Kieran POV
The outside world is what I don't know about, nor do I know anything about anything. Sometimes I feel like an idiot that is in the dark about stuff that my family is allegedly protecting me from. I come from a wolf pack called the Black pack. It was said to be tradition for the future alpha to not be seen from the day they are born until the day they are given the title completely.
I was said to find my mate. the love of my life not even life, the reason for my existence. I know all the romantic stuff male wolves do for there mates. Like going to find a baby and give them a child wrapped in a blanket as a gift. That is how babies come to exist . And I think it's cute, because I can go and fetch the child to Moon goddess and bring the child back to my mate.
"Mom can I ask you a question?." We are sitting on a couch, facing each other, my legs are folded as I held a book. My mother's eyes gleaming with the greenness of nature and porcelain skin that brightens up any room she walks in. No one when they first met her, can believe that's she is 100 years old.
My family just shrugs me off every time tried to ask deep stuff that I don't know about.
"Yeah sure anything" my mom answered. "Nevermind". She will definitely get defensive when I ask about my powers. I should just leave it.
The sun has already fallen, and the stars are making their way into the sky. I am only allowed to go out at night and make a quick run then come back home. I wish that I could learn meaningful stuff and more important ones.
The day's I spend inside this house are the days of loneliness and curiosity about what does it feel like to be out in the sun like normal male wolves would do and be in your wolf form in the sun.
I am grown wolf that can have a mate and can build a home like, do I really have to keep listening to my parent. "Yes you do, if you didn't, would you still be here?" a deep very dominant voice came in my head . That's Rieka my wolf. Now he, he looks, feels and even portrays the alpha image "Not that I asked your opinion" I answered, being a little sassy with him "Can you take me for a run, can we go near to the field of flowers" I huff at his request " What's in it for me and plus I was not planning to go out tonight" I answer back "Plans change shit head now bring a lighter bag than last time, my teeth are strong but if I have to run I don't have the energy to carry a large bag of snack. " sometimes I wish we did not share the same mind "Fineeee jeez"
A run toward the field of flowers is calming and bring me back to earth. Anxiety, depression, every thoughts my mind coups up in my brain just slips and falls away with the wind. Then Rieka takes over my place. Being an alpha has been written in stone for me, even before I was born. I am the only heir in the Black pack. I don't know if I am ready or even I am fitted to be an alpha. Yes I do look like an alpha, and feel like one but the question is Can I be one?
The closer we got to the field of flowers the stronger the scent of cinnamon flowers hit my noses. Rieka is getting faster. More faster than I could ever recall him running. "What's wrong? Why are you being restless" I fail to wrap my head around what is he going on about.
When we are in the field of flowers we usually go next to the 7trees. But tonight when we got to the trees, my thought were flooded with her scent. It's addicting. I need more, I want more. But what do I crave so much from a creature I just met. I can't control my body, It's like I have this need and want. It's strange and making my head spin with everything. She's unconscious or sleeping, my mind is every where. It took me a moment to realize that I was in my human form. Now that I am looking at her every clearly she kind of looks like a human.
The dark brown skin, that looks smooth and sparkly, the peaceful face that has strong features but also soft ones. The long eyelashes, the full bottom pink lips and brown top. The way her body is laying down. The full curves of her body, thick and looks very mouth watering. The way her chests full and round of something, fall and rise again showing that she is indeed a sleep My mouth is salivating, my eyes I can imagine can even scare the woman that is a sleep. What am I doing? Why is my body and my wolf reacting this way?
All my senses are up. All I want is to do... to do.... I don't know what, I just need something. I need something, my body needs something. "Rieka calm down, remember what mother told us. WE SHOULD STAY CALM AND BREATH" we said it together but everything came out like a howl and then she jerked up like she was ready to fight
She looked at me very confused not scared which was good. Then I notice that I am probably naked. I quickly took my bag from the ground and took out my clothing and got dressed, in front of her. Are my cheeks red?, maybe. As I was dressing my shirt I notice that she kept looking down. I looked down, it's standing, why do I even have it. I only use it for pee. Not that it never stood up before but why would it do that right now plus it is throbbing like I am hurting in a not bad but good way I don't know how I feel right now.
She cleared her throat and looked into my eyes " Who are you? And why were you howling, I mean shit you scared me right out of my sleep, god you scared the hell out of me shit. But I do have to say that you are huge. shit, I've never seen that one before, and them abs, you even have a good physic ".
Her eyes are dark brown in color. The way she speaks sound very smooth and silky but also rough and dominant. It makes my thing grow in size inside my pants. I need to do something, her scent, her body, her moving things inside her chest, her voice and everything is making it hard to breath, Rieka is howling non stop and I can't get anything in and out of my head only her everything is her
I know that this chapter is not long but I will try and make the next one longer
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