours' was a normal thing. Nananini come hold my hand, lets just walk away back home very speedily. We dont have to be a part of this." She held her hand and pulled him closer to her, and began to walk faster inside her strange and humorous spheres of perceptions. It was a different experience for Nana this day, out in the open with Edith.
"I told you before; these events really make you influenced by all the things that can harm your true self. I'll tell you a secret about myself, ive been so uninterested by socialism that i was able to be the only one like myself, recognizing myself when there are greater lies that are about me than the truth about them, and i can do that for and with you, if you're unaffected by the things that people make you feel, because if you can do that, it can show to me your ability to know your true self and that you're not a shadow from a goblin realm impersonating the life of a knowledgeable person. I just need you to trust me okay? Like an authentic person with a true heart and try to remember everything i told you about myself before, about my codes." Edith said this because if Nananini did not trust her she would have to treat him like a goblin later and that's what she thought about this spontaneous test that she performed on him, because a person with a true heart would never doubt someone they have deeply inhibited emotional attachments of love with, it would have been a false attribute of love, one that did not fit hers.
"I will never be going back there again. And I'm going to follow you everywhere you go from now, because in this place during the event there was a time when you died. Maybe it was even a dream i kept having ever since." Nana wiped his eyes as though he just awoke from his sleep from the intensity and smiled at her in the moments of his flinchy inhibitions. He knew that he had to take Edith and go into An in their human form, as soon as they can because, they were getting late with their time here in a ethereal realm like Shisa. And they finally reached Edith's home and as she settled he continued to speak about this situation further.