Enya's Pov:
" I don't think it is necessary Siya!" We are currently on the way to the pharmacy. She is overreacting to it, the test which I took two years before stated that I can't be able to conceive then how is it possible that I may be Pregnant!
" Ugh, why are you whining, Enya? Just be quiet and trust me, okay?
" How is it possible Siya? I have taken the test and did everything to get pregnant, then how?" It's just unbelievable and I don't understand anything.
" We are five minutes away from the pharmacy. Just sit back and don't think much about it."
We stopped at the pharmacy and my palms get sweaty, and my heart started to race with anxiety. I don't even know why I am doing this but it's just so confusing.
" Wait in the car, I will go and get them," Siya said, going out of the car giving me a small assuring smile.
She came out of the Pharmacy holding a bag and gave it to me before resuming the driving. We went to my apartment so I can feel comfortable enough to check.
" I have got 5 kits and please read the instructions on them and do it."
" Okay."
I removed them from the bag with shaky hands and put them on the counter before taking them one by one and peeing in them. It is said on the packet to wait five minutes to check the results. I called siya inside the bathroom and we set an alarm for five minutes so we could check the results on time.
I started taking deep breaths so I can calm my racing heart and my nerves cool. I pace along the bathroom till I hear a beep from the phone indicating that five minutes are up and it's time to check the awaiting disappointment. I know I am not that lucky to get pregnant.
" I think we should check now," Siya said, breaking my thoughts.
"Can you please check it for me? I don't think I will be able to." I said feeling like I am being choked.
" Okay, I will check, and don't worry Enya. No matter what, we will always be with you." She assured me while moving towards the counter.
I just want it to be done with, my head feels like it will burst with nerves.
" What did it say Siya?" I asked, hearing her gasp.
" I think you should check too, Enya!"
" why? I don't think I can, please tell me what it says."
" We have to go shopping Enya."
She said with a big smile making me confused.
" What? Shopping? Why?
" Because we have to shop cute little clothes and toys for my niece." Huh? Her niece? I never heard of her niece and she doesn't even have siblings.
" When did you get a niece and why is that important now Siya! I want to know what the results are." I said impatiently.
" Oh my Dumb Enya, my niece is going to be your daughter so we have to buy things for her."
" What? My daughter? D….d….don't t...tell me what I am thinking is true." I got choked up by my tears.
" Yes, you are going to be a mommy Enya, congratulations." Siya moved towards me with her arms wide to hug me.
We cried sitting on the bathroom floor hugging each other. It's a miracle and the baby is a miracle baby and I don't regret it. It saved me from the marriage which is just an empty shell and he is nothing other than a jerk who just doesn't value anything and I am grateful that I didn't get pregnant with his child.
" And how will you know it will be a girl?" I asked her, wiping my tears.
" I just know, Enya, the baby is going to be a girl."
" Don't be so sure about it, maybe the baby is a boy!" I teased her.
" Yeah, maybe but let's think what if there are two babies in your belly?" Siya said with wide eyes.
" Oh my God! stop."
" No, let's just imagine there will be a small Enya and a small Jeon."
" Ugh, Stop Siya," I said before leaving the bathroom.
" I think we should celebrate Enya, I am calling Andre and I am going to tell him the good news."
" Do whatever you want siya, I am just tired and I want to take a nap," I said before going to my room.
" Okay, I am calling Andre and planning our party." She yelled from the hall already talking to Andre.
I still don't believe that I am pregnant, the first thing I have to do after getting up from my nap is to try and reach Jeon. Maybe he is a jerk but he gets to know that he is going to be a father.
Did he want to be a father? Did he think that I did it on purpose for money? What if he thinks I am lying. And I don't even know how to reach him and how to start.
What if he doesn't want to take any responsibility? I just want to inform him that he is going to be a father and I don't want anything from him.
We can co-parent the baby in secret because if the media knows about him being a father at this age with older women then his career is going to be over and I don't want that.
I slipped into sleep thinking about all the things about how to tell Jeon about my pregnancy and how to get a hold of him. I have things to do and the first thing is to heal myself emotionally. I need to give myself the time to heal. I can't bring a baby into a world where I am not emotionally stable.
I have nine months to heal myself and from tomorrow I will become a new Enya whose priority is her baby and I will set my focus on giving a go
od, healthy, and happy life to my baby and I will protect him/her with my everything.