Ringringringringringringringring...
I stopped my alarm and quickly get up on my bed. Even though it's 2 am, I started cooking my food, taken a bath, wore my uniform, quickly made my lunchbox and ate the remaining food. I light up few of the incense stick and put it on my mom's picture frame.
I wore my shoes, opening the door.
"I'm gonna go now, Mom." Then I slowly closed the door and locked it as I head my way to the school. I walked towards the school and saw a guy jogging past me, I tried to hide my face but I know he gave me a eyes of being disgusted.
I sighed and continued to the school. I greeted the guard a good morning, he stopped me and slowly walked towards me. I tried to apologized but he gave me a key.
"Umm... what's this?" I asked.
"Your too early, I don't know your history but your the first student I got intrigued... So here's the key to your room... Class B-8 right?" he said.
"Thanks... I appreciated it." He handed over the key into my hand. I bowed at him and walked towards the classroom.
"At least it will help him..."
I tried to open the door but it was lock, so I put the key into the hole and... Clack! A sound of a lock can be heard at the hallways. I opened the door and walked towards my table.
I checked the time and it was 5 am. Still early I guess... I took a nap to kill time.
I dreamed of a nightmare. People telling me a liar, criminal, the son of bastards. It's always like that... so I closed my ears just to not hear them. As I opened my eyes, I looked at the time and it was 6 am. I looked around and saw some students looking at me before they turned their heads and quickly do their own things.
I turned at the window and looked outside. Not knowing that the teacher was coming towards me.
"CABRERA JOHANNAS!" She shouts. I quickly stand straight in fear and asked what's wrong.
"How did you get inside in the classroom at 5 AM in the morning even though the door is locked!" She said with a face of red.
"T-the guard gave me the key-" I said until she cutted me off
"OH... SO YOU STOLE ONE OF THE KEYS IN THE GUARD HOUSE WITHOUT ALERTING THE GUARD HUH HAVEN'T YOU!" She said
"HUH! Ma'am! I did not-"
"DON'T SAY ANOTHER WORD YOU LYING BASTARD!" She Shouted.
The classroom went silent, except to those people who bullied me because they've been giggling while looking at me.
"HOW THE HELL WILL THE GUARD WILL GIVE YOU THE KEY! YOUR A JOHANNAS BASTARD!" She explains while shouting.
I just went silent as my eyes went dark like I'm almost drowning at the darkness inside of me.
She leaned her hand towards me and said "GIVE ME THE KEY YOU USED AND GO OUTSIDE AND REFLECT WHAT YOU DID!"
I rummaged through my pockets and gave her the key and walked outside. As I went outside I overheard the laughter of my classmates as I closed the door.
"*Yeah... I know that no one will save me...*"
I closed my ears and accepted the darkness into me knowing all too well that it will change me.
But I don't care anymore.
...
"Okay class. Stop laughing. Before we start our class, I'm gonna introduce a new student who will join us this semester."
All of them were shouting happily, one of the student asked.
"Are they a Boy or a Girl?" (Student 1)
"She's a girl" The teacher said.
The men shouts in joy while the girls are disgusted as they see their male classmate shouts like monkey in the zoo when they hear a girl will join them.
"Alright settle down. Miss Aya. Come in." (Teacher)
...
"Miss Aya?" (Teacher)
The teacher open the door to look for the girl and saw her, Sitting while looking at Cabrera.
"MISS AYA!" She shouted.
The girl turned at the teacher with a questioned face.
"Please, ignore that guy and come in." She said.
The girl stand up and looked at Cabrera, sitting there like a poor guy. She turned to the teacher and walked inside.
"Miss Aya, please introduce yourself." (Teacher)
"Morning. My name is Aya Madeline. Half Japanese and Half Filipino. I lived in Japan but because of my Father who's a Filipino, Me and my family returned to this place as he has a work here for 3 years." (Aya)
"Okay... thank you for your introduction. So your going to sit at the back beside Cabrera Johannas." (Teacher)
"Ma'am. Why is that seat empty?" (Aya)
"Oh, that's the seat of Cabrera Johannas. The man outside." (Teacher)
"What did he do?" (Aya)
The teacher took a long pause until she said.
"For living." (Teacher)
Some laughs at what the teacher said.
"Ma'am, that's cruel hahaha." (Bully 1)
"Settle down Santiago! Don't ask more about him okay miss Aya." (Teacher)
"Why is that?" (Aya)
"Because every word he release on his cursed mouth, is nothing but a fat fucking lie. So never trust him." (Teacher)
"...okay." (Aya)
...
The bell rang and I got called at the detention room again to get nagged again. It finished quicker than I imagined, and not knowing that it was lunch break. I carried my bag and went to the rooftop, and ate my lunchbox.
"There's still 30 minutes left until the next lesson huh..." I mumbled at myself.
I walked to the rails, looked down and said.
"It's long."
Just like I said yesterday. My dad said that suicide is for gay's only. But dad... You killed yourself at the end... Right?
Memories from my past until I was born quickly returned to my mind just like some villain's when they know they're going to die in the anime I watched a long time ago.
When was I laughed like that, When was the time I smiled, When was the time I felt like going home only to be greeted by your mom and dad at home. I stand at the rails, as my vision went dark...
I jumped.