Kieran's POV
I couldn't sleep after going to the guest room. Kiere is going crazy, my head hurts, my entire being want her, I need her, not only now but forever.
"You know you should get a hold of yourself , It's not like she was wrong for what she said, we can force it and mark her but that does not mean she will accept us". talking to Kiere through our mind link.
(I want her and I love her, do you know what will happen if she decides to reject us, I meant what I said, she is our lifeline. I need her, she is driving me to the wall and It makes me want to kill someone) his breathing hard even I can hear that. I regret taking the room closest to her, the bond between us is pulling even stronger and the her scent is everything I crave.
"You think you are the only one that feels that, I do too but we can't hurt her, or force her, we are meant to protect her , if letting her go makes her happy then what are we meant to do Kiera" he calms down from howling to whimpering "I guess you are not the calm one between the both of us" I murmured. Part of me can't blame him for how he is reacting, I also hate feeling this way but we don't always get what we want and what I want right now is her, I might get her or I might not.
As I lay in bed on my back with my hands behind the back of my head. I have been listening to her since I have left that room due to me being a wolf I can hear things more clearly, like I am right in front of it. Every breath she takes and her heart beating.
The sun came up and I was still awake listening to her. I got up from the bed and went to take a shower. She has to meet my family today. I went out of my room, down the steps her scent enveloped around me and the more steps I take the stronger the scent.
I followed the scent that lead me to go to the kitchen, when I saw her chatting with my mother and actually laughing. Oh my moon goddess only if she can smile at me like that. Her laugh fills my entire heart I could listen to it for eternity.
"Your arrived just in time for breakfast, Aylin was just telling me about her sister" when she saw me, her laugh faded as quickly as I had heard it. So her name is Aylin. "I see that you have already met her, that's good" my voice sounded jealous, how could I not be jealous, she is avoiding my gaze, her easy going energy changed the moment she saw me so tell me how can I not be jealous of my own mother that she got to see that side of her without even trying.
As I made my way to the refrigerator and taking out an apple, all my thought were focused on her, her fast beating heart that any wolf can hear from afar, her wondering eyes that never land on me and her scent, the only thing that makes want me to lose every ounce of control I have.
I then made my way to were my mom placed my plate of food, right next to her. Is she trying to kill me or what. As I was about to sit down she got up and faced my mother "Thank you Mrs. Black for that wonderful breakfast, I should go and get myself ready" my mother looked at her with a smile "Oh dear you should call me ma, you are part of the family now, and plus I have always wanted a daughter, I guess the moon goddess answered to my cries. I should thank you for joining me for breakfast. You should take some of Kieran's clothes, I'm sure he won't mind right Kieran?"
I looked at her "Sure mother, I wouldn't mind" after that she was gone, did not even spare me a glance
"If I could cry I would too, you can stop whimpering because it will still maybe get worse." Kiere is nagging me to touch her, to bury my nose in her neck or even bite it "I would have done that a long time ago if I could but here we are, still in this position. I think you know what that means. At least you are not suffering alone" yes I was laughing but nothing was funny about this situation nothing at all.
The day went by fast, I didn't see her since morning but here we are in a dinner table together, sitting next to each other. It's killing me, the more I am in her presence the more I crave her and the more I crave her the more my animal instinct wants to kick in.
Everyone got sat and I assumed I should be the one to introduce my own mate that I know nothing about and who probably hates me to my family.
"Aylin this is my family and family this is Aylin " I said "Nice to meet you all" she said.
"That's the second brother Noah, Third Zayan , forth Cassian, fifth Koa, Sixth Axel and the last one is Lucian and that's my mother Mary the one you met at breakfast and my father Zander Black" she looked like she forgot every word I just said but she will learn them over time.
"I'll try and remember your names and thank you for welcoming me to your home " She was more polite with them than with me GREAT JUST GREAT.
Dinner ended after an hour, we usually eat dinner early so it was still 20:00pm. Everyone had things to do tonight so the house is empty and it's just me and Aylin. I saw Aylin go to the library room, I followed her.
I peeked though the small crack of the door. She took a book and made her way to the swing chair that is next to a big window. Her afro hair and her dark brown skin that make my clothes oversized on her. Her body is beautiful, my dark grey sweatpants fit her curvy body and her round buttocks she looks like a goddess.
"Are you gonna come in or are you gonna keep looking at me thought the door crack like a creep." shit she saw me. I should hide but dammit what's the point she has already seen me
"I am sorry for intruding and also doing that at the door like a creep" I said, opening the door and closing it behind me. I didn't move.
"You should stop saying sorry you know, It makes me sick. Are you gonna stand there or are you gonna tell me what you want?" I swallowed a lump in my throat that I didn't notice was there, she is feisty, not that I am not that, it's just that she makes me nervous and very needy all at the same time.
"Do you hate me, I mean us?" I asked not that I did not know the answer to that, maybe I had hoped for something different.
"Do you want me to hate you?" she gets up from the swing chair places the book in a near by desk and comes to me walking slowly. She looks at me, and as she walks she does not remove her eyes away from me.
"No I don't want you to hate me... I mean..... him ... not him only ....what I mean is ...us" her dark brown eyes made it hard for me to concentrate.
As she approaches me she comes close to me that my body is pushed to the door. Her hands goes to my side making feel locked, there was no where to go nor hide. I just noticed that she is tall but a few inches shorter than me.
"Are you scared wolfie, you look fluster." I tighten my hands into a fist, fighting everything I feel when I m closer to her "N.. No, me.. never..." clearing my throat avoiding her eyes.
"Your face and cock say something different to me" she looks down at my, I think she called it a cock "Oh my god look It's growing. Should I touch it for you" I need something, I crave it. "I belong to you. You can do what ever you wants with me" I murmured
She looks back at me and moves close to my neck and inhales and exhales, that makes me whimper "For someone who is a soon to be alpha you are ... what are the words"
She looks up at me "Are you horny? for me, do you wish to touch me, mark me, make me scream your name, Do you want to fuck me wolfie" she takes my fist hand and I relax the hand and she takes it and runs it over her neck goes to those moving things in her chest what are they called, they feel soft and beautiful . I want everything, the overwhelming feeling of want and need making liquid come out of what she calls cock and soaks my pants a little, I need her to do something and she knows what I need and I want to know what I need.
"Do you like the feel of my breasts, do you want to suck on them, make them hard," she moves to her stomach and stops, she chuckles "Do you want my pussy to ride you, ride out that neediness that you feel right now, make you cum all over it and make you feel good" I am breathing heavy. My body is responding to thing I have never heard before.
She lets go of my hand. She touches my face goes down to my neck, my chest and her fingertips it's like there is no cloths separating her hands and my body. She touches close to my cock and makes her way back then tugs her hand on the back of my neck. She pulls her face close to mine like our lips are about to touch, they graze over each other. I can feel her breath and her scent of cinnamon flowers clouding my brain. She is driving me mad "You are such a needy boy aren't you, never been touched before, should I call you a good wolfie"
"Yes please" that came out before I can think about it
She moves away from me and walks back "You should go to sleep Kieran you will need it tomorrow"
"No, what I need is you, and your touch and the thing my body responds to that my brains has never heard before. I know I took you when you didn't want to be taken and I get that this is your punishment for me, but I am needy for you, I want you, I am dying please don't tease me. My, what did you call it cock, it hurt and it aches and since you have arrived it has not gone down. I feel like I should do something about about it and I don't know what I should do and you are driving me crazy and these needs are driving me to the wall."
She just stood there did not say a word for a minute "You deserve it for what you did" she walks towards the door and I move from it then she is gone leaving me with every emotion I have never experienced in my life
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