I wallow
She burrows
Time narrows
Drinking her marrow
She won't allow
to aim an arrow
She's screaming and fighting
Skin blemished and patchy
She's going out with style
I see a crimson
Round neath her thigh
She curses and hexes the walls
Silencing medicated halls
She's ripped out her iv now
The liquid runs away from her
Dripping onto solid tile
Away from her unpredictable defile
The crimson is screaming at me now
Theres Sweat in my brow
Her beds been torn and no one's come
To fix her up
Put her back together as one
You'd expected at least some
Type of pity?
From an estate in the city
The crimsons digging at me
Tearing open my leg
Its claws scream for help
We both crave release.
She's reaching out to the the cieling
Damning god
She's ripping apart her clothes
What little there is of it left
I can feel her heart beating on my tongue
In my hands
Ive never seen someone go out with so much hatred and strength
Now she's laughing at the floor
Praising Satan
She's offering him deals
Like he can't refuse them
Like he can't refuse her
Some crazy ex the devil is
She's ripping curtains now
Letting the sunless sky in
Dampening her skin
What little there is of it left
She is tinted grayer
I pound my fist white against the button
Sirens rejoice and beeping wails for comfort
Like a bitten child
Everyone in the hospital waits outside the door
In ballroom masks
They turn the other cheek
facing each other
Waiting
8 men come in and bury her face in hands
She is suffocating
They set her to the bed by her hair and mask her
I can't tell if it was the gas or
the lack of life
In those surgeons eyes
Staring at me
Bloody
Not their own
Beady
Twitching left and right
Like a watchdog
Bad at his job
The veins in their bodies and hands move
Through sections and nerves
Throughout and underneath
Below seas of tissue and teeth
8 men are convulsing
Janky deer legs
Bowed as they calamity out the door
I swallow
She mellows
Infinity bellows
She wouldnt allow
To aim an arrow
Turning a new leaf