Elizabeth took a deep breath seeing Arduous sleeping soundly and comfortably on the bed, with only his boxer briefs on. And for a moment, standing through the darkness, she was wondering whether he always sleeps like that whenever it was just him. As far as she can remember, when they spent the night together, he was wearing t-shirts and shorts. But then, maybe it was because he was with her.
Now that she was standing in front of Arduous who was oblivious to what she was planning to do, she was contemplating whether to do it or not. It was her first time and she didn't know if she would do it right or just mess things up. Wost, it might turn him off when one of the main goals for what she was about to do was to please him.
Thinking of it, she was asking herself: what had gotten into her mind that she put herself in there?