As expected, she is very happy she got to wear the gown she loved. She thanked me and kissed me. This is the first time she initiated the kiss; out of the mare 2-3 kisses we shared till date !
Sometimes I feel it's too early for us to get married. We don't even know eachothers and we are married already !
I know we have the time to know eachothers now.
But what if, it doesn't works out ? I mean I have a job which demands my presence regardless of time and for unknown time period.
Will she understand and accept me ? What if, she someday gets emotional at how I don't pay attention to her, to us ? I don't have timr for her ?
What will do then ?
I was lost in my thoughts and mom pushed me to Victor's room to take a shower and get changed as Aurora was was in my... OUR room ! I smiled a bit at the thought and maybe blushed a little.
I am so damn excited for tonight... no not in an erotic way ! But we will be starting our new life from tonight.
We will sleep next to eachothers and wake up next to eachothers. Just the way I have always dreamed of. I am so happy, to finally have her in my life as my... lawfully wedded WIFE !
I went to Victor's room and he was talking on call with someone in an alien language !
" Al-ayo, yeobo. Mianhaeyo !Yongseohaejuseyo, Jagiya. "
He said trying to be cute; and actually he did looked cute ! That's a surprise for me. He can act cute ?
" What are you saying ? "
I asked him.
" Jamsimanyo, aein. "
He said sweetly on call and turned to me,
" The fuck you want now ? Aren't you satisfied that you have ignored me when I came to talk to you ? Now what the fuck do you want ? "
He almost yelled at me. What a duality, man !
" Don't be mad Victor. Please, I am so sorry. I was just..."
" Just get it done with, what do you want ? Don't beat around the bushes. If, you are here for an apology then, get the fuck out of my room, Vladimir. I am so done with you ! "
Victor said irritated.
" Don't say that, Victor. Please. I know I have hurt you. But it was my boss. You saw how he made me work on my own wedding day then, please try to understand, he could have denied me attending my own wedding !
Please, I am so sorry.
Please give me one last chance, brother. I really don't wanna to loose my brother after getting him back !
You tried and I screwed up last time, give me one chance when I initiate this time. If, I fuck up again, I swear I will never show you my face ! Please, Victor ? "
I pleaded with my all heart and hoped he gives me a chance to make things better better us... actually make things between us, as we really don't have anything between us.
He sighed in defeat.
" Fine ! But remember this is your last chance. If, you fuck up this time; I swear I won't even attend your funeral if, it takes that ! "
He said seriously.
" I swear, I won't fuck up this time. Thankyou so much Victor for giving us a chance. I promise I will try hard to become the brother you thought you had but wasn't there ever for you. I will try to make things work between us. Thankyou so much. "
I said happily and hugged him tight and I am so glad that he hugged me back.
" Ok, fine. Just leave me... I am... not used this kind of stuff between us, you know. "
He said softly removing my arms around him after few moments.
Yeah, he is right we aren't used to such lovy dovy behaviour with eachothers. I let him go.
" What are you doing here ? Don't tell me, you came only to apologize to me leaving your wife all alone on your fucking wedding night ! "
He asked narrowing his eyes.
" Ah... I won't lie. Look, I did wanted to apologize for my behavior this afternoon and I did tried but you didn't listened.
And now Mom asked me to take shower in your room as she is in our room and then go to her. So, I thought the shower can wait but my apology can't ! "
I said honestly. He nodded in understanding. His eyes sparkled at something and he smirked.
" Ok. You are done with your apology and I have accepted it as well. Now, what are you waiting for ? Go take shower your wife is waiting for you !
And if you don't have; I am sure you won't, I already bought protection for you. I was gonna give it to you after your wedding; but things turned out differently and I...
I am sorry I spoiled your mood on your wedding day and that when your boss was sucking your life out ! I am sorry. "
He apologized sincerely.
" Hey, don't apologize. If I were you, maybe I would have reacted the same ! And thanks for the protection, you are right I didn't bought that. Actually, it didn't crossed my mind. Thankyou for thinking about me. "
I said smiling. He smiled and went to his cupboard and handed me a huge gift wrapped box.
" Here, it's my gift on your wedding. Congratulations on your wedding and I hope you and your wife will have a great and happy life together.
And I am sorry once again, I didn't even congratulated your earlier ! And this is your protection. "
He said handing me a single condom wrap and winked.
What the fuck ? Does he thinks I won't need more than one ? What does he thinks about me ?
Oh my god !
I just want to punch his face... but I won't !
Just now we took the first step towards getting along with eachothers and I don't wanna spoil it once again.
So, I just smiled at him and placed the gift box and the condom on the table and went to take shower.
I heard the door open and close and then his voice was gone. Maybe he wanted some privacy to talk to the person he was talking earlier.
I took long shower and scrubbed my body throughly; just in case. She shouldn't find me disgusting.
After a while I heard the room door again open and close. Maybe Victor returned.
I got out and wore my comfy clothes and grabbing the single condom I wished Victor good night and went to my... OUR room.
I was so excited and happy to finally spend some quality time with Aurora and get to know her better; but what I witnessed, just broke my heart.
The moment I reached our room, the room door was open and she was looking at my direction and was looking so annoyed and irritated.
" Please, just go away ! Don't you dare get inside this room. Not tonight not ever again. Please just get lost. Just go...
Are you deaf ? I am telling you to leave and you are frozen on place staring at me ? Just fuck off ! "
She almost yelled at me.
I have no fucking idea what just happened and why is she so pissed ? What did I even do to get her this mad ?
She doesn't wants me to step inside the room ? Not tonight not ever ? She just asked me to fuck off !
What just happened ? She was so happy when we reached home and she even kissed me herself and now ?
She wants me to fuck off ?
Maybe she isn't ready to share the room me just yet.
I understand, we are still strangers for eachothers and she might be uncomfortable sharing room with a stranger.
Maybe she wants us to develop some emotions and then maybe she will be ready.
Anyways, I have already promised myself that, I am not gonna force myself on her and so, I will give her the space she needs.
" O... OK. I'll be with Victor. Good night. "
I simply said and returned to Victor's room.
What a pathetic life I have got ! I didn't got her when we were together. I didn't looked at any other girls when she was away !
She was so close to me when she was far away; and now that she is far away, when she is this close to me !