Tang Qing usually read the news or read the information after dinner, and rarely played games. After all, those in this industry must understand the business and relevant laws and regulations clearly. Many policies have become very fast. Can things be done? What to do is to say at least one, two or three, otherwise it would be too lack of professionalism to hesitate when the company is appraising or when the customer asks about it.
After Tang Qing washed the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen, he brought two bottles of cold beer and brought a deck chair to the roof of the rental house. The house had a total of 16 floors. They lived on the top floor, very close, and the roof was very close at night. Few people came, and it was very quiet, except for the whistle sound from time to time in the distance.
As for Wang Qiang, he went to chat with his wife. He just found out that he was pregnant this month, but the baby didn't work.
The roof here is where he often comes, just because he can lie down and watch the stars, just because. . They all like to see the stars. . . . . .
When Tang Qing received the news that Wang Yan was about to get married last week, he thought he could accept it today, but it was obvious that he couldn't deceive his heart when it happened. However, thinking that the other party had a good destination, he still had a faint heart. A trace of relief may be due to the weakening of the guilt that has delayed the other party for so many years or the reason he does not know.
Although he wanted to wish her happiness, he found that there was still a gloom in his heart, but he could not dissipate for a long time. Is he unwilling? Still can't let it go? still is. . .
Maybe this is life! Tang Qing comforted himself, although he knew that this was a complete nonsense, how could one deceive his heart. . .
Lying on a lounger and looking at the lights in the surrounding buildings and the city in the distance that illuminates the entire night sky with a little redness, Tang Qing feels so strange and far away. He feels that this city has nothing to do with him, even Tang Qing There is a feeling of wanting to go back by the wind. Thinking about this, Tang Qing feels a bit funny. A commoner who owns a big ass, still wants to become a fairy? So he shook his head vigorously, dispelling the thought.
Tang Qing took out a lighter and lit a cigarette, and took a deep breath. He has quit smoking for five years. He took it from Wang Qiang. A strong burning sensation spread to his lungs and made him bear it. He couldn't help coughing. He was still a little uncomfortable after he hadn't smoked for a long time, but after all he had smoked for a few years, and after a few mouthfuls, he got used to it.
After graduating from high school, Tang Qing thought that life would be brighter and more beautiful, but a car accident knocked his dream to pieces.
In June 2004, after completing the college entrance examination, he and his fiancee Lin Jiaxue returned to the county town of their hometown. After staying at Tang Qing's house for one night, Lin Jiaxue's grandmother celebrated his son's college entrance examination, Tang's father and Tang's mother. So I decided to take a two-day rest, so I took Tang Qing and Lin Jiaxue back to the village to celebrate their birthday together. However, there was a car accident on the road. An old and overloaded truck suddenly lost control and ran into the passenger car they were riding in.
Since the seats were all made casually, where there were places to sit, the parents and Lin Jiaxue who sat in the front were killed on the spot, while Tang Qing in the back had only a concussion and a bit of broken skin trauma, and lost his most important points in an instant. Personally, he couldn't stand the blow and fainted on the spot.
It was already the next day when he woke up in the hospital. He didn't talk to anyone for the next two days. He didn't answer anyone's call, just looked at the ceiling stupidly. It was not until the fourth day that he returned to normal and was discharged from the hospital. It seemed that he had grown up suddenly and felt that he had to live well and live for the dead.
Later, with the help of his uncle and Lin's father and Lin's mother, he finished his funeral affairs, and after handling his parents' shop, he lived in the village until the beginning of the university, and then went to his uncle to get a notice to report.
Of course, the driver and the passenger transport company in the accident also accompanied some money in the end, but he did not move any of the money, and it was stored in the bank. It was a shame for him to spend a cent on the money.
In this way, a sip of cigarettes and a sip of wine, Tang Qing recalled little by little his first half of his life, childhood joy, ignorance in high school, decadence in college, unsatisfactory work, parents' expectations, past regrets, the past is like a movie The pictures flashed in his mind one by one. The naive and young ones once reminded him now that the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and sometimes he couldn't help but laugh, but slowly he was already bursting into tears, the car accident , Inevitably appeared in the memory, once the first love, once a happy family, once hanged on the hook for a hundred years without change. It's all turned into clouds and mist, drifting away like the wind. . .
Heartache, there are definitely not many people who have really experienced this feeling, but that kind of unforgettable, that kind of heart is like a knife, and that kind of regret was deeply hurting.
At this time, Tang Qing can't tell whether he is crying or laughing. These memories are his all and his most precious wealth.
"If you can go back in time, that would be great!" Tang Qing, who was already a little confused, looked at the stars in the sky and muttered.
In this way, Tang Qing fell asleep slowly. Tang Qing had a dream that night, a very long dream. He dreamed that he had returned to the third year of high school and saw his parents and Lin Jiaxue again, but he could only Watching as a bystander, unable to speak or act, just a spectator. Seeing that the time of the car accident is getting closer, he is unable to change. In the end, he can only watch the tragedy repeat itself. The moment of extreme sadness takes him out of his dreams. Kicked out.
"what!"
As soon as the main consciousness awakened, and after taking over the control of the body, Tang Qing immediately sat up, the sadness in his eyes had not disappeared, and the heart was beating violently due to the stimulation, and it was a long time unable to calm down. Tang Qing gently wiped the fine sweat on his forehead, and the pictures from the dream flashed in his mind from time to time. Although it was a tragic ending in the end, he felt the existence of his family once again almost truly, and he already felt very happy. Up.
"Huh? What's the smell?" Although Tang Qing was awake and opened his eyes, but thinking still recalled everything in his previous dreams, his eyes were still out of focus. At this time, there was a strange and familiar smell. After it was passed, the brain instinctively automatically gathered all the memories for comparison and discrimination. Obviously, the taste was familiar, as if it hadn't been smelled for many years, and it was only for a moment that I couldn't remember it.
"By the way, this is the taste of the scallion pancakes made by my aunt." Within half a second, Tang Qing's brain determined the source of the taste. He remembered that when he was in high school, he used to stay at his uncle's house in the city. Aunt often made it in the morning. This kind of cake was given to him. It was a special skill of his aunt. It was very delicious, but since he left Jiang Province, he had never eaten it again. In retrospect, the saliva in his mouth was unstoppable and crazily secreted.
But how can there be such a smell at home? Tang Qing woke up, his eyes slowly focused on the front. Only then did he notice the changes in his environment. It was a small room less than ten square meters. The desk, wardrobe, fan, lamp, and poster were all familiar but unfamiliar.
where is this place? The brain was running fast and recalling the contrast, as if suddenly thinking of something, Tang Qing suddenly opened his eyes and looked around. That's right, isn't this the uncle's house where he lives in high school? Grandma Tang Qing has two children, his mother and uncle.
The entire high school Tang Qing lives in his uncle's house. Uncle Qin Yugang is 36 years old this year. He became a police officer after he transferred to the army. He is currently the deputy director of the Chengnan Police Station. Before Tang Qing was reborn, he was only the head of the city's economic development zone police station and concurrently served as the deputy director of the Municipal Public Security Bureau. If there is no special opportunity, his official career will probably end here, and he can finally get a righteous position. Retirement is great.
Aunt teaches Chinese in an elementary school. She is very kind. She gave birth to two daughters. She always wanted to have a son, but she didn't want to have a son when she was older. She was very kind to Tang Qing and treated him like her own son.
It's weird. Didn't the house of Uncle's house be demolished and built into a park in 2015, the year before, during the renovation of the old city? For this, I also paid three houses, although they are all small, they are also very good. Knowing that Tang Qing would never touch his parents' compensation, later his uncle and aunt wanted to give him a set for marriage, but he refused. He knew that uncles and aunts are good people, but the advantage is not accounted for in this way, let alone such care. His relatives.
Did I cross it?
Tang Qing's thoughts just appeared in Tang Qing's mind and he was shocked. Of course, he is not unfamiliar with this kind of plot. The things that are almost rotten on TV, and the novels are also rotten. He wants to deny it. This kind of absurd idea, but the scene in front of me has confirmed this speculation again and again.
Tang Qing raised his hand and looked at his white and tender arm and the school uniform pants on him. In order to confirm whether it was a dream, he pinched his arm fiercely as the seniors learned.
hurts. . .
Looking at the bruise on his hand, Tang Qing, who was a little bit incredulous, slapped herself again.
"Snapped!"
This is really painful, this is definitely not a dream! It just feels so silly, why do you harm yourself twice?
"I'm a big one...I have a midwinter gun, Maria sugar-fried chestnuts..." Tang Qingshun said unclearly.
Tang Qing suddenly realized that he had really crossed, and then raised his head and carefully examined the furnishings of the room. When he saw the time of the hand-tipped calendar on the bedside, Tang Qing completely believed it. Lin Jiaxue gave it to him. According to her, it was given by the condiment manufacturer, and a lot of it was given, so she gave him one.
The red letters on the white background indicate: October 1, 2004, National Day.
year 2004?
This year, Tang Qing was just 17 years old. He turned from 30 to 17 when he opened his eyes.
"Really came back... Back to the year of 17 years old... High school just started... Parents and Lin Jiaxue are still there... Everyone... are still alive... It's good to be alive... "Tang Qing muttered to herself, thinking about it, Tang Qing's nose was a bit sore, and her eyes couldn't stop moistening, but her heart was madly happy. If you do it again, I can change everything, I can. . . . . . .
Ten minutes later, Tang Qing, who came out of the emotion of sadness or excitement, lay relaxed on the bed, with his hands behind his head, looking at the Tianhua Board, calmly sorting out his mood, and his emotions gradually stabilized. The 30-year-old experience told him that if all this is true, he must live a good life and not allow the tragedy to happen again. The powerlessness in the dream and the experience in the previous life made him particularly cherish the hard-won. Opportunity.
"I want them all to live a good life." Tang Qing vowed to himself
"Cuckoo..."
Tang Qing began to protest. He was too excited just now and didn't feel much. Only after the excitement he noticed that he was really hungry.
Smelling the faint fragrance in the air, Tang Qing hurriedly got up and went to have breakfast. When I opened the door of the room, I saw the familiar living room, the old sofa, the old color TV, and the old dining table and chairs.
I lived here for three years in my previous life, everything is so familiar, three rooms and one living room, this was bought by my uncle four years ago, otherwise the two rooms and one living room simply can't live with them, UU reading www.uukanshu. Com and two daughters are also old, it's always inappropriate for them to be crowded together. Later, Tang Qing moved in, and the two sisters were squeezed into the same room again, but the relationship between the two sisters was very good, and they didn't think there was anything, on the contrary they were very happy.
It used to be the family courtyard of an agricultural machinery factory. It was a five-story building. The uncle's house was on the second floor. The management had three bedrooms and one living room. However, the factory closed down five years ago. The former owner of this house was the factory. The chief engineer here, after the factory closed down, wanted to go back to his hometown in the country to take care of his life, and his only son happened to be working at the Chengnan Police Station, so his uncle, who wanted to change to a bigger house, bought it at a preferential price.
Today is the National Day. He remembered that in his previous life, his uncle's family went to his aunt's family. Since his aunt's family was in the county below, he had already set off very early and would not return until October 5th.
Eating the scallion pancake in his hand, drinking the warm milk in the cup, thinking that the relatives and lovers are still there, and even seeing Lin Jiaxue later, Tang Qing feels unprecedented peace of mind, and a deep sense of happiness spontaneously arises. .
After breakfast, Tang Qing skillfully cleaned up the kitchen and looked at the wall clock on the wall. It was only seven o'clock. It was early. He was going to go directly to Lin Jiaxue's shop after eight o'clock. Today is National Day, even the first day of the holiday. The teacher left a lot of homework, and Lin Jiaxue would definitely go to the store to help.
Tang Qing started to clean the room when he was okay. He rarely cleaned his uncle's house in his previous life. Even his own room was usually cleaned by his aunt and cousins. In many cases, two cousins helped wash his clothes. Yes, when I think about it now, Tang Qing feels very speechless and guilty.
"You pig, forget it, you are too lazy." Tang Qing said to himself.
After finishing cleaning in half an hour, Tang Qing lay back on the bed and stared at the white ceiling.