**TRIGGER WARNING**
**PHYSICAL ABUSE**
Flashback ContinuedWe got outside and the other guys cheered excitedly with beers in their hands, the maids were also out, if I didn't know better, I'd say the whole staff was here to watch, and I felt like the lamb to the slaughter.I looked back at Oscar but I couldn't see him anywhere.Panic rose within me and I started breathing heavily, I felt a bitter liquid rise up my throat and within seconds I had emptied whatever was left in my stomach."Please I don't feel too well" I protested, but it was like I was not even there."Start em up!" Mike commanded and the bikes roared to life."Now for the best part." He smiled pulling meOne of the guys brought a rope and they tied it around my wrists one of the maids tying a blindfold around my eyes.There was a lot of chanting, which caused my heart to sink in the pit of my stomach, a gun shot sounded and the bikes began moving, my body being yanked away painfully at the motion, I let out a scream that I didn't recognize as my own, feeling the grass cut through my skin as my body was being dragged over it.They had tied me to back of the bike, dragging me along as it moved, it was so fast and the grass was so harsh burning and cutting against my skin.I cried and pleaded for them to stop, but my cries seemed to bring them pleasure.Sick fucks!!! I swear I will kill them all, I don't know how but I promise I will kill them, I will kill them all.I felt like fish flopping on land, trying to get to the water, I closed my already blindfolded eyes, took a deep breath in and let my body go limp.The bikes were brought to a halt and there was silence for a moment.My blindfold was removed but I didn't have it in me to open my eyes, I don't even think I was fully conscious anymore."Fuck I think we killed her" one of the guys said, and there was a hand feeling for my pulse."Nahh, just throw her in the ice bath." Mike as I recognized his voice said.The rope was removed from my wrist leaving a burning effect, I was lifted and a few moments later thrown into the ice bath.I shrunk and got up hastily from the cold as well as the burn, it stung so much I wanted to jump out of there, I screamed like I was being set on fire."You dog James, you didn't add salt did you?" Mike laughed and they all laughed."You bastards!! You bastards" I screamed in a painfully thin voice, tears falling freely, as my vision blurred."I'll kill you all" I cried earning myself a mocking laughter from them."That's enough, all of you back to work." Oscar commanded in a cold toneHad he been here too? Enjoying the show? Watching me being tortured?"Come on, you heard the second in command." Mike said mockingly"Somebody get her out of there."Someone carried me out and was commanded to take me to the basement.I sat in that dark room, unable to make any movements as my body hurt badly, but more than anything my heart bled, it hurt, I couldn't make out the emotion I was feeling but my heart was in pain, it was so painful I felt like I could take it out of my chest and massage it to lessen the pain.I brought my hands to my mouth to muffle my cries but it only caused me to cry more.The door to the basement flew open and the figure that I was all too familiar with walked in, he turned on the little light bulb, revealing the blanket, food and bottle of water he had brought for me.At the sight of him I began hyperventilating, my cries becoming louder and louder..If felt like one of those moments in kindergarten when you had the worst day, and at the end of the day when your mommy came to get you something tugged at your heart and you could finally break down.That's how I felt when I saw Oscar, because for some reason he was the only person in this whole situation who brought me some form of comfort.He dropped to his knees, putting the blanket at my feet."Eat." He said pushing the plate infront of me.I held his gaze, tears still streaming down my face and I put my hand over his hoping it would bring me some form of comfort."Please, don't let them do that again." I pleaded desperately.He took my hand in his squeezing it reassuringly."Eat." He repeated."I will kill them all." I whispered in a shaking voice, and he only squeezed my hand before walking out switching the light off.I took the water bottle Oscar had brought me and held it closer to my chest using it as some form of comfort which made me feel closer to him, if this man would be my coping mechanism then I would hold on to that, tightly.I needed to live, I needed to survive so that I can kill them all, I will kill them all.End of Flashback.