God
How could I not?
Fall asleep
When the pillow was so welcoming as if it were your arms and comforting heart and drug me into The addictive allure of your softness
And the music I lulled myself with accidentally traps me in a dream
Once again I am doused in the smell of you
In lingering tired sheets
An aphrodisiac and sedative all in one
With notes running down with sweet sugared beats
As I dream of you on a warm summer day in school
Your beautiful
I sing in my mind As I dust odd librarium studies
In just the corner high high up I sing an orchestra to myself
And while walking in I notice you
Sitting and learning again
That beautiful hunger
To know
That beautiful conicense
To conceive
The most beautiful thoughts
And I look in your eyes
And you toss a glance half hazardly
And I turn to focus myself
But I have been poisoned
I am drunk with the love of you
As I see you
Eye to eye
I think "they know this song well"
And I sing my love away
It enriches the lives and textbooks
The passages in every scripture
I turn myself to try and focus
And am swayed in the sirens temptation
I am swayed in the way of songs of love
The ruler of my heart
They watch me be myself
In a dusty literary corner
And I have never smiled so bright
I love you just as much as before
And if nothing, I love you now even more