cw: explicit nsfw
"Answer me."
He must have taken my silence to mean something else, because the smile he always kept on his face completely disappeared. He grabbed both my wrists and held them above my head, immobilizing me. I felt like an animal hunted by him. He easily subdued me when I twisted my body and brought his face down to meet mine. He stopped a hand's length away, and I knew he was angry. He asked in a whisper,
"You don't wonder about me, and you don't admit you like me. But why don't I hate you? But it's driving me crazy. It's driving me crazy that I want to hear you say you like me no matter what."
"… Let me go, ugh."
I groaned as I twisted my arm that was in his grip. He smiled at my reaction and spoke softly.
"Ask me."
"What?"
"What is in my head."
"…"
"Are you afraid of that too? Your guilt won't let you hear it?"
"Cut the crap and get out of the way."
This time, my threats didn't work. On the contrary, he was rather angry with me. His voice was just calm and low, but strangely it sounded like an angry growl to me.
"I can't get you out of my head the whole time I'm awake. It sucks."
What… I was stunned and speechless. What about me could he possibly be thinking when all he does is work? However, as if he understood my question, he added an explanation. The problem was that the voice flowing from the lips that came down to my ears felt like it was directly on my skin. Familiar, but not detestable, goosebumps spread.
"When I work alone in the office, the sound of your panting breath every time my hand touches you won't leave my ears."
My neck shrank in response to the tickling sensation, and the guy nipped my ear with his lips before releasing it.
"I just think about how soft and pliable your lips were throughout those meetings at work."
His lips came close to mine and touched them. He paused for a moment, just touching it. His warm breath permeated my skin through the soft flesh.
"There was a time when I masturbated in the car because I couldn't stand it because I remembered the feeling of your waist, ass, and legs against my touch whenever I drove."
His whispering voice was slow and sweet, and even when I noticed the hand pulling off my pants, I couldn't stop it. His lips, which had only been lightly touching, pressed against mine with slow force. He was obviously a human just like me, but his lips were always burning hot. Everything about him was like that. Even the hand that took off my pants and grabbed my penis was too hot. So when the lips that came down to the chest sucked the skin, the stimulation came like pain even though there was no pain.
"Don't leave marks on my body."
The guy who was sucking my chests seemed to be laughing, then nipped at my nipple with his teeth.
"Ah! Don't bite… fuck."
The words of defiance ended with a moaning curse. He grasped my genitals with his hands and began to stroke them. He started stroking it in earnest, not the gentle strokes that had started the fire, and it sent shivers down my thighs. I tilted my head back and closed my eyes.
Before I knew it, he raised his head and I could feel his eyes on my face. I could tell there was no sneer in his gaze, even though I wasn't looking. He could have been mocking me, checking me as I indulged in physical pleasure in spite of my guilt, but I just knew.
When the air begins to warm with our breaths, the word guilt was implicitly excluded. I didn't think it's a consideration for me. Because he's not that kind. It's just a selfish reason he wants to see me react more, to be more aroused by it, to enjoy it. But because of his selfishness, I didn't even know if I could embrace this moment. I can't even push him away when he bit me again.
"Ah, really."
I opened my eyes and looked up at him. The guy who bit my chest again laughed at the irritation in my eyes.
"Does it hurt?"
"Yeah, it hurts, fuck."
I cursed again, but the guy's lips curved even more. Why was he smiling so cheerfully?
"Good. You will think of me every time you see the mark."
What on earth? I was stunned, but if I opened my mouth, a sound would come out with a rush of breath. He looked at me and sucked my chest again. I buried my head into the pillow and tilted my head back again. The hand that strongly stimulated the genitals and the lips that squeeze the chest. Something about this made my body feel languid and tingly.
"Enough with the insane talk."
When I let out a whisper, he smiled and tightened his grip on my hands and lips. I breathed in and squeezed my legs in a fit, but his other hand pushed hard against my inner thighs. I tried to struggle with strength, but in the end, I couldn't overcome the force of the push, and as soon as I parted my legs, his tongue flicked across my breasts and up to my nipples in a long lick.
"If I were truly insane, I'll hack everything to pieces with a knife except for the eyes that can be seen in the mirror."
"Then do you think I will let you go unscathed? I'll stick a knife in your body too… Ugh! Haa."
As his fingernails scratched the tip of my glans, the tingling spread and my breath caught up. He now stared down at my face, concentrating on shaking my penis with his hand.
"You know why I like your moans? If you can't say anything to me, my touch makes you honest."
Even if I wanted to deny it, I couldn't. I couldn't stop the feeling of ejaculation that filled up in an instant. In the end, I trembled in front of him and came in his hand. haha… A pleasant drowsiness seemed to pull my whole body into bed. I wanted to lie down, but I heard an order.
"Lift your ass."
Uh? Why… As soon as I raised my blank eyes, the pants that were draped over my hips came off. It was yanked hard and swept away quickly, leaving long red marks on my legs.
"What did I say? You don't even need to wear pants. Until we get out of here anyway, all you have to do is spread your legs and take my dick."
As he spoke, he stepped between my legs and pulled my ankles. I tried to raise my upper body, but the force knocked me back. Between my thighs, which were wide open with strong force, the guy brought his lower body close. Even without looking up to check, I could tell how hard the hot pillars that touched the back had become. Was he going to do it again?
"Do you realize you're like a dog in heat?"
I tried to hide my annoyance, but fear took over. Fortunately, he was concentrating on grabbing my penis with his hand and rubbing the smooth tip against my back entrance.
"With only this much?"
A low, raspy voice mingled with laughter and breathing. I was instantly mesmerized by the voice. He lowered his gaze to see only his penis and where it would go. My breathing quickened as his chest swelled and sank. I couldn't take my eyes off him even though I was nervous about the size of what was about to enter.
Even when the round end that had been snatching at the entrance pushed in and let out a curse-like moan, I saw his face with my eyes. Glancing, he raised his eyes and caught my gaze. Satisfaction was evident in his eyes, as if he was quite happy that I was looking at him.
"Relax your body. You know my thing well now, right?"
Contrary to his soft voice, the guy pushed more than half of him with force without hesitation. Fuck, crazy bastard. I was out of breath. I twisted my upper body and exhaled through my mouth to contain the pain. Seeing my suffering, he let out a small laugh.
"There are so many things you don't know about me. It's okay, but, ha, because you know one thing well."
"Ugh, what? …Gasp!"
The guy pushed the remaining in without mercy. Even though my bottom, which was still stiff from tension, was quite narrow, he did not hesitate to pull it out and then pushed it back to the end, filling me with his own. There was no consideration for me. Funny enough, and really absurd, this actually became the reason I couldn't push him away. Even if it tore and bled, he was the one who would just laugh and fill me with his own. Because he was the one who gave me both pain and pleasure.
"Let out your voice."
His hand grabbed my hair and made me look up at him. When I opened my eyes, which had been closed in pain, I could see his face that had come down to my nose before I knew it. Beneath, he slowly, restlessly thumped my waist, pushing up my inner thighs with his hands. Then, suddenly, he withdrew for a long time and pushed it all the way.
"Arghh!"
I let out a groan and wrapped my legs in the air around his waist to support my body as I was being pushed up. I could feel his lips curling against mine. He muttered something in that state. His hot, wet breath spread across my lips and into my mouth.
"Good, let out your voice generously."
"Fuck, if you're going to do it, haa, ugh… Do it quickly, ah!"
His lips covered my parted lips and his tongue invaded. Obeying my words, he picked up the past as I clung to the guy as he thrust into me, digging my nails into his shoulders. Pain and pleasure began to mix in my lower abdomen. When my breath was mixed with moans, not of pain, he sucked me in with a deep kiss and asked,
"Tell me. Haa, how are you feeling?"
He asked as he exhaled rapidly as if he were running, but I couldn't answer anymore. All that came out of my mouth was a moan, coupled with the sound of slapping and thrusting from below.
"Ah… urgh!… Argh."
"Your body flinches every time it gets fucked by me, haa. How do you like it? Hm?"
My body trembled, and the stimulation accumulated in the back filled my abdomen. My genitals were not even being touched, but I couldn't think of anything else because of the feeling of climaxing that was going up quickly. I didn't feel the need to lie, as he was driving his cock into me with no consideration.
"Fuck, ugh… ah, ah… like it… ugh."
He would have heard the answer he wanted, but I didn't hear the laughter. I looked up and saw an expressionless face looking down at me. But that was like his real face. As if this animalistic act of gesturing like an animal while holding only me with dark eyes suited him so well.
I watched him until the end and closed my eyes for a moment while cumming. White semen protruded from my genitals, and my lower body twitched and my bottom tightened. Soon after, the guy who had been tormenting me a little longer ejaculated, his lower body jerking a few times.
His genitals were pulled out, and his cum slowly flowed down the inner wall. The feeling was terrifyingly vivid. Feeling the signal that signaled the end of his beastly act, I closed my eyes. I was a little tired. But I couldn't keep resting. Because as soon as he pulled out his penis, he flipped me over. I looked back at him in surprise.
"What, what? Are you going to do it again?"
He tilted his head and smiled ominously.
"You said you like it?"