As days turned into weeks, Jungkook began to understand the motives and ideology behind the gadgets they used and why they abused them so much thanks to Namjoon
He also familiarized with his usual routes in the university
He made friends with Jimin, Jin and even hoseok
As his thoughts ran through his mind, he made his way to the washroom
He pulled the door open and stepped in only to be met with the most horrifying scene he had ever come across
Two guys aggressively eating their faces as though there were candy on them
They acted as if their faces were each other's food
As he stood there dumbfounded, he stared at how one of the two was pinned to the wall by the other with one of his legs around his waist
The other two seemed too engrossed to notice his presence
He took that as an opportunity to escape from the scenery
He quickly made his way back to the library with countless thoughts intruding his brain
He couldn't bring himself to digest the fact that there were two men
MEN
Who where doing things only his parents did
Not like he didn't know there was something called dating and kissing
Even his mates back in Busan kiss other girls
Note : girls not their fellow boys
The thought seemed so foreign
While Jungkook was completely lost in his train of thoughts, Namjoon closely watched as the other saunter towards their table in a dazed state
"You look like you just saw a ghost "
Namjoon commented once the other sat across him with a face as pale as Yoongi's
Namjoon's words made him question himself if those two were actually ghosts
Because there was no logical reason for two men to be eating each other's face like that in a washroom
A school's washroom
They could have gone to their dorms or something
They didn't need to traumatize him that way
"Have you seen ghosts in the school before?"
The younger asked him with wide eyes
Upon closely observing the younger's features, he could spot light dark circles beneath his eyes
He snapped his head towards his phone and tapped the screen to check the time
The phone screen lit up and it read 3:46am
The younger was probably too tired
And he finally started seeing things
"No why?"
He stood and began to pack his stuff
"well I saw something weird in the washroom
You're packing?"
He asked frowned brows
"Yeah
It's three in the morning, kook
We spent like seven hours in here
We need to sleep too
Come on
Pack up "
He flung his bag to his back and motioned for the other too
The younger also followed his actions and they both stepped out of the library
"What where you saying"
He asked upon remembering the other's words
"Huh?"
"About the ghost and the washroom"
"Oh
I saw two men in the washroom kissing hyung
They were very aggressive hyung"
"Oh really
So you didn't piss?"
"Hyung how could I have pissed
When those two looked like world war three depended on the kiss
I just bolted out of there "
"They were really that-"
Namjoon stopped in his truck and so did the younger
"Hyung who's that?"
From a distance, the younger pointed a finger at a figure seated right in front of their dorm door while he hugged his knee and buried his face in them with a blanket and a pillow covering his body
"Who the...?"
They both froze for a minute before Namjoon took bold steps to approach the other while Jungkook followed suit
Could it be Yoongi?
Did he forget his key card or something?
He could have just called me though
Where did he even get those
All those thoughts ran in his head while he approached the other
But upon closely checking the figure out, his tan skin didn't resemble that of Yoongi's pale ones
He tapped on the other's shoulders for a couple of times until the other began to shift
"Aggh my ass "
The other groan and lifted his head
"Hoseok?"
"Yoo Joonie"
The other's face lit up with a bright smile
His hair was messy and his eyes were puffy
He stood and collected his blanket and his pillow
He raised his hand to shake the other's but he didn't respond
He only shot him a glare
"No? Cool "
He moved on to the younger behind him who he had grown close with
"And Kookie"
Kookie did respond to his hand shake since they were buddies now okay
"Hey little man what's up?"
He asked and rested his hand on his own waist and clutched his blanket and pillow to his chest with the other hand
"I'm good, hyung, you?"
Jungkook responded with a fond toothy smile
He had just grown to love the others presence within a few spun of weeks
He just had a way to light up the mood
He reminded him of his mother sometimes
"I need help kookie"
He looked down at the other with a weary look
"What do you want Hoseok?"
Namjoon folded his arms to his chest and gazed at the other
Honestly, it was three am what was he doing in front of his dorm
"I wanna see Yoongi "
This time the other looked dead serious
He didn't know he could look that serious
Must be something big
He must just want to crash at Yoongi's
"Well did you try calling him?"
" Bro....
I know you think I'm dumb but come on now
I tried to call him like thirty times "
"Well then you should know that he doesn't want to talk to you"
Namjoon pushed forward to the door while he searched for the key card in his sweat pants
"Please Joonie Joon I really need his help
Open the door "
Namjoon glared at the other once he reached the key card in his pocket
"If get in there and he isn't in there, you'll get out "
"Yes sir
Now open sesame"
Namjoon just rolled his eyes at the other and swiped his card across the reader
Upon entering, a question popped into Hoseok's head and he couldn't stop himself from asking
"But what were you guys doing out this late?
Went on a date huh?"
He raised his brows up and down to the other two with a teasing smirk adoring his lips
"We went to the library hyung"
He expression completely fell at that while he watched Namjoon head towards the kitchen
"WHAT?!
And you now coming back?
Namjoon!
You two better be out of y'all minds "
"No we aren't hyung"
He watched as the other followed Namjoon to the Kitchen to get a bottle of water
"I need sleep
I need -
Before these two fry my brains out
God damnit
Bye Joonie Joon and Kookie koo"
He headed towards Yoongi's door and knocked it in a pattern continuously
His fingers almost began to hurt until he heard the door crack open
The other opened the door and he was met with a messy haired Yoongi
He was Probably sleeping
Of course he would be
"Who the fuck?"
Yoongi squinted through his puffy eyes at the other
"Brooooo"
Hoseok dropped his blanket and the pillow, moved closer to him and engulfed him in a warm hug while he let out fake sobs
Yoongi's eyes widened when he realized what was happening
Hoseok was there
"W-what are you doing here?"
He tried to push the other away but the other held on too tight
He realized he had no energy to push him off so he just let him stay that way
He loved the warmth anyway
He couldn't stop himself but to take a whiff of that lavender scent the other had since childhood
He missed it
He knew he shouldn't but he did
He had to stop himself from enveloping the other in his arms and feeling him too
"Bro you wouldn't believe it if I told you the trauma I've been going through in my dorm"
He began accompanied by fake sobs
"I haven't been able to sleep for a whole week, Yoonie
A whole week
Those assholes bring big booty ass bitches the dorm
And oh my ears
The pitch at which them bitches be hitting is insane
Insane bruh
And they keep doing it consistently
And I be like bro don't they fucking rest?
They be fucking bitches from morning to morning man
Morning to Morning
I can't have my-"
"No"
The other interrupted him with his answer before he could ask the question
"What?!"
He stopped his fake sobs and glanced at the other's side
"No you're not crushing with me"
Yoongi said while he tried to shove off the other away
He didn't go through the torture of trying so hard to avoid the other only to end up right where he didn't want him
In his bed
Right beside him
Not again
Hell no
"Bro I thought we are childhood buddies man
Yoonie what happened to you
What happened to us "
He resumed his fake sobs
"Just crash on the couch or something"
"The- The couch
Yoonie the couch?
My spinal cord Yoonie
Think about my spinal cord
What if it shifts to the extreme Yoonie"
He pulled out and cupped the other's bread cheeks while he looked into his eyes
Those almond eyes again
The ones he saw when he closed his eyes every night
They hunted him
They hunted him so bad but he couldn't stop himself from looking into them
From losing himself in them
Over and over again
"Then crash with Namjoon"
He blinked and looked away
"NAMJOON?!
Yoonie, Namjoon don't know me like you do come on
I'm sure he snores like a broken washing machine
Please
please I've missed you Yoonie
Don't do this to your hobi hmm?"
The other linked their foreheads and made the other look into his eyes
"umm...okay"
"okay ?
Ugh "
The other quickly moved to his bed and crashed himself on it with a relieved sigh
"Finally, bro
Where would I find another best friend like you
I wish I could kiss you
Ugh
You're too much yoonie
Too much "
He watched the other drift off to his dream land while he spread himself on his bed
He was glad to meet the other
He really was
But he wasn't
He wasn't really ready for all those dramas in his life again
The other brought him so much happiness and so much sorrow
The feelings were just overwhelming
Sometimes he couldn't bring himself to suppress them
Sometimes he just wanted to feel the other and touch him and hug him
But sometimes he just wanted the other to be far away from him
He couldn't watch himself fall again
Fall alone again
Fall for his best friend again
Fall for his best friend again while he watched his best friend date others right in front of his eyes
Moreover, he couldn't fall for his male best friend when his parents were strictly against homosexuals