" Josephine, when will you finally get a boyfriend ? What kind of daughter makes her mother provoke her to have a boyfriend, huh ? "
Mama yelled at me from the kitchen.
Why does she always have to choose the very moment of me leaving for school ?
Can't she talk about it when I return home ?
Because of her, I am always late for school.
" Mama, I am leaving. I don't have time for your this question right now.
I know you are gonna get furious and kill me for talking back to you like this, but I will face your fury once I return from school.
Addio...
I mean, bye-bye. "
I said and didn't wait for her to throw something at me and ran to school.
Now, who's gonna tell my mama that no body likes the geek !
Everyone wants the girls who don't wear spects but lenses.
Don't wear jeans and shirt, but mini skirts.
Don't wear a ponytail but let their hair loose.
And I am exactly what nobody wants !
I shouldn't say this, but this is all because of my mama and Papa !
They wanted their daughter to be raised as a sophisticated and well mannered and homely girl and not some hippie !
They succeeded in their motive and tada, nobody wants me as their girlfriend !
And when nobody wants me, how in the hell am I supposed to get a boyfriend ?
I don't have a boyfriend, but I do have crush though !
Actually, not mine he is the crush of the whole school ! I heard that some of the straight guys also have a crush on him along with the gay guys !
He is my classmate.
He is so, handsome. He have a unique personality.
When he smiles, his lips crooks on left side only, like he is smirking but it's an innocent smirk if, we can call it a smirk !
He have so many piercings on both of his ears along with the ear lobe and above it as well. My favorite one is the black cross ring that he wears.
He looks very sexy with those on !
He have ocean blue magnetic eyes, which hypnotizes anyone to lock their eyes with him.
He have unique hair color as well. I am sure it's a dye. His natural hair color is black and he have dyed the length blond. The side are trimmed very short and the top is a bit long; enough to tie a short ponytail on top and it hangs behind his head.
His teeth are so well shaped and bright white. He have very luscious soft pink lips. When he smiles, I can bet anything, no body will take their eyes off him !
I badly want to talk to him. But I know he too doesn't likes a geek like me. He is always surrounded by the sexy looking girls glued to him like some fly is glued to the sweets !
I won't blame him for he doesn't even glance at me by mistake, because even the worst looking guy in our class doesn't give a dam about me then, he is the most handsome guy of our entire school !
I have accepted my fate that, I am never gonna get to talk to him when, he is too busy to be surrounded by the practically naked girls !
Why are all guys like this ? Why do they concentrate on the girls baring their skin to them ?
Can't they go for a decent girl, who can be sexy in their personal space ? Why does they need to be attracted by the bare skin in public ?
Some are uncomfortable in showing their skin or some are not allowed to do so, what about them ? Don't they deserve to be with the guys they like ?
Why they have to wait for the average looking guy, who is rejected by the sexy girls, so he finally finds his way to the simple girls ?
I know this is a very wide and generalized statement and #not all men !
But many of them are like that and I am a victim of the same ! I just hope my pathetic life ends and I get to be with my sweetheart !
I know I am dreaming so high and I can never have him in my life but you can't possibly judge me for having such a dream. He is everyone's dream boy and what's so wrong if, I too dream of being with him ?
Only God knows who is destined for me or even if, there is anyone for me ?