I still remember the first day, when we met for the first time. Your hair was tied up. You were smiling. I can't recall what was our age back in that time. But, I can recall we were both so small and fragile. 

You were smiling so much. It was never like a romantic movie. But, little did you know my heart was beating so much for you. I don't know why but there was a rhythm I was feeling inside, a rhythm a boy so little was never supposed to feel !!!

I still can't recall what was the year in numerical value !!! It must be my bleeding and too much blood loss due to the accident that is forcing my memory fragments to shut itself down or else there's no such way I would forget the day I met you !!!

There were so many kids around us back in that time. But, I still don't know, why I felt a red string with so many knots attached me with you.

I wanted to ask you, "Hey, are you an angel ?" But, for some reason I lost my speech.

I wanted to ask you, "Hey, what's your name ?"

But, for some reason I ran away from you. Ha Hah Hah Hah !!!

I wish I could tell you how much I fall for you at that moment. How much my heart was beating at that moment !!! How much I wanted to let you know that you were so pretty !!! 

You know, there were so many times I wanted to touch your heart with mine later. But, I was unable to express my feelings for you. I never had that much courage I guess.

Well, I'm losing too much blood. 

I wish I could see you smile one last time.

I wish I could touch your heart with mine at least once before my universe reached it's peak. There are so many things I want to let you know !!!

I wish I could tell you ...