Vladimir and I weren't close to eachother's since childhood and now that we have spent almost our entire life away from eachothers, we can't connect to eachothers at all.
It's like we are dorm mates who happens to be related and nothing much.
I am not liking it. We had genuine reasons why weren't we together in childhood but now ?
Now we have chance to get along and know eachothers better. I just hope he reciprocates to my feelings.
Well, there are many secrets I have hidden from the entire world and it includes him as well !
But I don't want him to be a part of crowd. I want him to be by my side ! Support me, be with me, take stand for me.
I am sick and tired of hiding the secret so much. And now, I have crossed all my limits to keep my secret.
I don't wanna make the new girl coming to our home and family uncomfortable but I have no other option.
Though, he fucked up and messed up our chance for his stupid ass boss; but yes he made me realize how much of pain in the ass his boss is. He didn't even spared him on his wedding day !
I was talking to my love when, Vladimir came to apologize.
" I know, honey, I am sorry ! Please forgive me, baby. "
I apologized to my love.
I know my cute charms always work on my baby; and they were about to work when, Vladimir decided to disturb me !
" What are you saying ? "
He asked confused as he doesn't understand Korean.
" Just a moment, sweetheart. "
I said sweetly to my love and turned to him mad as he was disturbing us.
" The fuck you want now ? Aren't you satisfied that you have ignored me when I came to talk to you. Now what the fuck do you want ? "
I yelled at him.
He then sincerely apologized to me and I realized I should give him one chance and I forgave him as he genuinely apologized and asked for one chance to be brothers and that's exactly what I want.
I gave him the chance he begged for and I just hope neither of us will regret it !
He came here to take shower as she was in his room and according to Mom, he shouldn't go to her without taking a bath first.
To make my image worse infront of her; after I have made it bad at the lunch few days ago, I went to her and said what not !
If my love ever heard what I said to her; I am a dead meat !
I returned before he was done showering. He went to her and I called my baby back and we were so indulged in our lovely talks I didn't realize someone was knocking at my door again and again.
" What is it now ? "
I asked confused when I saw Vladimir at the door.
Didn't he just went to his room after taking a long shower ? Then what is he doing here again ?
" At least, let me in first ! "
He said sadly. I let him in.
" I have to go, baby. "
I unwillingly disconnected the call looking at the bashed face of my brother on his first night together with his wife; which he should spend with her and not with his brother !
Doesn't matter after how long we got eachothers, I can't take this much of love all of a sudden !
" Are you planning on ever telling me what's wrong ? "
I asked a bit irritated.
I haven't talked to my love properly in past few days as I was busy in his wedding preparations and now that I thought, we finally got time to talk; he have to disturb this as well !
" I... I am gonna sleep here with you. "
He mumbled without looking at me.
" You are gonna what now ? "
I almost screamed in surprise and shock.
He placed his palm on my mouth to stop me from screaming.
" Shut up, will you ? "
He said taking his hand off.
" Shut up ? Why would I ? And... why in the hell would you... sleep here ? What happened ? "
I asked scared to death.
I got a feeling that she told him how I am torchering her from the lunch day and she has had enough of it and as, he is my brother she doesn't wants to share room with him !
I mean, I am OK with her telling him I am troubling her; but she not sharing the room with HIM because of ME ?
Oh god, what have I done !
I won't be able to forgive myself for this. I know how badly he loves her from his school days.
And now that they are finally together, I don't want any problem between them; especially because of my stupidity !
" I guess, she is not ready to share the room with a stranger yet. I mean, we have barely talked with eachothers before our wedding and now she might be feeling uncomfortable.
So, I guess, I will have to make her comfortable first before staring living like a married couple ! "
Vladimir said genuinely ready to give her as much time she wants.
" Did she said this to you ? "
I asked.
" No... when I was standing in the door and was about to enter she started screaming, don't come inside not tonight not ever, fuck off and something like that !
So, I assumed that, she might have thought I will ask her to share her bed and body with me on our first night together and that's why she reacted violently. "
He said thoughtfully.
Oh god, please let THIS be the reason she didn't allowed him inside and not because of me. Please god, I will never trouble her ever, I swear on my love !
I genuinely want them to be happy together. I will seriously never talk nonsense to her.
I will talk to her tomorrow and ask her not to punish Vladimir because of me. Seriously god, what the fuck have I done !
Vladimir layed on the right side of the bed and thank god he did, because left side is mine !
He just layed there staring at the ceiling, sighing now and then. He was looking so sad.
Ofcourse, who won't be ?
Just imagine, you were dying waiting for your love to come in your life and it did came; but asked you to fuck off without any proper explanation; that too on your wedding night, what will you feel ?
I am gonna make this right. I am gonna talk to her tomorrow.
I know after listening to my cheap and vulgar words tonight, she might never talk to me ever again; but I will not give up for my brother's sake !