As she spoke, she had already squatted down, then knelt in the mud by the roadside, "If I could be like Qin Yin, how could I not want my child? But how can I take care of him now?"
"Meimei, what do you intend to do?" Jian Yanyan asked quietly.
"Yanyan, I need to abort this child, I can't keep him. If I have him, the rest of my life will be ruined." Jiang Mei tightly grasped Jian Yanyan's hand, "Could you lend me some money so I can abort?"
"No, no, no." Jian Yanyan stood up from the ground and took a step back. "Meimei, that is your kid. I don't want you to abort him. If you can't raise him, we'll help. Why should you abort? Li Hui is gone. This child is his only offspring. Why are you so heartless?"
Crying, Jiang Mei crawled in the muddy ground, "I don't want this either. This child is the embodiment of Li Hui's love for me, but now what do I do if I have him? I can barely survive myself now, how can I bring him into this world to share my suffering?"
