After that little discovery I did that day, that what I was missing was an imagination and sensing the flow, allowed me to finally make the golem take a single step. It wasn't a perfect step or anything, but it still took it.
I know that it wasn't perfect and I need to learn how to make it properly.
Imagination.
The realism.
Flow.
Combination of words.
The order of the words.
The body.
The connection between the manual and the body.
What I need to do is to combine it all together and make it work with each other like one.
First, I needed to understand how to make my mana flow properly while writing.
Something was wrong with the golem during that time. Why was it shaking? I though maybe that was because of what I did when using the mana. I made the mana flow bit differently that like just like I did with the spell, I slowed it down.
Honestly, I thought maybe the flow of the mana is the key?
But there is a problem. I can barely make my mana flow any different, all I can do is to slow it down just a bit like I did with the spell.
I did manage to borrow few books in the library that did mentioned spells need a special flow of mana to operate. The spells I used before were too basic that they were fine with any flow of mana.
Honestly, I couldn't train my magic at all while trying to understand the mana flow, but it was fine.
I asked my mom as well as Iris parents about the mana flow and they all said that mana flow is important when learning on how to cast the spells.
Maybe I need to find a proper flow of mana while writing the code.
I spend 2 mouths training and trying to understand the mana flow.
"…."
(Its small, but definitely different. I guess this isn't the thing that can be learned from get go. Well, they did warned me that learning on how to feel flow of the mana as well as learning on how to make it flow differently isn't easy.)
(I only manage to make only bit of mana flow differently, but it at least proved that I can do that.)
(For fuck's sake. This seems very fuking important. So why it wasn't mentioned in the novel even once?)
(Well, it's not like I can complain.)
I continue my training for another month and surprisingly, I manage to learn how to change my mana flow to the certain degree. Honestly, I thought that would take year or something, but apparently, I need feel the change and understand it, that is what both Iris dad said and the books I borrowed said.
Anyway, I applied the manuals like I did before, but this time with different mana flows. Sometimes I made mana flow thick or thin. Sometime I made it go slower while sometimes faster. I couldn't make very drastic changes, only a simple ones, however there was definitely changes in the test golem behavior.
Apparently, the mana flow can change it shapes, not like the size of it but more like a pattern.
For example, make it go like zigzag pattern or for example make it look like a spring. I can't do any of that.
The thing I did was very basic, but it at least confirmed my theory with the manuals having different effects based on the mana flow.
I need to get better at controlling my mana flow and understand how exactly it affects the golem.
Honestly, most of the days I'm spending now are learning mana flow and stuff related to the golems and train my earth magic. For now, I had to forget about the summoning since I don't have mana to train it.
Honestly speaking, I somehow manage to level up [Earth Magic] to the level 2 as well. Also, when I leveled it up, I somehow felt something. I don't know how to describe what the hell I felt, but it was very weak and feint. I felt this thing when my [Earth Magic] reached level 2. I didn't felt anything like that when I leveled up [Basic Earth Magic], however I do remember I felt something when my [Basic Earth Magic] became [Earth Magic]. Was it something like single of some sorts? Or was it like my body is getting used to the earth magic.
Well, I don't this is important as of right now, so I guess I should just forget about it for the moment.
Anyway, I spend another 3 moths training and a year passed after getting my memories back.
The main character will awaken in the year 3003, meaning the 4 years in the future. From what I know he will be 10 years old when he awakens, I will also turn 11 years old in that year.
Training the current stage of the mana flow is definitely way more difficult, but the results did provide me with interesting data.
Also, I tried making golems in different ways. Sometimes I made a doll made out of the wood or with different materials or made a golem with more than one materials, like half of its wood and other half is a dirt or something else. Each changes resulted in different effects and I had to change manuals as well.
I also tried changing the flow of the mana in the middle of the writing or make the other parts of the manuals with the entirely different mana flow.
Honestly, the more tests I did, the more intrigued by the golems I was.
It wasn't something very easy understand, but I got to say, I kind of started to get it bit by bit and it started to seem very interesting.
It's like learning magic but at the same time its nothing alike. It's fun and exciting.
[1 year later and 3 months later after regaining my memories.]
The boy was watching at the round rock with the pair of legs that was walking in one direction and then walking backwards.
(I finally manage to make it walk. It isn't obviously perfect, but it still works.)
"I still needs to get better at mana flow and learn different types of mana flows."
(Well, the main problem is still mana. I can tell that my mana vessel is bigger than before than last year, but still not a lot of mana. Apparently when I turn 9, my mana vessel would finally maturing and I can finally train properly, but as of right now my mana vessel is still weak and I can barely hold any mana. So, there is a limit what I can research with the golems.)
(And with not enough mana, I can't experiment too much with making golems manuals)
"So, for now I guess I should focus on testing as many as things I can and try to understand the mana flow as much as possible."
Few months passed and I became 8 years old.
My progress regarding the golems improved signific and I started slowly trying to learn an alchemy.
I though alchemy will be complicated and all, but…. For some reason it wasn't?
I mean, I did struggle when I started and I still do, but I thought I would struggle a bit more or something?
Well, let me explain.
The alchemy in this world is similar in some ways and different in the others ways. I did struggle a lot with the basic stuff, even harder when I was learning summoning magic, but some parts were bit easier?
For example, creating the simple healing potion. One of the thing you need is to understand a mana flow to make it. That part was bit easy.
The problem where the parts were the magic couldn't be used to do the work.
Well, I will be mostly using an alchemy when making the golem body and the golem hearth. At that part will need to use mana and specific mana flow.
But I though maybe learning few crafting recipes on how to make potions can help me out a bit when I would get hurt or something. But learning on how to make them isn't easy as it seemed at first. I struggle a lot to even make very basic stuff.
Well, in the end to my surprise I mange to get [Basic Alchemy] quiet much earlier than expected? It only took 4 months, it still a lot but I though it would take a year or two. Well, the [Basic Alchemy] isn't a thing that can be really boasted about, since it isn't very impressive until it become [Standard Alchemy].
Anyway, even more time passed and I finally turned 9.
I could feel the mana in my body building up when I was getting near my 9th birthday, but after 2 months passed after it, my mana vessel finally matured.
"…."
"This feels weird."
(I can sense mana more…. Accurately?)
(The mana in my body also feels different. It moves more smoothly than before and the other stuff.)
(I can feel the differences right away.)
"I guess why Iris was boasting about this was a reason. Well, in the first place she already had a bigger mana vessel than me, so she could train her magic better."
"She even manage to learn the summoning magic and level it a few times. I was surprised like hell when she showed me that to the point I was wondering what the fuck happened. For crying out loud. This kind of feels like she is cheating or something. She did all this before she matured her mana vessel and now, she will probably grow way stronger than before." – said Uri while in the empty room with many different tools and some stones and wood nearby.
"Well, no use complaining. But I maybe have possibility of catching up to her in my own way." – said Uri while reaching for the wood nearby.
"Well then. Let's get to it."
[Few months later.]
"…."
"…."
The boy picked a wood from the box and beginned carving it. He repeated the process multiple times, sometimes with the smaller pieces of the wood and sometimes with the bigger ones.
After carving all the parts, the boy beginned putting the parts together one by one.
"…Fuu…."
Uri stared at the wooden doll that was sitting in front of him lifeless.
"Okay. Now the hard part."
Uri walked towards the door and put his hands on top of the doll chest. The mana gather and enter the doll body.
"…."
"…."
"…."
"…. Done." – said Uri while taking his hands away.
"…. Okay. Here goes nothing…... Awaken."
"…"
Uri stared at the wooden puppet with anxiety and determination. Second later after giving the command to the puppet, Uri spotted the puppet slightly moving.
"Common."
"…Activate."
The puppet body parts beginned slightly moving around for few seconds like possess, but moments later the puppet head stopped moving.
After that the puppet slowly put both of his hands and feet flat on the ground.
Uri watched while sweating as the puppet moved around.
The puppet torso lifted by a bit and slowly begin to stand up. Slowly but surely, the puppet manage to got up from the ground and then stand almost straight.
"…...'Gulp'…. Okay…."
"I order you to walk towards me."
"…"
The puppet lifted one of its feet and beginned walking in woobly way like a drunk person, but the puppet manage to arrive to the boy that was standing.
"…. Now. Go towards that table and stop in front of it." – said Uri while pointing his finger.
"…"
The puppets beginned moving once again and shortly after manage to arrive to the table.
"…. I order you to walk around in the circle."
The puppet fallowed the order once more and walked around in the circle.
"…. Okay…. Next part."
"Attack that straw dummy." – said nervous Uri while pointing his finger towards the training dummy made out of the straw.
The puppet turned its head around and looked towards the dummy. The puppet walked towards the dummy before stopping.
"…"
Puppet wacked the dummy body with his hand like tool and repeating the process several times.
"Stop."
"…" – the puppet stopped moving.
"Go to the center of the room and then sit."
The puppet fallowed the orders and moved towards the center of the room before sitting on the ground.
"Deactivate."
"…."
The puppets entire body stopped moving.
"…."
Uri walked towards the puppet and put his hands on it and injecting mana once again and then once again before moving away from it.
"Activate."
"…"
The puppet body beginned once again having some of its body moving around.
"Stand up."
As before the puppet stand up after few seconds of struggling just like before.
"…. Sit and deactivate after."
The puppet fallowed the orders and sit on the ground once more and stopped moving completely.
"…."
"I did it…..."
"I manage to create a golem…..."
"…."
"FUCK YEA!!!!!!!!!" – shouted Uri.
"WOOOOO!!!!! I FINALY FUKING DID IT!"
(I DID IT! I REALLY DID IT!)
"After so many attempts. AFTER SO MANY FUKING ATTEPTS! It finally worked!" – said Uri full of joy and excitement.
(It took me more than 2 years! 2 YEARS! I FINALY MANAGE TO CREATE MY VERY FIRST FUNCTIONAL GOLEM! FUCK YEA!)