Its morning, I fell heavily on the floor. The fight had taken all the energy
out of both me and Aurora and that's why neither of us really knew what
we were doing any longer. I looked up at the ceiling after Aurora kicked
me out of the bed. I was still fully awake and just laying on the floor now. I
looked at Aurora who was screaming and trying to get out of the mess
she caused once again. With all the energy, I had left, I looked at Aurora
and said: "Well done Aurora. Once again, you destroyed everything. " „ Shut up, why were we sleeping like that... Bruhhhhh i don't remember
falling asleep..."
I continued "I know Aurora, we had a new wedding fight and you were
probably trying to strangle me somehow again, but luckily, you fell asleep..
In my arms ." As I spoke, Aurora didn't say anything, she just looked at
me and nodded. In that moment I realized, that she was just as exhausted
as me and it was all we needed to calm down...
At the sound of the knock, both Aurora and I became silent immediately
and we looked at each other. At that moment we both knew, that we had
to pretend, that we were sleeping. If our parents would find out, what we
had done before, they would be furious. That's why we both lay down on
the bed again and tried to pretend, as if nothing happened. We lay there
together close to each other, while our mothers voice came through the
door. Aurora and I looked at each other and tried to look sleepy and
innocent...
Aurora's mother just stood there looking at us laying in bed. Aurora
knew, that in that moment, she thought that we were just making out or
being intimate. As Aurora's mother looked at us, she started smiling
before she spoke „oh my... I uh... I guess you had a lot of fun this night..".
She turned around to leave, while Aurora and I still lay in bed. We both
knew, that our acting was working, because she didn't say anything else.
She thought that Aurora and I spent the whole night together and that
we just felt asleep after. Aurora looked at me and gave me a smug grin...
. She whispers to me " I cant wait to beat you up again"
At that moment, I couldn't help myself but return Aurora's smug grin. I
knew, that there was no other option for me, than to start another fight
with Aurora. I wasn't going to let her have one more little moment of
happiness. That's why, as I still lay in bed, I turned towards Aurora and
looked her in the eyes. I smiled slightly and said: "Oh, you want to destroy
the bed again? Sure, we can do that..."
I hadn't even thought about people overhearing our words now. I just
wanted to start a fight with Aurora and I didn't think any further. As the
maids and servants brought in our breakfast, they could overhear our
words. After they heard that Aurora and I were going to destroy the bed,
they understood it different than we meant it. As they brought the
breakfast, they looked at us and blushed. I immediately saw the problem
once I realized, how they understood it...
Aurora and I sat at the table, together with the other guests. The guests
were mostly members of my and Aurora's family. Aurora and I looked as
if everything was fine between us, but in reality, I was hurting Aurora
and Aurora was hurting me. From time to time, we gave little pinches and
pokes to each other, that nobody else saw, just to remind ourselves, that
we were actually trying to strangle each other in our sleep earlier....
As the meal went on, we would constantly pinch each other whenever
nobody was watching. That's why we both had a few bruises all over our
body. Even though both of us tried to stay calm, the fight couldn't stop.
Even in front of our families, Aurora and I tried to hurt each other
whenever nobody was looking. And it seemed to be a good plan, because
nobody suspected anything. All our parents thought, that Aurora and I
were just having fun and being close together, because they didn't see the
pinches and scratches...
After the meal, we had to say goodbye to the guests that had already left
and the others that were staying overnight. Aurora and I had to say
goodbye to both our parents too. Both Aurora and I were just pretending,
so everyone thought, that we were both happy about the wedding. In
reality, we both just pretended, because we couldn't stand the sight of
each other. As we finally saw each other alone, without anyone else
around, we immediately started to hurt each other again...
Aurora and I had just been at our parents place for at least six hours and
we felt exhausted. The only thing we wanted now was to fight with each
other and make all the stress disappear. And we didn't wait long, until we
saw our chance. As soon as we saw each other, we started to hurt each
other immediately. Aurora first pinched my cheeks, as I pulled on her
hair. Both of us felt all the fighting of the evening flowing back into our
bodies instantly. But that wasn't all we did. We had to make sure, that
nobody else might suspect anything..
We had to get all of the anger out of our bodies, but at the same time we
needed to make sure, that nobody saw us hurting each other. That's why
we pulled and pinched each other, while pretending to cuddle with each
other. We had to give the outside look, that we were both enjoying the
evenings and cuddling with each other. But in reality, Aurora was trying
to bite my face while I was pulling at her hair. I didn't want to make it easy
for her... and this is how we spend the honey moon. When we came back to our mansion, we couldn't sleep in the bed since we we're used to sleep on the floor. In our honey moon was a comfy and nice bed and how me and Aurora didn't wanted to sleep with eachother, we slept on the floor.. FOR 30 DAYS. I mean .. I would often sneak on the bed and Aurora would pull me by my leg back on the floor.
It was almost 2 in the morning, when Aurora and I both finally went to
Our bed. We were both too exhausted, to keep on fighting and that's why we
had both stayed silent for some time. But both of us couldn't sleep,
because we were still too angry. That's why, as we went to bed, we both
tried to get out of bed again, because we had to fight a bit more, just to let
out all the stress and anger that had built up in us.
We tried really hard. We both went to bed, because we had to get some
rest, but we were just too full of anger and energy, because of the evening.
That's why after a few minutes, both of us got out of bed again and we
both headed towards each others side of the bed. That's when we said the
famous words that we both hated so much already... "Just go to sleep
Aurora." The moment we said those words, both of us knew... It was time
for a new fight... . She sticks her tongue at me while saying „ Yeah i will you
dumbass".
Our eyes met at the moment we heard each others words. And even
though we were both tired, both of us were immediately full of energy
again. We both jumped back onto our sides of the bed and prepared for a
new round. We couldn't understand why, but we just couldn't stop. Why
did we always have to fight all the time? Both of us hated the situation and
yet here we were, getting ready to fight for the thousandth time...
I felt her slap against my face. Not only did it shock me, but it also hurt me
a lot. In that moment, I looked at Aurora and saw the horror on her face.
She didn't mean to hurt me so bad and her eyes were full of regret. She
tried to touch my cheek, where she had just slapped me, but I didn't let
her. That's why I pushed Aurora away, while I still had a few marks from
her nails on my face. I didn't want her to feel bad for what she had done,
but that didn't make it better...
As Aurora saw, that she had hurt me again, she felt even worse. I turned
my back towards Aurora and covered myself in the blanket. I tried not to
show any signs of pain, but I was in fact wounded. Both physically from her
nail marks and emotionally because I still couldn't figure out, how I really
felt about Aurora. I didn't want her to touch me or hurt me again, but at
the same time I didn't want to hurt her either... As Aurora saw, that I
turned around, she immediately jumped out of bed and came behind me...
Aurora came over to me and tried to comfort me. After all, she had tried
to hurt me. She didn't want to see me in this condition. However, I wasn't
ready to forgive her. Not so soon. I was still disappointed because she had
slapped me, just because of another stupid little fight we had. So I stayed
put under the blanket, so that neither Aurora nor anyone else would see
me crying. I didn't want to be seen like that. I had to stay strong...
Aurora told me, that she was so sorry for hurting me. But I didn't want to
believe it. I mean, how could she slap me so hard? That's why I told her to
leave me alone. I couldn't bear the thought of talking to her right now. I
was hurt and disappointed not only because of the slap, but also because
of our fights that we just couldn't stop. I hated to see Aurora hurting me
and hurting herself in the process. But at the same time I couldn't seem to
stop myself from hurting Aurora too...
As Aurora took her pillow and started to walk towards the door, I stayed
where I was. My head was still under the blanket and I didn't want to talk
to her right now. "Good night" I heard Aurora say. I still felt hurt, both
physically and emotionally by that slap, so I didn't say anything. But I also
couldn't help but notice, how tired she sounded...
While I thought about Aurora, I heard her leave the room and close the
door. Without seeing her, I felt bad for not speaking to her properly before
she left. But now it was too late and I hated myself for everything that had
happened. I looked up at the ceiling and took a deep breath, as I finally let
out all the tears I had held back. I cried like I had never cried before and
that's when I realized... Maybe I cared about Aurora more then I thought,
although I hated to admit it...