It was then, that I realized that none of this was a dream. Every bit of the white flash mere moments before that man who had kidnapped me fired his revolver. The bang was deafening, the numb feeling was strangely euphoric. I didn't even realize that the feeling had came from the release of a mortal coil i held so, so dearly.
I let them down... didn't I?... Well I hope they got away atleast. Hopefully God doesn't hate what I did. The least I could hope is that he understands...
A vast void filled the very essence of my area. The air seemed tangible, but strangely there was none. I could breathe but it felt as if only an emptiness filled my chest. Unable to raise or fall. Simply just there.
I waited... and waited. It seemed like this state of limbo was all that waited for my soul. Left to its emptiness, filled with a sea, endless full of eyes made of madness. It felt as if they had pitied me.
"Don't look at me like that. I may be incredibly not happy because of myself.... but what has been done will go, there's not a single reason to fight it. I accept my fate. If there is a second hope at life, i just hope I'll be luckier, maybe even try to be better. My evil ways are why I'm here after all..." I spoke into that void. There, I felt something watching me. I didn't like the feeling of pity.
Then it happened. The void seemed to vibrate with a sense of life. Akin to what a Phoenix would represent. A white screen appeared in my ethereal state. My eyes widened as I read the blaze white text.
--Name: Seth Lyr Sandmen--
--Age:35--Height: 5'1"
-Your Karma has been blessed by Lady Luck-
Engaging soul adaptability- Test show 110% Capability
-Updated Log-
--Name: Seth Lyr Sandmen--
--Age:19--Height: 6'2"
KARMIC SYSTEM VALUE: 200
Please choose from three paths?
1) The Hero of All but King of None
2) A Lovers Pride but Seeker of None
3) A Sage of Virtue but Weeper of All
Those options at the bottom striked me hard. It seemed they had a pro and a con to them. A Lovers Pride but Seeker of None, huh? A family does sound nice... If only then... if only I-
The second option became a deep, deep purple cutting off my train of thoughts. The words floated off of the translucent screen and formed arround a glowing blue ball that had a warm light to it, hiding a cold aura. It was like the summer heat holding strongly to capture winter and kept it, selflessly?
It raised to my eye level, just before my nose. The light from the blue hue of a glow presented my hands with a gentle float as if I unconsciously held the air below it.
Ziiiip.. Chzzz
It shot into my forehead with a static sound as it hit. A warm feeling on my chest in the middle below my nape. There formed a blue heart that had a tear drop inside with what seemed to be like sparkles of like outside. A background looking giving a dazzling light look to it. Finally that light flash again.
What is happening,... What the fuck is happening!?!?!?
These were the exact thoughts that came into my perplexed mind as my vision gave way to a green plains of an endless expansion infront of me. There I sat in a numbing daze with my back leaning on the sole tree for what looked to be in only about 2 or 3 miles. I turned my head to the right, there was what seemed to be a medium size town with a wood fence surrounding it.
I looked down at my hands and sprawled out legs. Knee high leather boots covering the pant legs of a black pants that fit tightly against muscled legs that was chizled in appearance. A black and white checkered long-sleeved button up shirt. My skin had a reddened hue to a Caucasian base.
-Well to your new life! Please enjoy your new destiny to be written and fate to embrace! May the Karmic Fantasy System be your guide and assistant. Lady luck Is watching you! Give here a smile with a well used second chance.-
The same translucent screen appeared in my view. I looked around before looking at the screen again.
"Um... Wait, What?" I chuckled dryly with a confused smile and raised eye brow.
"This is real.... isn't it?" I said in the same manner but only with complete disbelief.