My life has always been messed up
I was always the one who messed it up,
With wrong choices and the wrong person
I wish I could just go a day without messing up.
But I guess my fate is aligned with my habit of messing up
I mess up good people with my baggage to the point they become someone different
I mess up perfect opportunities with my messed up mindset
I mess up ideal situations with my constant what ifs
Maybe messing up is the only thing I'm good at.
I'm so good at it that I even mess up my own appearance and mind
With exaggerated details that people never notice.
I mess up things and never once sorted it out....