Kaya's POV
I woke up to the sudden scream that filled the bedroom, my eyes flew open in shock.
There was a woman standing in front of the bed, she had straight black hair, big dark eyes and she was staring down at me in disbelief.
The bright red of her short revealing dress caught my eyes, her nipples were revealed in the thin and lacy clothing.
I watched various emotions cross her eyes, surprise, shock, hurt, anger, pain... Tears slipped passed her beautiful eyes and ran down her flawless cheeks. It was the most beautiful cry I had ever seen.
She looked like a princess from a fairytale.
"Lilly?." Lycan's baritone voice brought me out of my thoughts. His voice held shock but most evidently anger.
I turned to him. We had sex last night so he was going to be naked under the covers, eager to jump in to control the matter, he grabbed his boxers from the floor and quickly put it on, he turned to me hopeful that I would be asleep but I saw the bitter emotion cross his face when he saw I was awake.
"Get out!." He told Lilly in a voice I never heard, not even when he chased away the news anchor, who would he say Lilly is this time, a girl he used to know... More like a girl he used to fuck.
"So this is why you blocked me Lycan, this is the reason you left me in the dark because you wanted to go around fucking prettier sluts. What else can I do to keep you all to myself…" The girl cried, I felt my heart wrenching, for her and for myself. "All because of her. You left me because of her?." Lilly asked him touching his chest.
He ceased her hand and shot me a pleading look.
"What's wrong, baby..." She said rubbing her boobs on his body in what seem like a seductive hug. Waves of jealousy drowned me, I could barely catch my breath.
" Kaya, I'm so sorry." Lycan said to me, I was naked under the cover and probably as red as a rose. I'm not a slut, I reminded myself.
"He's mine, leave my boyfriend alone!." Lilly yelled at me. "Pick your clothes and leave you whore!." Lilly spat.
Lucan lifted her from the ground and took her out of the room. I would be a fool to overlook this. Why dol these things happen?!.
I lept from the bed, and found my clothes on the floor.
Lycan's shout shook me and I trembled, he was yelling at the security for letting her in and I heard Trevor apologizing for their carelessness.
He barged into the room, his body was rigid and tense from anger, I was fully dressed.
"Baby, I'm sorry." He said to me searching my face for traces of anger. He found none, I was boiling on the inside.
"It's fine. You don't have to apologize." I told him fighting hard to maintain the straight face.
There was a long pause, Lycan was too intelligent for my own good.
"Kaya let it out, we have to discuss this." He said to me.
" Why?." I asked him.
" For our relationship." He whispered.
" Lycan. I'm fine." I told him, an escape plan was already formulating in my head. How in the hell does he find me, I really have to know so that I would finally keep away from him.
" Are you thinking of leaving me again?." He asked me. " It's not going to happen, you're going no where Kaya." He told me.
" Fuck you Lycan. Fuck you. What the Fuck, how would I wake up to the sound of another girl's scream, it's embarrassing as hell. No way, I'm no longer interest in this." I told him
" No... No, no, no, Kaya those girls are all in my past, you're my future. Don't say things like that. I have changed, this word sounds cliche as hell but i have actions to prove it, I blocked all of them, none are a part of my life anymore…I, Kaya please look at me…" He told me cupping my face in his hand.
" You're a player, I don't know what to believe about you, I don't care if you've repented, I really don't give a Fuck." I said trying to take his hand away from my face.
" It's not going to happen again." He promised me.
"I'm not waiting till it happens again." I informed him.
"You're not leaving me." He said in a tone that scared me. "I wish I could change the kind of man I was, but I see that I was just foolish, now I understand that I need only one woman in my life." He told me.
" I already made up my mind. I'm not doing it for me, I'm doing it for the other girls, I'm a girl, I just can't watch the others cry their hearts out, I mean, do you even check up on them to know if they're fine after what you did to them. I'm not going to be the cause of their pain. I'm that selfless. " I told him.
Abruptly, he took my lips in his and he kissed me deeply.
"I am so sorry." He said after he pulled out of the kiss.
I could tell he was sorry, was I being fair by wanting to break off what we had without giving it a thought... I was conflicted.
He kissed me again and moaned in my mouth, his hand lifted me from the floor and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
He dropped me carefully on the bed and layed on top of me without pushing his weight on me. He stared down at me with emotion filled eyes.
"I love you Kaya." He told me. " I have never said that to any woman before, not even as a lie. I've never felt this way for anybody before either. I have been with countless woman in the past, none can be compared to you in any way.…" He said.
" Lilly and Jessica are undoubtedly prettier than me." I told him.
" Shut up, they're not." He said angrily.
I love you too Lycan, but I need peace in a relationship. My core fear was being abandoned and it was going to be easy to be abandoned by Lycan because there was a flexible list of girl he could choose from.