It is amazing how you never really notice just how fast life passes you by when you aren't paying attention.
The days seemed to go on forever, but the years slipped through my fingers.
I was finally content with my life.
Now that I was 20, people finally seemed to have confidence in my abilities. Truth be told, I was getting a bit tired of having to constantly prove myself every time a new doctor or nurse appeared in the Emergency Department.
I still talked to Cheng Bo Jing constantly, but I somehow seemed to manage to miss seeing him in person.
I couldn't take seeing him and feeling that emptiness inside of me. So, I made sure not to see him. Bai Long Qiang and I were no closer to walking down the aisle than we were when he first proposed, but I was fine with that.
Whether or not we were married, he was one of the most important people in my life. As long as I was around him, I was happy.
