Lycan's POV
I could not sleep through out the night, I was relived when the sun finally came up.
I sat in my study trying hard to stop thinking about Kaya. Nothing I tried helped. My cup was empty again, the bottle of scotch was standing idly on the table.
I thought of the words she had said to me and I threw the cup across the room, it hit the wall, I watched it shatter into a tiny million pieces with a sharp sound.
Maybe she didn't mean it, I said trying to dispell the fears that my mate didn't feel anything for me.
"That's what you get for mating with a human girl.... She doesn't have a wolf to tell her that you're het mate, she has to rely solely on her feelings and it's possible she doesn't love you." My mother said from the door.
" Mother what are you doing here?." I asked her, she walked up to me and took the bottle from the desk, she returned it to the cabinet.
"Mother knows best Lycan." She replied. "I knew that she had left you, she promised me that she would do it and she kept her promise. I must say she's a very faithful and loyal girl. But, she's not good enough for you." She continued.
I had so many words to say to her and I knew that by the time I was done, she would definitely not be having that same smile on her face but I had respect for my mother, she's the only person that can talk to me any way and get away with it.
"I need you out of my house mum, you're doing more harm than good." I said to her.
She opened her mouth to speak but then I turned to her.
" You're so cold and heartless. You're too dangerous for her, I was doing her good by letting her run while she had the opportunity. So much power runs through your veins Lycan, she can't stand it, what if by accident she gets in your way and…" My mother said holding the door of my study as if I would attack her at any time so she was making her exit clear.
She had always been scared of me, it began immediately she saw the havoc my wolf could cause. The day my wolf came out was the worst day of my life, it marked the day of misery for me.
Every one that knew what I could do never dared to make me angry, they walked on eggshells around me. I didn't like it but I grew to overlook it.
I unclenched my fists that I had unconsciously been holding.
"You and I know that I would never ever in my life hurt her." I said to my mother.
She shook her head in dismay.
"You're telling yourself a lie. Your wolf can not be controlled simply by feelings, she's just a weak human girl, you lusted after her and then decided to mate with her." She said.
" Love at first sight isn't lust mother." I said to her.
" They could be mistaken." She defended.
"Trust me, I know when I feel lust." I said to her.
She rolled her eyes because she knew what I was talking about. With the amount of girls I've had in the past, I know what lust is.
"Maybe she's just like the others." She concluded.
" Kaya is the first woman that I ever met and fell in love with and somehow you're not happy for me." I said.
" Where is she now, she's gone isn't she?."
I could not help but laugh.
If only my mother knew the things I would do for Kaya then she would see me differently. The moon goddess knows that I would never leave Kaya alone. She was my mate, for me only and I would wait till she comes in acceptance of her feelings or I would show her every goddamned reason to love me.
Ideas were already crossing my mind of what I could do to Kaya so that she would finally love me. Seduction?... Teasing?.
Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my chest, then it intensified.
I winced, it was as if my lungs were being soaked in acid.
"What's wrong?." My mother asked me.
I stood up making my way for the door.
"It's Kaya, she's in trouble." I said running down the stairs.
" Lycan wait, where are you going?." My mother shouted behind me.
I felt that my mate was in danger and I did not have any time to answer questions from my mom. I was going to get my Kaya.
***
I was given a black dress to put on after I took a shower. Someone came in to do my hair and makeup to make me look a hundred million dollars worthy.
I laughed at my foolishness for trusting Gabby. I didn't need anyone to tell me what had happened, I finally connected the dots, but I was too late.
I closed my eyes and I prayed for Lycan's intervention because I could not do it on my own. Tears slipped past my eyes, there was a loud knock on the door, it was Mike.
"Out." He simply said
It was very sunny outside.
Five black SUVs were parked right in front of the gate. The door of the middle one opened to reveal a man with jet black hair that reminded me of Lycan's hair, the way it fell into my fingers the night we first had sex… The nice smell it held... My attention returned back to the man that had paid for me.
His eyes were as dark as his hair and his lips were curled up in a smile. He was somewhere between handsome and scary.
"My pretty flower has arrived." He said with that same voice that was filled with some kind of intensity.
I found myself comparing him with Lycan, I concluded shamelessly that Lucan was far more attractive and handsome than him. The Commanding tone he forces out, Lycan does it without even knowing, the cold and hard outer shell was nothing compared to Lycan's titanium armour.
"Get in." He said to me roughly pushing me inside.
When we got inside he shut the door so sharply that my shoulders shook.
He touched my arm and then my neck, he came closer and tried to give me a kiss.
"Get- st-stop get off me!. " I said trying to break free from his grip.
He raised his hand and slapped me on my cheek, I touched the spot, my hand touched something liquid, I looked to see blood smeared on my fingers.
" Stop fighting this and learn your fate. It'll save you a helluva beatings." The man said lighting a cigarette.