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At first, Sheng Xian didn't know he was ill.
In high school, he had good grades and was handsome, attracting many female classmates who liked to gather around him, and his desk drawer was often stuffed with small snacks or light pink envelopes.
Dating was forbidden in school, but there were always some girls who were bolder and more open, not like other girls who would do things in secret. Instead, they would run up to him and confess their feelings.
Initially, when he heard these confessions, he felt uncomfortable.
Some girls, after he had reluctantly but politely rejected them, would stop bothering him.
But others wouldn't give up and continued to pursue him relentlessly.
After it happened many times, he began to feel nauseated and disgusted with them.
It was a kind of deep-rooted nausea and disgust that came from the bottom of his heart and bones.
It was the kind of nausea and disgust that couldn't be suppressed, no matter how hard he tried.
