I felt suffocated , so I opened my eyes. I was actually burying my face in Lorcan's chest.
"Stay like that." He murmured holding me tightly. It was warm but I had problems breathing. I moved to the side and waited for Lorcan to get up. He wasn't in a hurry. It took him a long while before he let go of me and stretched himself then got up from bed.
"How's your butt?" he asked casually.
"Sore." I was lying on my belly. He uncovered the duvet and smiled brightly.
"It has a nice purple color. I will leave some ointment."
I couldn't believe how he could be so shameless.
"No need." I gave him a hateful look.
"Kian, I make decisions here, you only follow." Lorcan turned around and put on his robe.
"Eat well and rest. I will come in the evening."
I wasn't sure if it was a promise or a threat. Whatever it was he finally left, leaving a tube with ointment on the bed. He was actually having it all the time in his pocket. I took it and rubbed gently on my sore buttocks. I felt miserable. The fact that I had nothing to do added to my misery.
Soon after Lorcan left Gelda came. She brought me some breakfast and waited till I finished. I hissed from pain and sat on my sore ass. Even if she noticed she said nothing. I ate almost everything. We didn't exchange a single word so after I finished she left.
Her three visits during the day were the highlight of my routine. My activities were limited to eating, sleeping, fucking with Lorcan and taking care of myself. It was hard for me to bear. Lorcan came in the evening. He examined my body, especially my butt, rubbed some oinment and we went to bed. He did nothing, he only snuggled to my back.
After another two days drowned in dull boredom, I decided to ask Lorcan for something to read.
Lorcan came right after dinner.
"How was your day?" He asked knowing perfectly well I had nothing to do.
"Lazy, my Lord." I was still in bed , my butt was a bit better but still it was miles away from feeling good.
"Am I spoiling you again?" He was sitting on the armchair next to the fireplace.
He seemed in a good mood so I had a chance. Here goes nothing, I thought and braced my whole courage.
"My Lord, since I'm in this room the whole day long, I was wondering If I could have a book to read?" I looked at him hopefully, he frowned.
"A book. The last time you asked me for books I actually bought them. Right after I came to the city. The same day I learned that you ran away."
Silence, heavy like a stone. I sighted, asking him again was useless. He probably wants me to beg again. Was I so desperate as to beg?
"If you want favors you should offer something in return."
That again, does he want me to give him another blow job?
"No need to think too hard, I already know what I want." Lorcan smiled, no grinned at me.
I looked at him waiting till he decided to reveal his wish.
"Seduce me, play with yourself to make me horny."
He wanted to make me feel ashamed again. I gave him a hateful look, but that was all I could do to protest. Shame, that's what he wants to see on my face? No, I shall be shameless and make him sorry. I got out of the sheats and placed myself in the middle of the bed. I wanted to act bold however truth to be told I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do. I touched my lips and somehow it all happened on its own as if I had no control over it. I placed my fingers in my mouth and openly sucked on them and played with my tongue then I slid my hand right between my legs. I looked at Lorcan and I noticed that he was breathing hard. I spread my legs and my fingers were circling around my hole while with my other hand I was playing with my nipples. Actually I had no clue what to do more but Lorcan raised himself and came closer to the bed.
"I see you have learned some skills." His eyes were darker and I noticed how he clenched his jaw. That was bad. I wasn't able to say anything because he flipped me on my belly and grabbed my hips lifting them up.
"Were you really all alone the whole time?" He spread my buttocks and I flinched.
"I was alone." I responded immediately.
"Have you ever thought about me?" He started rubbing his dick against my ass.
Of course I did, first with fear and once or twice while masturbating. I wasn't sure what he wanted to hear, probably the latter. I was about to answer when he stopped me.
"No need to answer that question, because now I will make sure you won't be able to ever think about anything or anybody else. He thrusted his finger inside me and added another one. I hissed as it was a bit painful. For a moment I thought he would punish me with fucking me raw but no. He took his time preparing me before he went all the way in. He started really slow and I could feel him even more as he was able to hit all the right places. He forced his favorite moans out of me and I couldn't stop myself from coming. I couldn't see his face but I was able to imagine him smiling with satisfaction. The great Lord was fully in control over my body, again.
"Now, now my prince. You became such a lewd slut." He hissed fucking me harder. From the whole thing we both pulled tonight that last sentence humiliated me most.